produced by matebusi
enjoy..

lyrics:
(i'm losing my mind, i'm losing my mind
keep trying, keep trying? ahah)

it's funny how they think i've changed (ha)
"shy you're always alone"
yeah i force myself to go insane
fed up of people
bunch of fucking peasants
they're the reason i've gone so evil
(cut em off)

let me stay individual
friend groups always failed
the jealousy infused my brain
and they're the fuel that drove me insane

i'm no longer hearing your shit
pissed as it is
don't need your needy ass
tryna hold me
for what? (for what?)
that's right, for your own pleasure
yeah you think you can get away with it
try again and you're gone bitch

head down, in the back of the crowd
obnoxious pricks running their mouths
all i want is a friend or two
just someone close
but everyone runs away
so fuck em (fuck em)
guess it's another lonely day

hostile

hostile (p. matebusi)

prod by me :>

you keep lying on my name like u kno how u did
and u could try but i promise u aint gettin us back
you just lost something worth so much more
you could've had everything you stupid whore

you stabbed me it wont happen again
all these bruises and cuts i wont forget 
lonely nights i was calling your name
no one answered i was in pain

i dont want u to leave me even if i say that i do 
every single night all the things that i think about is u
i was beggin on my knees for u please do not leave my life
all my tears are hitting the floor and i only see ur eyes

u aint gettin nothin related to my love
u can keep on wishin or something, get better luck
no 1 can touch this, my grind, i swear to God its up
n when i feel sad bout u my new girl she suck me up x2

you keep lying on my name like u kno how u did
and u could try but i promise u aint gettin us back
you just lost something worth so much more
you could've had everything you stupid whore

[[resentment - adaptation]]

convert

produced by skylin

lyrics:

I don't want to be alone, I reached out to everyone
no one answering my calls, don't blame me when I am gone
feeling all this hatred and anxiety in my heart
can't control the thoughts that rush in I have to restore

please do not leave me I need you right here
patience is fleeting and you're nowhere near
cut off all my ties remove all emotion
treat me like some shit I know that you want this

why did you think that it was okay to leave me now?
I sit here all alone and I can't hear a single sound

I said that I'll be A-OK but I was lying out my face
the few that I would call my friends thought that I left without a trace

light a blunt and hold my tongue I cannot use the words I want
fuck him up and leave him rough if he think I won't piece him up
do no harm but take no shit, I promise you that's how I live
I don't really talk that much but it don't mean you won't get clipped

effort

produced by melon

all the flaws you seem to see on your skin
just show how beautiful youve always been
shouldent care about what those people think
your soul must be the most beautiful thing

im out looking for you, got green foliage around
i feel rather nervous when im talking to you now
and when i lay awake yeah im thinking about us
if it all goes wrong no i wont give you up

would do it all again, sticking to my path
for you i would change almost everything
you know that, you know that
you know that, you know that

wish that i could do something for you
i can give you space, oh yeaj i would
shouldent carry all of that weight
oh i´ll stick until it changes

would do it all again, sticking to my path
for you i would change almost everything
you know that, you know that
you know that, you know that

path

produced by melon
guitar by melon

wake up in the morning got no text from you
and i start wondering what you might do
and i cant hold it back all of the time
this jealousy inside me is gonna grow

jealous, all those shitty troubles make me
panic, tell me how can i stay true to myself please
all i want is you to like me too
but do you like me im not even sure

oh im just really sure that i should try
it left me so fucked up
when i pushed you away
it looked really bad
then i said sorry again
knew that i could do it again

