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DIRTY WINGS (kov)

Yu Not Him

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @jackscarlettt

LYRICS:

[grayfox]

okay
sounds like I've found the key,
yeah,

said where are you going, now you're stuck with me,
and I've been feeling so lonely since about 17,
and im broke and it kills me, soon ill be sleeping on the streets,
and I think its time to decide who you wanna be,
so its Christmas again, another holiday spent on my own,
text my sister again, tell her im not coming home,

and I said where are you going?
what do you want with me?
and I haven't been the same since 2017,
im just chilling with my friends, being who I wanna be,
and I wonder how are you doing, now you're not with me?

[Jack Scarlett]

Now you're not with me 
Hand me down jumpers and empty cigarettes
These are the days I'm sure we will regret
I lose my head sometimes
I know I would waste my life
Just to see you
I know can be with you again
If we could just please be friends
I know I could not take
Spending another holiday
Without you x2

another holiday spent on my own w/ wyntley

I wrote this song when I was in a really dark place. 

Rest in peace, Nick, I miss you, I'm sorry.

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its only me again (Prod. NICKISGONENOW)

Lyrics: 

Now that I’ve seen the light
I mean, I’ve seen the light drain from her eyes 
That night
You’re wide awake, and 
I’ve seen the light
I saw the blood drip from your eyes

Impossible for me
To make it out alive
Nobody gets out in the end
I’ve seen the darkest night
I’ve seen the bruises from the fights
And I don’t wanna pretend 

Like I’ve seen enough of you
And I’ve seen the things you do
And I know the deeds you do
You do them for a reason
What if my eternity was a hell for my absurdities 
That I confessed to you that night

I’ve seen the light
I’ve seen the light drain from your eyes
And all I know
I’ve seen the light
I’ve seen the blood drip from your eyes tonight

I’ve seen the light
I’ve seen the light drip from your eyes
Your eyes
Your eyes

eternity (prod. NICKISGONENOW)

- CREDITS -
PRODUCED BY CURTAINS (@MOONNSTONES) & VENDR (@VENDR)
MIXED & MASTERED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS (@HOROSHAMUSIC)
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & QUENTIN "WETHHER" DICKEY (@WETHHER)
ART BY MELMIGE (@MELMIGE)

- lyrics -
wake up in the morning feeling like shit
wonder why i'm like this
leaning on my vices
i've got no motivation
desperately in need of a vacation
from my own skin
i wanna sleep all day like i don't exist
wake up in the morning wishing that i never did
i don't like myself when im like this

don't put me on a pedestal 
as if i'm something special
no i’m no better than any other sad kid rappin’ ‘bout the same sad shit

(Wethher)
and we take our time
it's never seemed fine
another day's gone by
know this feeling isnt right
so helpless
mindless
i really can't change this
like this
fill this bottle 'til i'm drowning
out all the sorrow
i don't even wanna wake tomorrow

i want it all with no cappin’
never wait around rather make things happen
looking in the mirror
make myself sick
i fucking hate myself when i'm like this

Like This w/ wethher (Prod. Curtains & vendr)

all my love. 2007 4ever
honor that which hurt you otherwise you hurt for nothing
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LYRICS:
Sitting in my room, smoking two and think about me and you
I hope you're doing well, nah I'm lying, I hope he's leaving you
I'm fucking through with needing you, baby I'm onto something new
My hands are always shaking, this place is so damn uncomfortable
And I don't wanna come back
New crib new clothes and some new tats
All my numbers going up but you knew that
I know you want me to stay but I can't do that

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Cuz I don't know if I can ever forgive myself
Wrong place, wrong time, so I hid myself
Nah, I don't wanna kid myself

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself

can i still go to heaven if i kill myself?

all my love. 2007 4ever
honor that which hurt you otherwise you hurt for nothing
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LYRICS:
Woke up in a strange place
Everybody know my name but they all fake
When a motherfucker winning they all want a taste
But they never stick around for the heartache
Stuck in a dream, trippin, can't see straight
Want a handout but they never wanna embrace
Stay the fuck away from me just to save face
Yeah, I thought you had my back. Now it's too late

I don't know why you don't love me
Baby why don't you forgive me
I don't know why you don't love me
I don't know. I don't know

Woke up in a cold sweat
Diamond rings and my bitch wet
Who the fuck you think I am, better fall back
Bitch, I think I'm all that cuz I'm all that

I don't know why you don't love me
Baby why don't you forgive me
I don't know why you don't love me
I don't know. I don't know

i had a dream my friends hated me

First go follow [prod. pekarot] https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg
Beat - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtTHQQ3drEc

I swear it wont get better 
I always wished for you heather 
Constantly feel like I’m tethered 
And now I'm just hoping on for better weather 

Cause I
Am lost 
Been sailing these choppy seas that feel forever 
Cause im 
Caught up 
In my life and i trip over what really matters x2 

I'm scared, 
to lose my life 
I'm scared,
to lose my time 
I'm falling to the ground 
From a high place I considered fine 

If you were to leave my side 
I promise i will die 
I'm not tryna black mail you my darling
Just so you can be my bride

choppy sea [pekarot]

prod. me
Engineered by BlueVultureAudio

l hope you see the sunshine in the morning 
I imagine it against your face
lights out in a permanent daze 
While you’re waking up you fall over into a maze
Life’s hard I don’t even know where to start
I fell in love and I broke my own god damn heart 
Play smart don’t follow the crooks and the sharks
Be the paper in the wind when we’re ripped apart 
When we’re ripped apart

I see things and they don’t see me 
I see things and they don’t see me 

I hope you see it in the afternoon 
I don’t wanna come back too soon 
I know a little thing about silver spoons 
But they’re tainted whenever they come into my room 
Life’s hard
I don’t even know where to start 
I fell in love when you looked at me like the stars
Guitar playing in a shack on Mars 
Be the piece in my puzzle that I find so hard
That I find so hard 

I see things and they don’t see me 
I see things and they don’t see me 
I see things and they don’t see me 

[solo]
(Love me, love me)
I see things and they don’t see me 
I see things and they don’t see me

can i still go to heaven if i kill myself?

Shiki XO

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