Freak Radio - November 2020

THE GAY SILHOUETTES & FRIENDS volume 9

Thanks to you all who took the time to comment on Solar Kama Sutra tracks!

Now That's What I Call A Panic Attack!  - Soundcloud Hits For Your 2 A.M. Meltdowns!  YO!

PL20201123

New psychodelic 2

coping mechanism

# Future Grunge

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Tracklist:

Hello My Name Is (Spoken)
Feed Me – Time For Myself
Feed Me – Grand Theft Ecstasy (Remix)
Feed Me – Thumb Got Stuck
Feed Me – Talk To Me
Feed Me – Without Gravity
Feed Me – Rat Trapped (Parts I-III)
Tjani – Vptown
Feed Me – Ebb & Flow feat. Tasha Baxter
Feed Me – Final Stage
Interlude (Piano)
Feed Me – Last Requests feat. Jenna G
Feed Me – Shine On (Pink Floyd)
Feed Me – Little Cat Steps (Outro)
Fin (Piano)

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Feed Me - Mixmag 21-10-13

Suicide Silence - Two Steps

Collaboration Project - Negative Headphones & Side Hustle Prophets

Shut The F~ck Up

This track is used during the opening sequence of the film "God" by director Edwin Brienen 2016 c

IAN MARTIN - God Theme

Living between Sydney and LA, Australian artist AViVA is creating her new image and developing the world for her new single GRRRLS on 13th October 2017. This is the first single to introduce us to her conceptual approach to music.
Australian independent recording artist AViVA is marking her re-entry into the scene with new single GRRRLS arriving on Friday the 13th of October 2017. This release marks AViVA’s first release in 2 years and is a clean break away from the sound and image she had previously been creating. Within this musical shift some elements have remained the same- her distinctive vocals and the visceral and dynamic drums. This single produced by MataisC and Jean-Paul Fung (Silverchair, Last Dinosaurs) and mastered by Matt Colton (Muse, Coldplay). GRRRLS is a nod to Riot Grrrls everywhere.
Following the release of Crystaleyes in 2015, AViVA spent the next 24 months performing around Australia’s East Coast and playing at summer festivals until she retreated to write new music. This time, spent between LA and Australia, Aviva experimented with new sounds and styles drawing inspiration from all forms of art to create the new unique sound and imagery, seen with the release of GRRRLS.
This new single develops in a deeper way AViVA’s thematic interest in the dichotomy of control and although full of attitude, GRRRLS is actually a reflection on the journey to find your place in
 
the world. Her fearless approach to lyric writing and fusion of hip-hop, pop and rock elements makes AViVA’s new sound a catchy and unique sonic pleasure.
AViVA wanted to create music that would connect with her audience in the same way she has always found music based on its ability to connect and feel. “So long as people find a connection, I will keep being cryptic. Sometimes not having all the facts helps people to find more meaning.” Says AViVA, herself no stranger to the feelings of exclusion and disillusionment.
GRRRLS stands as an invitation to join in the deeper concept she is building. This song creates a bridge to the world inside AViVA’s mind, transporting us into the dystopian city of Metropolis, a place which provided the strength and experience she needed to stop trying to fit in and try something radical to be herself. GRRRLS is an anthem for girls, boys, men and women everywhere and serves as a reminder to stand proud of who you are, forget what others think and fight for the right to be you.
For more, please visit thisissviva.com.au, twitter.com/thisisaviva, instagram.com/thisisaviva www.facebook.com/thisisaviva @thisisaviva

AViVA-GRRRLS

what a story
you can’t trust someone like me
what a story
you can't just use somebody

what is lost is lost forever
we got to leave
caught in Illusion we got to see
fought with emotions
we got to feel
oh can’t give what i got 

look out the window, same
and I feel you same
and i need you same
everytime you’re falling for it

Im not sorry
Just prooves that u dont know me
Thats so me
So lets just keep it low key

BLVTH X TAIIME - TEMPTATION

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Lyrics:

The evil that I hold inside
Bed of nails on which I lie
I made it
There's nowhere left for me to hide
Racing towards the other side
I hate it

All of my ranting and raving
I'm waxing and waning
And I don't see an end in sight
Maybe I'm just masquerading 
As way beyond saving
So I don't even have to fight

