Alive when i'm dead

How Far We've Come

How Far We've Come - Matchbox Twenty

acoustic guitar: https://soundcloud.com/taurusmoon
lyrics:
i thought you were the one for me
turns out your just a cheap
and now i'm all alone
crying on the phone
wish you were
a different breed
but you hurt me
and i thought you were different
but now i'm here sickened
wishing you 
out of my head
it never worked
i am hurt
and i still seem to care
even though your never there
even though you never cared
lets take it back
to when were 
acquaintances
setnences
back and forth
through our phones
you told me 
to promise
to not hurt my own skin
but you did that
on your own
no regard
for my groan
what 
went 
wrong
when i didn't call
across the hall
i want you
to love me
like you did 
way back when
when we were only friends
when we were only friends

when we were only friends (acoustic)

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

being dead is still better than being me (demo)

LiL BO WEEP - I Dont Smile Like B4

i needed you last night
i needed you today
how come when i call
you’re never awake 
every time you call
i was there
to make sure you’re okay
this shit ain’t even 
i do the same back and you leaving 
the cycle repeating 
one day you hate me the next day you teasing
i don’t care
i’ll be there the next day
you jus been texting n calling 
i know you that you playing them games like let’s play
i needed you last night
i needed you today
how come when i call
you’re never awake 
every time you call
i was there
to make sure you’re okay

i needed you (p. koi)

the album :)

famous when u faded (p. koi)

did not expect this to blow up, if you were wondering, this picture is from a series called Blackrock Chronicles

All you minecraft kids need to watch blackrock, here i'll even post a link -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uaa_M44tPFk&list=PL118C947787602D94&index=6

Soldier, Poet, King

Where The Dead Go (Prod. Kaimera)

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IT'S ALL FADING TO BLACK (feat. blink-182)

wanna grow old (i won't let go) (feat. Jimmy Levy)

HeyYou!!! X YoMajor

guardin- I think you're really cool (cover w/ beecher)

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prod: solsa

lyrics:
man im sick and tired 
i dont feel alive
i dont wanna be here without you
man im sick i tried 
hate to see us die
wish i could control the things i do

i just wanna be the same
i dont ever feel like you

Untitled [I Dont Ever Feel Like You]

honor my life don’t cry when I’m dead xoxo :)))

Depressed & Reckless

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEB8NCQG0jY

fanlink.to/fightnight 

[LYRICS]
Scratching at my insides please leave me the fuck alone 
Tearing at my flesh until the bones start to expose  
Torturing my mental leaving my poor soul hollow 
And  I look into the mirror and the culprit stares back cold

Theres a fight inside my mind tonight
Step in the ring myself and I  
If you met yourself who would survive? 
Theres a fight inside my mind tonight 
X2

On the left corner of the street you're looking at me first 
Have I seen a ghost? I do the most I always leave me hurt 
As I follow you and question who I really have become  
I split my head open I see myself I always jump the gun 

Now I am dying at my own hands 
Ive done this before never do it again  
Life is delicious when you eat your own sins 
Contemplate them and things start to make sense 
Change can be good and I always forget   
Forgot to change and I broke my own neck 
Are you really alive? Are you scared of your death 
Do you get high when you feel my cold breathe

There a fight tonight 

Scratching at my insides please leave me the fuck alone 
Tearing at my flesh until the bones start to expose  
Torturing my mental leaving my poor soul hollow 
And  I look into the mirror and the culprit stares back cold
X2

Theres a fight inside my mind tonight
Step in the ring myself and I  
If you met yourself who would survive? 
Theres a fight inside my mind tonight
x2 

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produced by https://soundcloud.com/mason-flynt
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

Alive when i'm dead

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