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The Car Music & G-House song of DJ Crazy Goat and "Queen" is part of Car Music & G-House album named "No Rules" released on February 10, 2021 in the version "Radio Edit" by JHaps Records. Listen now to Car Music & G-House song: DJ Crazy Goat - Queen .

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DJ Crazy Goat - Queen [ Car Music & G-House Music]

VERSE 1 
I’ve found myself in a rut,
I can’t shake.
Keep on making mistakes,
need to pump down my breaks.
I try to change,
but it feels all too strange.
Don’t wanna rearrange,
what has been in my brain.

(Instrumental)

VERSE 2
Displease, unease,
on a Sunday morning.
Tryna chill, smoke a J,
it’s my sweet remedy.

It’s how I cope,
you say stop with the dope.
I won’t stop with the dope,
I rather choke!

CHORUS 
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the pain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the strain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!

VERSE 3
Can’t help myself,
don’t need anyone else.
Leave me to my own self,
don’t need anyone’s help.

My soul’s already lost…
Just hang me on a cross…
So I go out like a boss…
I say hang me on a cross!

CHORUS
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the pain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the strain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!

BRIDGE
Just please leave me,
leave me alone to bleed.
Will not stop til I’m free,
and it’s all just a dream.

Don’t knock,
nobodies home.
Don’t call,
I won’t pick up the phone.
Just stop,
please leave me all alone.
Don’t knock man,
nobodies home!

CHORUS
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the pain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the strain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained…

INSANE!

LYRICS: 

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A little older, a little wiser,but happy to see you
Do not go gentle into that good night
Old age should burn and rave at close of day
Rage, rage against the dying of the light
Though wise men at their end
Know dark is right
Because their words had forked
   No lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night 
Rage, rage against the dying of the light

 Chorus: I’m an astronaut floating in place It’s an empty space 
And it’s like an abyss 

Verse: Stay out of the light it’s like a name on the death note yeah it’s unavoidable 
And still in this void I remain it’s my own space and I’m making gains never-ending story never-ending space going through time, and I’ll take that shit to the grave and respect you better pay tyrannous world might rebel like I am Shay Naysayers going out sad I’ll just keep cooking no breaking bad bitch

Going dizzy like I’m sick not sleeping 
Don’t sip Tris slight lisp but still flowing like digital wave rider with a turbine with the rope chain on shining like UV rays 
I’m done

Chorus (Repeat): ‘Cause I’m an astronaut floating in place it’s an empty space and it’s like an abyss 

Stay out of the light 

Stay out of the light but only I can stay in the light 

Yeah 

Floating in place

Astronaut [Prod. By Just Bugatti]

lyrics //

its 1am and im thinking bout you 
baby please tell me what can i do 
no one wants to die
no one wants to try
everyone wants to see me fucking cry 
making it through cuz im taking these pills
head on the pillow and im lookin at stills
wondering why i tried to fight 
broken hearts baby lets go 1 more time 

2am tears are runnin through my eye 
please talk to me i am not fine 
i just want what we had
baby but i am glad
somethin a least make learn and im making it through
drinking the left over bottles 
only way to get me through im surviving on swallows 
musical therapy craving the sound of her voice but i know all i am is a choice 

3am rain hitting hard
heart is bleeding i been stabbed by a shard
chasing my girl but so far she is gone
kissing and hugging until it reach dawn
loving is hurting but hurtin aint loving
give me a little no please keep it coming
demonstrate to anticipate we must commemorate the love we had cuz it was not fake 

4am baby and its getting harder
dont know you sleeping or wearin a garter i
mustn't confess that i will not dress breathin a heavy beat running through my chest
hearing you laughing it reaching a spot
deeper and darker it means a lot
im sorry for all my lies those times
better off by yourself you feel more alive

5 in the morning im writing bout you
drawing a picture its something to do
write you a letter ink will go through
set up a date for us make us some food
suns coming up but my hearts sinking down
why am i treating you like such a clown
my anxiety is making me drown
open up to you and i am not proud 

it is now 6 and i am still here
baby your thought just wont disappear
am i in love or am i in fear
please say you love me just one time my dear
wanted to last and not leave it so fast
now i am here cutting like grass
nighttimes without you they're not the same
the shit i put you through i am in shame

night without you (prod. bradleyjv)

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
revelations get me in my feelings almost every day
fantasize about my life ending in a graphic way
people in my life tell me "turn to God, turn to God"
but even when I do, the fucking asshole doesn't love me much
i've been praying for him
i've been fasting for attention
christians in my ear saying'
"you don't understand the vision, you don't get it
everything you go through is a mission
everything is hope and don't you think of nothing different"
man I hate those fucking sayings
everything is so dismissive
if it's real and heavens watching
why he lead me to a barrel?
i'm in peril, and he's smirking 
while he sends me down to hell
honestly I want someone to rip me from this spell
i don't have a problem with a god or any entity
just the idea of the ones we're taught religiously
the ones that truly love and support you through anything
the ones that supervise and really care about humanity 
thousand scars 
wrapped around my body from addiction
chest, thighs, arms, stomach looking like a victim
But I'm not, so keep your empathy cause I can't fucking stand it
ever since 12, i've been tormenting my body
praying for somebody but I guess he doesn't want me
now you're saving my abusers? yeah it's fuck you I reject the help
pride calling me like "dylan yeah I feel the same myself
that's the reason, when you feel alone I send my best to help"

