produced by frakkur

im forever alone
if u think of me that im gone already
i rot queit and steady
ive chosen wrong road they all wrong
oh my god i feel so numb
i deal with it since the year ago
i sleep rough i dont sleep at all
leave me lone please leave alone
i lost in my room i mean in my social home

someday i get a knife
and bad things gonna happen in this house
and bad things gonna happen in my life
im frightened yeah its so patheic yo
go love yoself u deserve it
i dont like myself cuz imma fool prolly
my brain aint food to the zombie
cuz it is messy and fluffy
it is fucking psychosis

worst case scenario 
that im food to the people i was loving really
issa self killing music
issa real life u didnt choose it
i got real knife inside refrugee
it is real music inna future

I'm sorry because I could unalive myself but this song saved me (1:10)

seaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa