Alive when i'm dead

prod. me as always

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hard to be you w/ skrwd

forgetfulsoul
@deadboymike

@sketchmyname
@vaegud

there for you feat. forgetful soul & deadboymike (p. sketchmyname & vaegud)

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

being dead is still better than being me (demo)

you're my toxic remedy
you just tore my whole world
and i fucking hate it
but i can't blame you
for 
the things you said that time we met and
i don't wanna love you
but
my heart tells me to stay close
and i don't know where this will end up
but promise me one thing
once you crush my heart
can you rip my bones apart

and i don't know where to start with this
but your torn up wrist show im needed quick
your blood displacement shows you're oh so sick
and your body language shows your honest quip
one too many drinks that night
i start to think that you we were right
i see the pain inside your eyes
when you were forced to say goodbye
you turn your back on everything
i hope that you turn out alright
i'll always be here by your side
even when you wanna lie

its been a couple years
how u been
where ur friends that always had ur back
i know that'd never last 
and how's that
how's that for a recap
how's that
how's that for a recap
it's been a while
it's been a while
where the fuck are you
probably getting fucked by my friend who said that he loved you too
now im in a beamer
im never gonna see her 
gonna see her
gonna see her
i get by 
now that ur gone
why don't you enjoy my friend
he won't stay around for long

you're my toxic remedy
you just tore my whole world
and i fucking hate it
but i can't blame you
for 
the things you said that time we met and
i don't wanna love you
but
my heart tells me to stay close
and i don't know where this will end up
but promise me one thing
once you crush my heart
can you rip my bones apart

toxic (prod goosc + shattered)

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IT'S ALL FADING TO BLACK (feat. blink-182)

wanna grow old (i won't let go) (feat. Jimmy Levy)

guardin- I think you're really cool (cover w/ beecher)

@sushisai
@lilduckk


I’m getting tired of this same old war 
it’s getting to me now it’s all so sore 
deep inside me all the words we’ve said 
it always triggered since the day we met 
just let it go 
you would never just let me know 
you always say it but never show 
you never do it just let me know just let me know 


sitting back watchin the world
Burn to the core until it
ceases the dust could wash away
all the pain
lost to the galaxy
everything gone in a blink
we never deserved that kind of
place cause

Watchin all this violence
Makes me sick
who knew shakiness 
a quake
could make 
a never ending change
now there's no turning back now
no time anymore

look around at all this gone to waste
Oh you know its such a shame
oh you know its such a shame

Same Old War

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Same Old War (feat. suisai) [Prod. WellFed]

your demons

your demons (feat. kais) [Prod. nate2timez]

I'll drag you to hell (prod remghost x skele)

idwfw the same bish!!!

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/126hcmqIIvhmFpD2kgw3dZ?si=pBpywRBeTUmPyozN6inaRQ

support yesterday: 
@cpt_sad
https://twitter.com/cpt_sad?s=21
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support ghoul: 
@imghoulbeats
https://www.instagram.com/imghoulbeats/
https://twitter.com/imghoulbeats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjGu0zkEqPXHFfMOk-oKfSw

lyrics:
jerry pls send lyrics 

auras:
i’d give u the word 0_o
but i have trouble finding my way now 😬
it aint worth the pain ❌
that i’d go thru on the way down 🥴
i dont think i deserve 😡
whatever u put me thru 💯
even after it all i would still spill my guts for u 🖤
(x3) 

;))))

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take my time w/ yesterday (prod. ghoul)

https://soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics:

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
just wana taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
my bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
I just wanna taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away

take my heart away and burn it 
light my darker days no curtain 
start to think that they're deserving 
Am I a waste of space a burden

guardin- I think you're really cool (cover w/ beecher)

Oh Summer Days!

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