So cold to live without a soul
But I do my best to make things right
I roll deeper down the hole
I've been holding on with all my might

But in spite of my trying, I feel like I'm dying
And I can't hear a word you say
All of the drinking and lying, the games that I play
Nothing seems to make me feel OK

I think I'm running out of time
All I seem to leave behind's destruction
I can't undo what I have signed
It's no way to take back time
I loved them

Nobody wanted to find me 
A way back to guide me
Kept feeling like I wasn't right
Maybe I'm encapsulating
Somebody else saving
You really need to just sit tight

So cold to live without a soul
But I do my best to make things right
Alone without a heart or home
No one else can see it's fight or flight

Because they're trying to hide me
I feel like I'm blinding
Or was I never in their sight
No one's rewinding the time here
I'm left alone trying
Nothing seems to make me feel OK

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8 Graves x AViVA - OK

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Lyrics:

If I die today, it won’t be so bad
I can escape all the nightmares I’ve had
All of my angry and all of my sad
Gone in the blink of an eye
I’ve seen the devil, I’ve shaken his hand
I’ve seen the evil that dwells in a man
For all of my wisdom, I can’t understand
Oh mercy me, mercy my

Better get to digging while my body’s getting cold
I keep tryna fight it so just promise when I go
You’ll bury me low
Bury me low
Bury me low
Just promise me that when I go
You’ll bury me low

If I die today, it won’t be so hard
Everything scares me but never the dark
Stay acting brave, but I’m too faint of heart
To pull out the thorn in my side
If I met God, Imma make him explain
Where was his help when I wanted to change
Is everything crazy, or just in my brain
Oh mercy me, mercy my

Better get to digging while my body’s getting cold
I keep tryna fight it so just promise when I go
You’ll bury me low
Bury me low
Bury me low
Just promise me that when I go
You’ll bury me low

Some things fade, and some get saved
But some things are made just to take to the grave
Love and hate. Hope and faith
Some things are made just to take to the grave

Bury me low

Black

Bury Me Low

Immortal

Lorna Shore - Immortal

Kombi - Obiecany raj (Stachy.dj wersja)

Album 1981 - in the right order:
https://soundcloud.com/steve-fullyard/sets/1981a


This is the story of a man, which is probably in his prime, or on his way there, being totally drawn towards electronic music and synthesizers. 

In a state where he is highly working on his physical and mental skills and trying to pretty much live at fullest in the present day, there is still this longing back for and into the 80s, influencing his actions ...

One fateful day, there is this one paper ad, this one thing, which changes ... everything!

Enjoy this audio-visual journey into another world, and time.
HQ Version can be bought directly on Bandcamp.

1981

Bandcamp

Conspiracy (04)

NO VACCINE (PROD. CYANIDE)

Circles

A musician in the WRONG PLACE at THE WRONG TIME with THE WRONG MINDSET making THE #WRONG #MUSIC, but it still feels #RIGHT to ME!
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Some of the best music around today is #UNSIGNED so don’t dismiss it without a listen; it is a #MYTH that it is inferior to #SIGNED music!
>
Don't let the MUSIC INDUSTRY FOOL YOU, the best tunes around today are #UNSIGNED, #INDEPENDENT & #UNDERGROUND!
>
And don't let anyone tell you what music to make or how to make it, JUST MAKE IT….DO WHAT YOU FEEL!

MY SECOND MOST PERFECT DAY

JC's son came up with the word 'Lasermaze' - we liked it so much, we used it as the starting point for a song!

LYRICS:

Keep it in the corner
In the shadows
In a worn-out suitcase
Hiding in the corners
You can find me in a maze of light

Keep it for the weekend
It’s only two days to Friday
Speak it, you’re among friends
You’re a beacon in the dead of night

I see you dressed in white
We are in a maze of light

Lasermaze

Deaf

    132 abonnés132
    11 titres11

Midi live machines realized with:
Moog Little Phatty. Korg Minilogue and MS2000, Waldorf Microwave , Micro Q and Pulse, DSI Evolver, M-SE1 String Ensemble.
Drums EMU E6400 Ultra.
FX re20 Space Echo, Rocktron Chorus Tsunami, Ibanez JL70 Jetlyzer and Airplane Flanger, Reverb Digitech TSR24s.

