My memories are fading and I can't remember anything anymore but who cares.

Taken off of my album "Black Lotus Emporium", releasing August 20th.

WITH: @DIGITALFACELESS (@DHAELO & @THE0000)
PROD: @PRODBYDISTRO
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

[DHAELO]
I wonder why they all looking at me
Always was a guy at the backseat
And now they all are hella mean
And now I scare 'em off like K-Fee
Every single day has reached a plateau
Too many thoughts and many had to go
They all laugh at me like lmao
My life, I can't keep that shit simple
Lost all of my passion, I'm gettin' psychotic
My life is a comedy
Man, I feel like being inside in a bad sitcom
Can't even think properly
I wonder why they all looking at me
Set up a banquet, for dinner some envy
Try with my life whatever you want
I don't give much of a fuck lately

[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

[SAINT SLEEP]
I don't want to get so sentimental
Every single day that just pass is a burden on my soul
I can't be that guy that you ask for
Staying up all night tryna catch my breath in an oxygen mask
Bottle all the old days up in a flask
Cant even drown what comes with a lifejacket
Lost all my passion
Lost all my chances
Lost in my 20s and I can't find a map
Everything pass by like a blur in a window
Wish I didn't want to take it slow
Mountain on my back and the rocks rolling off
Climbing backwards in a landslide
Cant do this and I can't do that
Won't stop till I meet my standards
I was tryna hold on to a slice of the good old days till the rain made it all soggy

[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

[THEO]
Struggling like a motherfucker
As the days go by I lose track of time
I wanna break a neck and then I'll fuck up a bench
And overflow my tears to drown inside of them
I feel like a burden to everybody
I'm staying on my own, no one to judge
Cause they never gave a fuck about my feelings
I'm laying on my bed just like a corpse now
I won’t get fucked anymore and break their fucking bones
You better watch your back, I'll rip your heart apart
Like you just did with mine, a fucking bloody mess
You crushed it in your hands, I'll rip your head apart
And get my sweet revenge for all these fucking years
I lived inside the fear but now I'm numb
I don’t feel anything
I'm gonna take a nap, please never wake me up

[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

Black Lotus Emporium

Vinegar Syndrome ft. D'Haelo & Theo

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LYRICS:

(MVRTYR)
Girl where the fuck your mans 
I’mma go walk him down like 
Bitch he wack like 
Bro why the fuck you mad?
Nevermind I don’t care 
Pop a perc and nap like
Hoe what the fuck your plan
Won’t get at me homie Never gon’ fuck  up my energy
Goofyass boy, he lame
He never gon’ sit with me  
I despise all my enemies

(DAEGHO)
You know I don’t play round
You know I don’t play round
Turn that bitch around and smack her ass just like a bongo drum  
She gon make it jiggle, wriggle
Pop it just like bubble gum 
Bubble butt
Make it go left, right, down, up like double dutch 
Oh my god
She brought a friend, now I’m getting double butt
Ha, haha 
I’m a jiggy motherfucka boy
Ha, haha
Honeys flock to me like bees in hives 
Ha, haha
You piece of shit couldn’t attract a fly
Ha, haha
And I think you know the reason why
Cos my chest pumped out
and my nuts hang low  
When I walk up in the function
Turn these ladies into hoes 
Cos they looking for a bossman that can call shots
I’m a don, not a chump like you
Pussy, what you thought?!
AYE

(MVRTYR)
Girl got a closet of faces
The way she switch, like girl you’re amazing
Chop gon’ chop that boy into pieces 
Air it out, full on erase him
This my race wanna come out first, my placement 
If that boy loud then put him on the pavement 
Even my bag crave the bag, need payment
Your mans act up like bro don’t save him

Girl where the fuck your mans 
I’mma go walk him down like 
Bitch he wack like 
Bro why the fuck you mad?
Nevermind I don’t care 
Pop a perc and nap like
Hoe what the fuck your plan
Won’t get at me homie Never gon’ fuck  up my energy
Goofyass boy, he lame
 
(NIKKO)
YUH 
Run it right now, right now 
I’m outside, broad day 
Still shoot lights out 
I’m tripping off your bitch mouth 
Lil bitch bad, shake ass
Might dick her down 
Said I’m riding rowdy 
Your bitch sitting shotty
And she smile funny
When my dick up in her 
Got that pressure on me 
And I swear to god I’m finna catch a body if you don’t mind your business 
You a pussy homie I can see it in you 
Best jump 
When I say get hit with that pump 
Leave you layed on that pavement before we display you 
You bout to get dumped 
Red October, curbed you get slumped over 
Dead of night we gon’ bump 
Monster, truck I pull up in a tonka
Genghis the game how I came and I conquered 
Yeah, I came on your daughter 
Shouts out to Jacob I think I’m a martyr 
Die for this shit before I give up the slaughter 
Ay yuh

