ST3PP1N

dissonance

otuka - alive (scrapped extended demo)

w1tu - Getting Lazy

[LYRICS]

You pierced my heart right through my chest
I didn’t want this thing to end
Now I’m bleeding out my body
Would you hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
The blood you’ve spilled my darling
Both your hands are stained with red
So hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
Please just hold me till I'm-
It hurts my heart to say your name
The cadence of you brings me pain
Act innocent but you’ve got stains
Like falling glass I feel the rain like my tears
Got cuts that you might fear
We're not the same my dear
So save yourself
And get away from here
You pierced my heart right through my chest
I didn’t want this thing to end
Now I’m bleeding out my body
Would you hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
The blood you’ve spilled my darling
Both your hands are stained with red
So hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
Please just hold me till I'm dead
So hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
Please just hold me till I'm dead

till I'm dead

Tell me if you feel it now
Tell me that you saw it coming
Tell me how you really felt
And if my love to you was nothing
Tell me that my heart’s allowed
It’s allowed to feel something
Tell me what’s inside your head
Cus I can tell that something’s up
And lately I’ve been feeling stuck
Lately I just want to run
The absence of my happiness
My skin and bones are numb
And I still bite hard
Both my lips have scars
Would you tell me for real
If you think about us
Tell me if you feel it now
Tell me that you saw it coming
Tell me how you really felt
And if my love to you was nothing
Tell me that my heart’s allowed
It’s allowed to feel something
Tell me what’s inside your head
Cus I can tell that something’s up
Tell me if you feel it now
Tell me that you saw it coming
Tell me how you really felt
And if my love to you was nothing
Tell me that my heart’s allowed
It’s allowed to feel something
Tell me what’s inside your head
Cus I can tell that something’s up

Something's up

[LYRICS]
They say it heals with time
I think that's hard to find
What's "healed" could you please define?
Cus these seconds wasting mine oh
I got these scars all on my wrist
So overwhelmed I feel so pissed
I gotta bite my cheeks and lips
So I can hold it in
Let go
Let go
Couldn't hold it in for you my love
I'm sorry for what I've become
I know you hate to see me like this
But what's done is done
They say it heals with time
I think that's hard to find
What's "healed" could you please define?
Cus these seconds wasting mine oh
I got these scars all on my wrist
So overwhelmed I feel so pissed
I gotta bite my cheeks and lips
So I can hold it in
Let go
Let go
Couldn't hold it in for you my love
I'm sorry for what I've become
But what's done is done

let go

I walk under moon, my paws cracking bones on frozen dirt,
(can’t stop howling)
I smell your warmth behind walls, 
and I bite air like it’s flesh I can’t reach(howling)
There is bloodlust in my eyes(growling)
You laugh from your towers, 
but I’m under your floors now, chewing through wires...
I hate your breath, I hate your fragile trembling world(hate your everyting)
I don’t hunt for food, I hunt because I need the scream
howling...
growling...
Oowww, I’m hunting — not because I’m starving,
but because I love the panic
howl for me — scream for me — beg for me...
Every time I tear into flesh, I remember who I am(howling)
And baby, I am not your nightmare — I am worse, I am real...
howling...
howling...
howling...
howling...


howling

C U R S E (feat. A$H)

[LYRICS]
Run away, I'm not coming home
Nobody here, been all alone
Not a single soul, for way too long
At the waters edge, where I belong
Now I'm drowning, could you take me home and tell me that it's fine?
I've been lost tryna find out what's in your mind
Can you even hear me when I cry?
Do you even listen when I cry?
How long will it take for you to realize?
Gave you a million tries
You let me down a million times
Said you'd come back for me
Now tell me was it all a lie
Somehow I'm not surprised
Your love had wandering eyes
You looked for someone else and
I guess that's why I
Run away, I'm not coming home
Nobody here, been all alone
Not a single soul, for way too long
At the waters edge, where I belong
Now I'm drowning, could you take me home and tell me that it's fine?
I've been lost tryna find out what's in your mind
Can you even hear me when I cry?
Do you even listen when I cry?
How long will it take for you to realize?
(Would you take me home and tell me that it's fine?)
(I've been lost tryna find out what's in your mind)
(Can you even hear me when I cry?)
(Do you even listen when I cry?)
(How long will it take for you to realize?)


Drowning

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C U R S E (feat. A$H)

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