Posh Posh Exaltation

Statues - Fleursonseaux
All rights reserved - © Copyright

Statues

Spiral

Unknown album (16/10/2020 19:06:23)

Dead American Dream ( Ft Death Com Electrics)

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4E91iv6ciiQBtsyQaprtug

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2z2ugiTNppfcvhmUq8ocsY?si=ooZFkaWIQI29JN7KRHe84Q

Hiding Faces

"What an image of future want and need" I mutter in my glass
Watching the people come and go I feel the bottle sure won't last
Everything looks so fine when soaked in wine, I'm soaking up the spite
If I could ask you out... well I thought about it and I think I might

Stylised people watching
Faintly erotic touching

CHORUS2
Captured in a video
Now I can't get rid of you
Not that I would want to
I'm really besotted by you
All the people come and go
Only half of which I know
Perhaps I've been here for too long
Maybe that's where I went wrong?

If I could design the perfect woman I would surely design you
All the best bits of all the passers by I videoed (and drooled)
I've possibly built you up to be someone that does not truly exist
But anyway its been fun watching and drinking until I got pissed

Stylised people watching
Faintly erotic touching

CHORUS

Stylised People Watching

Dropping Gems Vol 2

Remember When

For the 31st Solar Kama Sutra song I decided to challenge myself a bit and do something in 7/4 time.  I tried remembering a band I heard do that and thought, "Isn't Pink Floyd's "Money" in 7/4 time?"  I remembered hearing it and thinking it was...

...  Turns out it is!  So for that reason I thought of Pink Floyd, and tried to do a Pink Floydish sound.    It's also a nod to Radiohead's "Pyramid Song".  I tried to capture the same feeling that song gives me, but with Solar Kama Sutra this time. 
(by the way, Solar Kama Sutra has always been just one person.  It's just the name for what I call the music)

Since Radiohead already used "Pyramid" which is well-known since ancient Egypt to be the coolest shape, I had to go with something else.  "Sphere Song" and "Cube Song" ?...  Well...  Those song titles just aren't gonna work....   Maybe "Dodecahedron Song"?....  Hmm... That actually sounds pretty catchy...  Feel free to use it!  

 My vocals are used more heavily on this track than it seems.  Throughout the track I tried to make my vocals sound like guitars and other instruments

  And definitely hats off to Pink Floyd for making a hit song in a 7/4 time signature.   How many times has that been done before?!

And of course, hats off to Stonehenge.  The ultimate inspiration for this track

lastly, much respect & love for all of you who have dropped by once again

- John

Stonehenge Song

I dedicated the song "Monique" to two women: 
First of all to my grand aunt Monique, who was murdered as a Jew by the Nazis in Auschwitz. I know her only from photos and the anecdotes of my mother. Through her tragic life story, her unique face with the big, jet-black eyes, I still feel connected to her today. 
In this song I imagined meeting her shortly before her gassing in Auschwitz. How I accompanied her to the gas chambers, how we got to know each other a little before the inevitable happened.  
      
Secondly, this song is dedicated to another Monique. Her stage name was "Barbara" and she was a charismatic French chanson singer. What would I have given to be at one of her concerts. But when she had her big time, especially in the 1960s, I was still much too young. So all I have left are their Youtube videos, of which I would like to put a link here: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KPPZMyMNQCM

Her face and her eyes, her charisma and expression remind me so much of my grand aunt.  Like her, she was a Jewish woman of French descent. And with songs like "Göttingen" she contributed significantly to an understanding between the Jews and the land of the perpetrators- Germany.  

Lyrics in English:

Monique

I visited you in Auschwitz, 
Cursed this freezing cold murder place

See you coming with the gas chamber train 
Only one photo at my place with your face

Your deep black eyes look at me
Already as a child they magically fascinated me

I go to you, take you in my arms 
In the coldness of killing we both get warm

We go together, you tell me about you 
Of your life, your joys, your pain

And you listen to me 
Get to know me briefly

The butchers, they wave
The shadows, they sink down

We both still have some time left 
The cruel suffering is already approaching

You show me the brooch in the photo 
You show me how you move your hands to play the piano

The time fold now pulls you away from me
There to the shameful brick building
I can only look after you
You disappear in there 

Gassed and burned
But unforgettably burned into my soul


Deutscher Originaltext:

