A Pill to Crush

stories from new york

foreigner

Crying On The Freeway

I used to dislike and reject so many things about me, starting from my name, when I was younger people were hating so much on me because I was different, my name was one of the reasons kids would choose to be cruel to me, I remember crying to my mom asking her to change my name because of the bullying at school, even teachers would say hurtful things to me. Shiadanni, which is from Zapoteco origin, means “The flower that arrived” I never realized I was using my silly phrase “I have arrived 👄” and somehow it was connected with me to the core in a way that I consciously never noticed. what happens the moment you realize the power you have by simply owning and embracing yourself to the fullest? the body the mind, there’s no one in this world like you, and you are needed exactly for what makes you special, don’t try to belong, because you’re not supposed to. Stellar explores an impossible scenario, with an opening line ‘lioness under the sea, fishes watch me pass by’  the song represents absolute confidence, being aware of your complete self, and as a result: a hypnosis takes place to welcome you into this fantasy world, a world where people once judged/mocked/criticized. Truth is people attack what they’re afraid of, what they wish they could be. With stellar I’m using rejection and pain as a fuel to make a party under my deep ocean of emotions. I’m saying welcome; even you can come swim with me. The spanish words came naturally specifically for this song not only to speak this valuable affirmations but it also reminds me who I am, how my culture has been a big part in making my essence what it is as a creative person. my story, my upbringing, my country it all has influenced my heart, mind and character. Never wish to be anybody else but you, I know it’s easy to want somebody’s else’s life, but even if you’d get that, you’d still be hurting by something else, everyone’s suffering with something, pain is necessary and constant for our evolution, Make something with it, I am here with you just like you've been for me

STELLAR

Tanerélle - Starseed

SHIADANNI - VELVET WORLD

prod. Winona

Thank You. I Love You. BackRoadLullabies.

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[KillJack] - The Fall

From my debut album High Highs to Low Lows
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Produced by @Stelios
Mixed by Fab Dupont
Mastered by Joe LaPorta
Strings by Pip Van Genabeek
Additional Arrangement by Douglas Gleicher

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Chain (Prod. by Stelios)

Die 4 Ur Love

Deal Me

I Hate Running

Many people chase the thrill and rush of popularity, likes and follows, while Shiadanni’s content creation comes from a place of survival; born in Guadalajara, Mexico, Shia was always hiding in her own creative world, in a way she became the entertainer of the family to bring peace, and distraction to her environment but mostly to herself. She started forming her artistic career in Mexico with heart wrenching songwriting while growing her social media presence sharing her unique personality. She calls herself a ‘sad clown’ Glam diva by day, sad musician by night. She states REAL comedy will always come from a place of pain, trauma. Real artistry that comes from a place of truth, and authenticity.This is why no matter what type of video she creates, it’s always unique, smart, profound, brilliantly witty and addictive. Not only she has become an online Icon for the Latin community, where she represents something that we never see; A powerful, glamorous, confident Mexican woman, she has made latinos proudly embrace their accent, their nationality and roots, which if everyone can agree, that is the true definition of being an influencer.
With 5 million followers on TikTok, and 870,000 followers on Instagram, Shiadanni is growing her tribe, sharing genius comedy, or releasing her original music, she continues to give out pieces of her brain with the purpose of simply healing herself, while connecting with so many people on the way.