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this cup was not that full last time i saw u sip it

Side$how - Got Me Thinkin (prod. xmichaelwarren)

from archive
a place where everything burns
xx.xx.2023

Huh, uh-h-h
I drown in my own blood
The pills make me fall in love
But when I'm sober I'm still cold

I stay away from this poisons
Devil say that I sould stay closer
Wake up every day, still no motions
What have I done, do I deserve it?

My mama think I'm demonic
Shit, I am, let's be honest
Now I really think that I should get closer
Pour another glass of poison

Sometimes I really wanna fall in love
Bitches say I'm not enough
They don' know, I can't no more
Exist in the universe
Tears come down
I cannot lie
Problems catch me
but I cannot hide

Locked in ties
Bloody eyes
I've been tryna fix my own life
I tried, swear, I tried

Huh, uh-h-h
I drown in my own blood
The pills make me fall in love
But when I'm sober I'm still cold

I stay away from this poisons
Devil say that I sould stay closer
Wake up every day, still no motions
What have I done, do I deserve it?

https://www.instagram.com/week1yn/

devil's poison (prod. sogimura)

angel on my shoulder *p. pacific*

Ciao! Remix

Lyrics - 

We boutta get paid tonight
We boutta get paid tonight
Told her I don't play about my chain ah yeahh
Told her I don't play about my gang ah yeahh
Off all them black rings ya'll cant even steer
You was taking that black billmont you ain't even hear
When I look in your eyes, I can tell that you gone
You saying no lie, lemme know what you want
See no black trucks, got you pulling up
Want you and your friend, better come and meet ya'll
Like damn how you pipe, but its only one time
If you play it wrong or right, just stay for the night

Shawty know she gotta stay for the night (girl you gotta stay)
Lay her down and I give her the pipe
If her legs up then I'm fucking her right 
Body shaking at the end of the night
Cause girl you told me you ready, now you acting petty
Its more then your body girl, I'm loving you steady
Just bare with me you my teddy, we love to kiss but no telling
We love to kiss but no telling

Ain't no telling on you no telling on you baby
Ain't no telling on you no telling on you baby
Cause ain't no telling on you baby, I'll blow a bag up on you baby
I wanna fuck you when you naked yeah
Lil shawty tryna get sedated
I'll take her out to different places now all these bitches get to chasing you

I can show you magic baby
I can show you magic
You don't even gotta answer baby
Imma always show you, show you
Show you, show you
Show you, show you

Ciao! (ft. Ftwkainee)

my lovely prod ex

prod. by @drxnes 

lyrics:

you gotta find your way
cause you fucked up and that can't be erased 
staring at the outside will never do anything for you
you just gotta go outside and make a brand new day
you're okay, don't be afraid cause nothing is safe if you just hideaway

so come outside, show your eyes
you don't have to cry
you'll be alright 
you don't have to hideaway it's okay

so build away
your brand new place 
somewhere you can grow and find your way
stop pretending, show your face
cause this is your new life where it's okay
you're safe here, you're safe here

build a new place (prod. drones)

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@emofruits
(Emofruits)
Waited too long, yea baby I'm numb
Fucked up too long, I got these pills on my tongue
This is not love, this cannot be love
This is not love, this cannot be love
Yea you know I'll give you what you want
Girl you wanna fuck with me or not
Do you wanna fuck or not
Yea you know I'll give you what you want
Yea I don't think you know me at all
You don't really know at all

(Lil 9)
I'm best at loving you and that was my first mistake
To think I trusted you, turns out you were playing games
Baby what you want from me, I can't take the constant pain
The back and forth from you's got me going insane
Just need to hear from you that you wanna be with me
I told myself I have to get over you and me
I hurt myself by believing in you
Do you wanna love or not
Baby it's up to you

(Emofruits)
Waited too long, yea baby I'm numb
Fucked up too long, I got these pills on my tongue
This is not love, this cannot be love
This is not love, this cannot be love
Yea you know I'll give you what you want
Girl you wanna fuck with me or not
Do you wanna fuck or not
Yea you know I'll give you what you want
Yea I don't think you know me at all
You don't really know at all

Prom Night Saga

What You Want (Feat. Emofruits)

Lil Peep - Yesterday 2 (CDQ Snippet)

lyrics:
always in the back of the club
you stabbed me in the back with your love
gave you all I had but it was not enough
you told me that loved me
but I fucked it up

and I be getting money
yea I’m counting stacks
shawty hit me up
but she don’t want me back
she just miss the times
when I held her hand
she don’t give a fuck
yea cause she got a man
I’m happy that your better
but it make make sad

I be all alone
she left me in the past
I don’t fuck with life
this shit is fucking wack
never catching feelings
I can’t get attached

yea I know they hating
but ur musics trash
baby I’m just saying
I really want u back
but I feel like you are happy
with where your at
yeah I know you miss me
and I miss you back

I need you right here by side
cause I don’t really know
what to do anymore
I kinda regret what I said
yea I’m feeling insane
think I’m just better off dead
don’t know what to say
so I just hold my breath

always in the back of the club
you stabbed me in the back with your love
gave you all I had but it was not enough
you told me that loved me
but I fucked it up

Lil Peep - Yesterday 2 (CDQ Snippet)

Shawn