Monique

Hab` Dich in Auschwitz besucht 
Diesen eiskalten Mord-Ort verflucht

Seh` Dich da kommen, mit dem Gaskammer-Zug 
Nur ein Foto bei mir mit Deinem Gesicht

Deine tiefschwarzen Augen schaun` mich an
Schon als Kind zogen sie mich magisch in den Bann

Ich geh` zu Dir hin, nehm` Dich in den Arm 
In der Kälte des Mordens wird uns beiden warm

Wir gehen zusammen, Du erzählst mir von Dir 
Von Deinem Leben, Deinen Freuden, Deinem Schmerz

Und Du hörst mir zu. Lernst mich kurz kennen

Die Schlächter, sie winken
Die Schatten, sie senken sich ab

Noch haben wir beide etwas Zeit 
Heran rückt schon das grausame Leid

Du zeigst mir die Brosche, die auf dem Foto trägst 
Du zeigst mir wie Du Deine Hände zum Klavierspiel bewegst

Die Zeitfalte zieht Dich nun fort von mir
Dorthin zu dem Schand-Backsteinbau
Ich kann Dir nur nachsehen
Du verschwindest dort drin 

Vergast und verbrannt
Doch unvergeßlich in meine Seele eingebrannt

Monique

Monique (Lyrics in English in the Intro to the Track....)

Tina Turner cover! Heresy? Sure! I gave up on the voice, but still trying to achieve legs like hers. This one is a bit inspired by the version they played on the David Letterman show, with Bill Cosby on cowbell. Hope you enjoy!

The main reason I did this was because my maestro told me to practice the blues scale, so I made my first guitar noodle :-)

Undercover Agent For The Blues

LYRICS:

I want to break your suppression
I want to steal your condition
I want to take your inhibitions
Girl I want to be your fantasy

Pinned against the wall
I want to make you scream
I want to make you shake
I want to see you twist and writhe

Here's your surprise
Can't tell whose in control
Yeah!

You want to be my perfection
You want to be my redemption
I will return all you've given
Girl I want to turn you inside out

Face to the floor
I want to break some skin
I want to reel you in
I want to see you twist and writhe

What a surprise
Can't tell whose in control
Yeah!

Though your hands are tied
You've never been more free
A rush of ecstasy
I want to see you twist and...
You keep wanting more
And I want it too
I want to feel alive
I want to see you twist and writhe

Precambria

Twist And Writhe

Written down, written in a foreign language
Written wrong and do we really care?
Been smitten long - excuse my ever expanding baggage
Imagine hard and its not there

Tell a tale, tell it like it really happened
Sounding stale - its churned out many times
And set to fail - I'm tired of all the fails I'm counting
You can read it between the age lines

CHORUS
Oh bless you - And excuse my demeanour
Oh bless you - Bless you like you're a God
Oh bless you - Have you really seen her?
The whimsical tales of those I need and want

Caricature but not one for entertainment
Like a chore but one I think I've won
So give a yawn - I think I'm sensing some resemblance
Imagine hard experience is fun

Written down, I recognise the scrawl like writing
Written wrong, well what should I expect?
Smitten long - Excuse my ever expanding baggage
Read my tale of woe and neglect

CHORUS

Whimsical Tales

Lead and Rhythm Guitars - Admiral Krank
Drums - Monkey Blood Lowdown
Acoustic rhythm guitars, bass and vocals - nic

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ima_Hogg

Lyrics from Keats, Byron and nic

Greatest Hits

Ima Farrell Hogg

Ima Hogg

Happy day

All words&vocals - Myrh,              Beat&Edit-Tot.
If you don't know her, click here https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum
and AML another version here  https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum/sets/tot-myrh

Good morning!!! Good night!!!
Thank U~~so~~much!!!!

AML - ft. Myrh

Premiere: La serie recopilatoria “Uncanny Valleys” está relacionada con la teoría introducida por el robotista japonés Mori Masahiro en 1970, refiriéndose a la percepción paradójica de las similitudes existentes entre robots y seres humanos.

Esta segunda obra se centra en la música "industrial" a través de una variedad de géneros e interpretaciones de la estética de los mismos. Abriéndose con una selección de cuatro infundidas en la pista, cortada con una porción de power ambient, la compilación evoluciona hacia una forma más cruda, con noise industrial que abarca intenciones nihilistas o románticas.