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written & performed by fxckjamie
produced by sxulless
cover art by gvzzvh

(Lyrics)

Goth bitch in my whip
Slit wrist, bloody hips
Gave that bitch like all my scrips
Now she won’t get off my dick

Fishnets on her thighs
Bloodshot in her eyes
If I’m kicking with yo’ bitch, know I fucked her plenty times

Passed out on the floor
Why you asking me for more
Me and shawty dying, we gon’ wake up in a fucking morgue 

Cyanide inside my brain
Rest In peace inside my grave
Sleeping on a bed of nails feeling dead but it’s okay

I’m feeling dead but it’s okay 
How come everybody hating, always got something to say 
I’ve been working hard, I’m on my shit like every single day 
you can sit back in yo seat and talk that shit while I get paid

psycho for days 
I’ve been insane
Trying to kill me but I am a wraith 
Get me away
Out of this place
Up in my head I’ve been locked cage

I’ve had enough, bitch I’m on the fucking brink 
You talking tough, imma take out all your teeth

CYANIDE [PROD. SXULLESS]

GLASS DOME

produced by @nimbustwokay, numbskull & @lordgasp
mix/master by lordgasp

________

It’s been like ten years in that dome
Embrace the boulder, sink that hole 
My brain goes fast, can’t quit
My conscience ought to stay safe
I’m stripping out the minutes

Something in the water and it feels unpure 
The blackened trees, all the leaves gonn’ fall 
Just let it bleed if you cannot cure it 
Personality’s splitting, let the shift unfold
Do it casually , keep a lot of shit untold
it’s no hide and seek, reasons are never disclosed 

And you can never trust me, get away
Hardened all the soft spots, hard to gauge
So now you realize I was meant to fade away

Cause you can never guess when the pain’s gonn end 
You fell out of luck, can’t connect the ends
Now do you think it’s worth it, you can’t complain 
Can’t complain

There is nothing to say
And I won’t ever let you see
What’s eating my spine
Just put on the make up face
Im in love with the way i’m bleeding 
From the inside

Just shed your skin

It’s been like ten years
In that dome
Embrace the boulder, sink that hole 
My brain goes fast, can’t quit
My conscience ought to stay safe 
I’m stripping out the minutes

Glass Dome

art ~ @c3of

vocals ~ @drear26

beat ~ @stvrfire

bullseye (ft. drear)

Why you nervous?

Produced by Na$tii

Lyrics
demo this bitch like I’m plastic
I can’t control my reaction 
toting them guns like they fashion
fuck with me I need that action
I needa fuck on a bad bitch
bugging like my name is Allen
Brodie jus gave me the address
and I’m busting in like an an Addict 

bitch if you in u ain’t no backing out
chasing the pussy like cat and mouse
cock it then I put it in yo mouth 
fucking until I am blacking out 
blacking out blacking out blacking out

lil bitch I don’t wanna hurt you 
I wanna rearrange ya face 
you cannot swim to the surface 
this grip ain’t neva gonna break 
lil bitch I’m certain I’m crashing 
Im fucking with the violence 
but it comes with madness 
i empty yo pockets 
they under the mattress 
you came in with body’s 
my blade got some practice 
I’m searching for god 
but I’m praying for static 
it bites like a dog 
when it’s out of the plastic 
coming over here 
this lil thing automatic
this blade all up in you
like it’s  pornographic 

chorus:
demo this bitch like I’m plastic
I can’t control my reaction 
toting them guns like they fashion
fuck with me I need that action
I needa fuck on a bad bitch
bugging like my name is Allen
Brodie jus gave me the address
and I’m busting in like an an Addict 

Verse 2:
why you nervous why you nervous why you nervous round me
(why you nervous)
why you nervous why you nervous why you nervous round me
(said why you nervous)
why you nervous why you nervous why you nervous round me
(lil bitch you nervous)
why you nervous why you nervous why you nervous round me
(lil bitch you nervous)

this shit got me up for days I can’t feel my face 
I’m the one you can’t erase put me in my place
if I make it through the day I’m gonna be amazed 
see my face is out of frame like how’d I get so vain

Chorus: 
demo this bitch like I’m plastic
I can’t control my reaction 
toting them guns like they fashion
fuck with me I need that action
I needa fuck on a bad bitch
bugging like my name is Allen
Brodie jus gave me the address
and I’m busting in like an an Addict 
x2
Bridge:
said why you nervous why you nervous why you nervous round me
(why you nervous)
why you nervous why you nervous why you nervous round me
(said why you nervous)
why you nervous why you nervous why you nervous round me
(lil bitch you nervous)
why you nervous why you nervous why you nervous round me
(lil bitch you nervous)

Nervous

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