~~1:1 written a year apart~~

denial & acceptance

[@zumtru, guided by @magpyee]
lyrics:
im just doing what im supposed to do
brother in the back with a bunch of tools
feeling too sick, i cant go to school
feeling too sick like i got the flu
new clip like im supposed to shoot
aim it at your head like i hate you
i been in the back with a bunch of tools
build a new heart, build a love that's true

i just hate what i cannot lose
- "do you love me?"
"i dont know if i do"
try another push, im supposed to shoot
do you blame me if i hate what you do?

im just doing what im supposed to do
build a new bond, that's a link in the loop
try to keep pushing til i cannot lose
will you blame me if it never comes true?
still sick, i've still got the blues

blue blood, there's some red in that bruise
save a space, if you've got the room
load a new clip but I'll never shoot

Push

an old song. ive always liked it but just never really found the right time to release it. so why not now.


get high, avoiding my problems
formed some new ones
off of that gospel
last week reaching back for that bottle
and i'm
thinking bout shaving my hair
none of my cards were played fair
when you learn my name
i just hope that I'm still there
no fear, so scared
i been off of this shit like a year
text my ex and then tell him I'm here
hit the boof and shit out my fear
ain't no booth anywhere around here

i been in this room so long
all my walls started to crack
i tried to cover em up
see this paint bleeding out black
wanna tear down these walls
swear this sanctuary turned trap
lead a life living this way
swear I just never could ever go back

die before I make a hundred stacks
swear I'll never even see a fucking rack
poor man in this bitch
still got poor manners you bitch
die before I'm ever rich
tried to find how to fix
suicide if I quit
catch you around but for now
i just dip

grew out and then shaved off my beard
kept the stache, yes I know it look weird
feels I forgot how to channel my fears
feels I'm screaming and nobody hear
i just took out a couple of years
to make all this and nobody cares
might just drop off and then disappear
i ain't dropping no singles this year

i been thinking bout changing my name
i been feelin trapped in this lane
scared I wasted my days
i been staring into my face
so long that I don't know who I am no more
like why the hell did I write this song
claim that I will right my wrongs
claim the victim in all my songs
think I'm counting these days too long

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Black Paint

Out of nowhere, I don't care
About those feelings we don't share
Tell me baby were they even really there
When we're at your funeral won't see me there
Choking on these thoughts I need to let them air
Mourning at the loss that we were once a pair
Now I'm gone now I'm gone
Now I'm gone now I'm gone

I don't need to apologize
I've always been right
And I don't need you by my side
So talk to me nice
Ohh I
Would've given up my life
To share in the air that was mine
I would give up my life (my life)
Give up my life (my life)
Give you the piece that was mine

Out of nowhere, I don't care
About those feelings we don't share
Tell me baby were they even really there
When we're at your funeral won't see me there
Choking on these thoughts I need to let them air
Mourning at the loss that we were once a pair
Now I'm gone now I'm gone
Now I'm gone now I'm gone
Now I'm now I'm
Now I'm gone

Resurgence

Now I'm Gone

Spotify

Now I'm Gone (raizomin)

Phasing through the walls inside
Acting like I'm not terrified
Acting like I'm not gonna die
Acting like its all dramatized

Who gives a fuck about it when i know that I'm up next
I go ghost for success baby now I'm possessed
Possessed puh puh

I'm possessed I know
I upset your soul
We were never close
love how I provoke you
I'm possessed I know
I upset your soul
We were never close
Live inside your head too

Soon you will be dead too, too, too
Let me stay inside baby the only who's right
Think they're your friends right there
They're devils in disguise
Are you ready?
To pay the price
Stick around they'll take your life
Take your life
Thought I cared but never mind you were never mine
Not you it's me find a better line better line
Getting hot in here the temper rise you jeopardize
The temper rise

I'm possessed I know
I upset your soul
We were never close
love how I provoke you
I'm possessed I know
I upset your soul
We were never close
Live inside your head too

Baby I'm possessed too
Won't be very long till I get you
You

Possessed

Possessed (raizomin)

s/o @saddex333
Never Say Die comes soon... tell a friend

my lyrics:
only one on the scene i be deadstock
runnin laps take a nap at the rest stop
if you tryna step up get yo shit rocked
come to me i'll draw something omgpop
38 long clip call it petscop
feel like macklemore my closet from the thrift shop
jacobs ladder i been climbin to the tip top

think im runnin outta time need a wristwatch
steady grindin on my timin im just tryna make bank
hit his ass with the spin move call me faze rain
they could never count me out cause im finna take reign
steppin in this bitch til my feet get sprained
been this way 14 days we cant change
i dont fuck with the fakes cause that shits lame
on the highway speedin and im finna switch lanes
but i aint switchin on the guys tho
walk steady got the game on a tightrope
feel like uzi throwin money in a spiral
and my buddy keep a drum call it taiko
told the teller keep the 1s i dont like those
withdraw number lookin like a typo
put my life on display like a trifold
and im walking thru the city with my eyes closed

saddex lyrics:
just touched down now i’m back on my bullshit
we ain’t never stopping bitch i bet you wish we would quit
nowhere near the top you know we finna keep it pushin
you too far behind uh huh you better hit the books bitch
talkin down behind me hit 180 now the mood switch
sick and tired of dealing with your ass you got me too bent
turned to muddy waters once i started stackin blue strips
i ran outta favors miss me with your lil to do list
tab just lobbed me this lil open finna slam it break the glass
feel like hotel hell got hella hoes on camera showing ass
you too young for all that talking boy you better get to class
you talking all that talk but now i see you fallin on your ass
know it came with that drum shit gon give em whiplash
lead foot to the floor triple digit on the dash
i don’t wanna hear your music man just throw it in the trash
need to fly me to the chi the way this shit a summer smash

omgpop w/ saddex

rai:
boy you dont wanna get me started
get picked then cropped then harvest
havin you pay without anyone knowin black market
keepin that laser like i was a Martian
yeah yeah
boy tried cross me for some bread in mass
take him to the father like he never had
fire wit the spread be like a molly blast
you bet owl/i will carry drakes talkin like im Aubrey man
you be lying in youre wake but we dont mean a polygraph

running through your damn block you not gonna stop a thing
try to pull a fast one take it you better not miss
better put your hands up if you think you wanna live
praying to your god like you're not standing in front of him

tismo:
woah you dont wanna get me started
ive got too much to say
had to get rid of the people that was in my way
they say i caught an L but not today
theres too many people in the way
im tryna numb the pain
i swear im not the same
you’re drowning in my brain (lets go)
have you been around the world I done been coast to coast
that’s yo shawty, why she put her number in my phone?
cant get attached never wanna close
do you wanna gamble your soul?

Pulling A Fast One

Pulling A Fast One w/ Tismo (rai)

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art by @gabberpentin
prod emogen33

dopesick (emogen33)

affliction (cg)

produced, recorded & mixed by me
mastered by @bymiddlechild

bite (ft. Pencil Legs)

beautiful place

prod me s/o @oodyviaa
this is a real deal freestyle i did not write a single word there are no lyrics this time

Black Paint

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