i can write a million words but never come up close 
to expressing how much hate I carry coursing through my bones
i fucking hate myself so much more than anyone could know
for no reason, not at all
just a product of a broken home
growing up, alcoholic mom say she hates my guts
tell me I remind her of my father and that really cuts
cause at this point, I still loved her like a loyal son
even if I tried to get that back, man that shit is gone
sober now, family try to guilt me so I let her in
girl you had years, we will never be a fam again
what hurts the most 
is I don't even think you can remember it
blacked out, every single night while you torturing me
never told a soul I kept it on the down low
couldn't process fucking anything about that trauma
around 17, probably could of murdered if I'm honest
now I'm numb yeah she dead to me, I feel nothing about it
constant state of loneliness regardless of the situation
feel like I am stuck in the middle of disassociation
i can't feel loved, i don't feel wanted
i don't have a single friend that I don't feel i burden
feel like any partner i get, i don't deserve it
they realize that sooner or later and then they book it
fuck it, I'm forsaken i'ma vent it through my music
i go stupid, might not be the best at least this shit is ruthless

forsaken 2 (prod. venom)

cure*me & Yvng Burbs - PARANOIA! (feat. JonoJoker) (prod. cure*me)

Striding in slicence 
My steps dont make a sound
My aura gone violent 
Hands give a cold touch now 


You stepped on your chances 
I dont want to talk 
Im sick of the masses 
I could throw a punch at a crowd 

Talk to me , talk to me ,talk to me
Pleading for deaf ears 
Im much too gone to clam down 
Ive watched from the outside
Id never understand in a million years

Your so estranged , i dont know who you are 
Dont grab my hand unless you want the ugly
I could twist my smile into something so sinster 
Would you still love me ? If i broke  your arm right in front of ya ? 
Would you think me harmless if i cried 
Right in front of ya 
Something sick n twisted brewing right under the surface 
Yeah 

Twisting and turning inside of my mind 
Do i want to belong
 am i over this life? 
Should i make a new one where everybody dies?
Death in pardise i want it on ice
Death to the parasites that lurch on to life 
Stealing and weaseling off the back of my kind
Hollow is the inside of myself that i deny 
Others the access to theyre cut off by design

Thekilldemo

Check out the music video on my YouTube channel: https://youtu.be/v7rpcwIagBA?si=Ihkq0-wkiRFKwOhW

Here’s the Valentine’s Day Cover of Epiphany (I’m Leaving) by Christte Michele!! You’re single, I’m single might as well enjoy it… most importantly love you… cause I do?!

No Valentine’s GF (Epiphany Cover)

######## NEW 25th SELECTION ALBUM JUST RELEASED ########
"Blue Reflection" - the 25th selection album of piano ten thousand leaves

youtube: FULL VIDEO with 20 full songs in very high quality sounds
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Happy if you enjoy this.. : )


#3716 (820 left): Feb. 16, 2024: Though in her lids hung the sweet tears of May (Japanese version)" again from Dec. 2, 2023) 
Today's pure primal piano music here. Happy if this music makes you feel peaceful.. : )
Looking for absolute natural beauty every day for Piano Ten Thousand Leaves. Target number is 4536 and 3716(81,9%) (Only 820 pieces remain) achieved today. Find my project.. : )
This piece may might have good 1/f fluctuation characteristic although I stopped investigating it each piece.

My new message: "Does it make sense to preserve it for 1000 years?"

Today's cover ART is created by #Midjourney (Art Generating #AI), according to my wish. Happy if you like it.

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I'm now making Archive site of Piano Ten Thousand Leaves project by utilizing #wordpress. Basically nice direction I've already gotten.. : )
Currently 1100 pieces already achieved. 
But this week I need to do something else, so I'm going to stop this task for a bit.


######## NEW 25th SELECTION ALBUM JUST RELEASED ########
"Blue Reflection" - the 25th selection album of piano ten thousand leaves

youtube: FULL VIDEO with 20 full songs in very high quality sounds
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spotify:
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appleMusic:
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amazonMusic:
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all music streaming services:
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Though In Her Lids Hung The Sweet Tears Of May - #3716 (820 Left) By Chair House 240216

Stranger is a song that I wrote, which was more of a rendition of the GUTS deluxe song "Stranger" By Olivia Rodrigo. I just added some of me into it :) Hope yall enjoy
Lyrics:
 
Verse1 :
I woke up this morning, shot straight up on my bed
I had this strangest feeling of a weight off my chest
I hadnt felt this hopeful, since you asked me to dance
but this feeling is different, like some chains torn off my hands

Verse 2:
And everybody told me, it would happen in time
That I would soon get over you, all the feelings would subside
but it always felt like a pipedream, that I won't escape you
but I never believed till that morning, but now I feel brand new

Chorus: cause I was half myself with you, but now I feel so complete
 I don't even remember why I lost all that sleep
 and all of these feelings, bleeding me dry like a drought
 but now But now your just a stranger I know everything about

 Verse 3: I saw you once on monday, your arm wrapped around her
 But for once I didnt care, for once it never bothered 
me, because im over it, over all the acts
 cause you can say your sorry, but im never going back 

Chorus: cause I was half myself with you, but now I feel so complete
 I don't even remember why I lost all that sleep
 and all of these feelings, bleeding me dry like a drought
 but now But now your just a stranger I know everything about 


Bridge:
Theres nothing left for me to know
I had to stay, you had to go
And even though sometimes it hurts
I lived through it, forgot about her
Oh and you can have her life, be her valentines
But its all over now-w-w 


Chorus: cause I was half myself with you, but now I feel so complete 
I don't even remember why I lost all that sleep
 and all of these feelings, bleeding me dry like a drought
 but now But now your just a stranger I know everything about 
cause i was half myself with you, but now I feel so complete 
and the problem was i couldnt hurt you, without it hurting me

 outro: I am happy for you, and I hope that you do
 cause I had to move on, and so did you

forsaken 2 (prod. venom)

dylan xo

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