Echar un vistazo a la música que está influenciada por un género, creada en los tiempos en que se creó el concepto, nos ayuda a comprender los vínculos entre la teoría y la música, ambos inspirados por el desarrollo de las tecnologías y sus influencias tanto en los aspectos personales como sociales.

Escuche exclusivamente “Time” en @knifearg SoundCloud

Lanzamiento el 3 de diciembre de 2020. Lea más y ordene en: https://areazrecords.bandcamp.com/album/uncanny-valleys-vol-ii

Premiere:  “Uncanny Valleys” compilation series is related to the theory introduced by japanese robotitian Mori Masahiro back in 1970, referring to the paradoxical perception of the existing similarities between robots and human beings.

This second opus focuses on ‘Industrial’ music through a variety of genres and interpretations of the genres aesthetics. Opening with an infused four to the floor selection cut with a slice of power ambient, the compilation evolves into a rawer shape, with industrial, noise that embraces either nihilistic or romantic intentions.

Taking a look at music that is influenced by a genre, created in the times where the concept was created, helps us to grasp the links between the theory and music, both inspired by the development of technologies and its influences on both personal and societal aspects.

Listen exclusively “Time” on @knifearg SoundCloud

Releases on December 3, 2020. Read more and order at: https://areazrecords.bandcamp.com/album/uncanny-valleys-vol-ii

MDS51 - Time [AREA Z]

WITHIN DESTRUCTION - NO WAY OUT

The World Is In Your Way

Instability

AND MAN CREATED GOD IN HIS IMAGE…
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AND MAN CREATED GOD IN HIS IMAGE
AND MAN CREATED GOD IN HIS IMAGE
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YOU MET ME IN JONESTOWN
IN WACO AT SUNDOWN
THE PROPHECY ALIVE IN ME
NO, I’M NOT THE MESSIAH
MY RANKING HIS HIGHER
BROUGHT A MESSAGE THAT WILL SET YOU FREE
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DO NOT BE AFRAID
COME DRINK THE KOOL-AID
COWER AND I’LL LET YOU SEE
IF YOU FEED MY DESIRE
SET MY EGO ON FIRE
THIS KINGDOM WILL BE PASSED TO THEE
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AND MAN CREATED GOD IN HIS IMAGE
AND MAN CREATED GOD IN HIS IMAGE
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DON’T WANT THIS SUICIDE
DON’T WANT TO EAT YOUR LIE
DON’T WANT TO BEND MY KNEE AT COMMUNION
YOU’RE JUST ANOTHER GUY
NO, I DON’T WANT TO DIE
DON’T WANT TO KISS THE FEET OF A CLAYMAN
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IT'S JUST ANOTHER SCAM
ANOTHER DYING MAN
ANOTHER AIRFIX GOD
ANOTHER GRAND DESIGN
THE FRUIT OF UNCLE SAM
A ROAD TO HEAVAN’S GATE
MANIFESTS ITSELF AS A HATE CRIME
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AND MAN CREATED GOD IN HIS IMAGE
AND MAN CREATED GOD IN HIS IMAGE
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DAVIDIAN BRANCHES
ARE GROWING ON TREES
SPRINKLED WITH THE ASHES OF WACO
BELIEF AVALANCHES
ARMEGEDDON AGAIN
AND THE RESTORATION MOVEMENT OF TEN
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AND MAN CREATED GOD IN HIS IMAGE…
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ADAM AND EVE
SAMSON AND DELILAH
DAVID AND BATHSHEEBA
THE EVIL ADULTRESS
THE JEZEBEL
THEY ALL LOVED MEN INTO A PERSONAL HELL

IF JASON OF THE ARGONAUTS IS OUR ONLY HOPE
WHAT SANE WOMAN WOULD EVER LISTEN TO THE POPE

HELL AND LIES
BRIMSTONE AND FIRE
A CHAPEL
A TALE
A MARTYR
A LIAR
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CURSED ARE THE WEAK
FOR THEY GIVE BIRTH
BLESSED ARE THE MEEK
BUT THEY WILL NOT RECEIVE THE EARTH
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THE PEASANT SEES THE PREACHER AS
RULER OF THE TURF
WE ALL KNOW HOW MUCH
THE VATICAN IS WORTH
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AND MAN CREATED GOD…

Twist And Writhe

Shark Teeth