(im) jealous, all those shitty troubles make me
panic, tell me how can i stay true to myself please
all i want is you to like me too
but do you like me im not even sure

oh im not even sure
your voice just feels like its the fucking cure
for you i stay awake, damn im just an idiot
oh, im acting insecure

im acting not matured
yeah im in love
and it feels is so strong
yeah you might be the one
for me, for me, for me, for me, for me

jealous, all those shitty troubles make me
panic, tell me how can i stay true to myself please
all i want is you to like me too
but do you like me im not even sure

jealous

produced by melon

waking up in the morning know you got overwhelmed
the words keep coming out, wish i know what i could say
being patient with you, guess some time will help
sorry im out of pocket, sometimes i cant hold back

hope you know (i dont wanna make you feel this way)
yeah, sometimes i can be really selfish, im sorry
hope you know (maybe you the one for i would stay)
yeah, without you i dont have any purpose, im worried

see in your eyes, the weight upon, upon your shoulders
the burden you hide, i stumble my words, then tell you im sorry
im overly cautious, when we´re not talking, i overthink shit
yeah, i trust you, tho sometimes it gets hard to think clear
with you, away
disappear
going nowhere
(going no where)

hope you know (i dont wanna make you feel this way)
yeah, sometimes i can be really selfish, im sorry
hope you know (maybe you the one for i would stay)
yeah, without you i dont have any purpose, im worried

everyone reminds me of you, at times
i think i lost my mind, so goes day by night
making it last, i dont wanna just remember this
cant leave you again, dont want you to be my memory
my thoughts fly round n round like the bees right here
yeah you are out of my town, while i dont know where to be

hope you know (i dont wanna make you feel this way)
yeah, sometimes i can be really selfish, im sorry
hope you know (maybe you the one for i would stay)
yeah, without you i dont have any purpose, im worried

patient

:) 


Looking half a mile away to see you face the wall
everytime u look at me my feelings burn 
all the things u wanted and I failed them all
Everytime u Talk to me my stomach burns

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Blood creeping out my window to my yard
All this involvement don’t know who u are 
All this water leaves, falls down where u are 
I don’t seem restless just going too far 
I’ve got no fuel left, you’ve drained all that I have 
Oh I’m anxious as shit, u should look at my arm
Cause I’ve torn it to pieces 
No pieces left
Just a pot that you piss in, now torn to shreds 

this feeling eats me alive guess i messed up my life
i try just to hide that way cant be right
well im just tired, everything is tiring
i stay up all night next day i sleep all the time
dont know what to say so i better stay silent
in my head im with you in fields full of violets

Walk myself to the pier this is life for me 
Pull myself up the wall u can’t carry me 
All this water gets colder crashes into me 
These feelings that I get I must have to leave

pier ft. melon

prod by me (dawsin)

lyrics:

@dawsin :
don't care abt what u say
ill take it to my grave
i never thought that you would ever do the same
and i would never let you go

i will try to find,
a piece of myself to finally realize
what you have done
hopefully you get what you deserve

maybe if we broke up
maybe i would stay up
but i could careless
cause i know that we're gonna make up
every single little thing that u ever
did
so ill just leave it here and take my chances to dip

@1m1x :
you thought you could just leave me
left me in the dust now you are my enemy
yea, i could tell you never were a fan of me
all of that for what, cause you wanted to pity me?
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-
i- ill break you to your core what fate has in store for you there will be no more
this the end of you, not the end of me
i come back better and im stronger then ill ever be

@dawsin :
i lost my pride,
i've followed death's footsteps
why
why must i suffer
from someone of the likes of you

break me, will you stay for me?
once alone again
stay with me, till the end of times
my friend

pride w/ mix≬

this songs basically a song that is just being a song just bc ofc

prod by me bc i made the beat just my opinion

https://soundcloud.com/deadfishh

seems we're at the end
hold my hand tight
pack up all my clothes
there's nothing here in sight

always stayed in place
just collecting dust
seems we're at the end
i need a new start

been thinking way too much
lost my feel of touch
it's not support i need
decision's up to me

i'm grateful for your love
i wish there's something i could've done
so much differently
i'm sorry, that's my piece

dropping all the weight
my heart just feels so light
it's time to say goodbye
til next time

UNCHAINED, VOL. 4

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deadfish - end

two minutes of meh


1. loose screws 
2. trifecta
3. drunken fist style
4. idk lol but im so real
5. figure you out
6. terrified (scrap)
7. still save a seat for you
8. idk either

you say i'm losing my mind

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hostile (p. matebusi)

shy

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