painkiller

I can't continue anymore

https://idontwanttofeelanymore.bandcamp.com/track/idling-somewhere
https://youtu.be/eII0RgnviUo

idling somewhere

part of https://soundcloud.com/axtrmnt/sets/lost-in-the-same-thoughts-over-and-over

lost in the same thoughts, over and over

i don't have it in me

i wanted to post something, i havent posted in a while.., but im still making stuff.
hardly anything worth listening to unfortunately.. mostly short basic beats, melodies or shitposts. my last ep i made after feeling really suicidal and it almost feels like it drained my "creative energy," whatever that means. i wanted to make something before i decided to leave, but im still here. things are comparatively brighter now, but lonely.. as always..

its hard to make music, but that's not music's fault, doing anything is difficult for me.. its been difficult finding a reason to get out of bed for years now, and it's only been getting harder. only times i can get out of bed or do anything without wanting to quit 20 minutes in is when i take adderall LOL!

im unsure why i feel compelled to write this.. truly self pitiful behavior

self isolating because i have everyone and myself

self isolating because i hate everyone and myself

frxgxd - dreams of nothing, nobody and nowhere

..,:('"'”"‘

pillow cuddling

Does it matter?

DJ antihappiness - point hopeless

In her EP Separation, released on Paperfunk Recordings, RiANTHE transposes the very notion of separation into sound: a tight kick-drum thump ticks off the seconds of an expanding rift, a dense bass line pulses like blood retreating from shared memories, and gauzy synth layers slowly shear apart, leaving a transparent corridor of silence where you can hear a new identity crystallising from the shards of former closeness; the music does not merely illustrate detachment—it inhabits it, revealing how an act of separation widens the space to breathe, and how, in that sonic pause between “we” and “I,” it finally becomes possible to hear one’s own echo.

RiANTHE - Restless Thoughts

Ambush

This is for the dirty sweaty clubs where people drink only overpriced whater for some reason

Does it matter?

shegunine

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