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[VERSE I: Raindrop Walka]
i'm falling apart
you mighta thought i was playing a part in the art i've created but most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happening
i keep on damaging myself
tryna fill the void with all this water round my neck
i'm bout to drip until i drown
all these drugs up in my nose
i taste the drip that shit's so sour
all these cars that i bought either don't start or got impounded
pursued the american dream
the nightmare's what i doubted
catch a flight to london or i'll catch i flight to lyon
show my face in public
show another one at home
see my name on the marquee
letters falling down
littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown
as soon as i reached cloud 9 it started storming
heavy thunderstorms in every city that i'm touring
life ain't like a rap video
that's just a warning
hoping to see the sun when i wake up in the morning

[VERSE II: Hearse Boy]
all this misery, misery, misery
fuck
look at my history
no mystery where I might end up
just shut up
don’t wanna hear it
it’s my decision
may be my last words so just please listen
so long
it’s been torture being here
so gone
getting high been how I cope with fear
same song
and I’m sick of singing it
let me move on
it’s for my benefit but come one come all to my down fall
bear witness to everything that I can’t solve
my therapist made me promise before I end it all
that her phone would be the one I choose to call crying asking
is it really worth it?
what's beneath the surface or behind the curtain
really don’t think I wanna take this any further
made one last attempt to figure out my purpose
I called her phone it said..

[OUTRO: Raindrop Walka & Hearse Boy]
when life gets hard keep on marching on
even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car
keep on marching on

Long Term Effects of SUFFERING

THE NUMBER YOU HAVE DIALED IS NOT IN SERVICE

LYRICS-
[VERSE I: RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]

when i die auction off all my body parts
lets see what oddy costs
under my skull the shotty's cross
got all these opps on my dick like it's made of metal
making so much money it's like my boss is the devil
she loved me she loves not i done ran out of petals
littered the ground with rose bits ill grip this thorny stem forever
a portrait of my pain an homage to my suffering
same tale i been uncovering
im staining the whole world grey yall get back to coloring
in this mental prison im locked up like a pitbulls jaw

[VERSE II: HALF CIG]

Slickity slickity sloth
Thug Bach
Shoot up the mass
It will B minor
Jabbing my arm no Pfizer
Dick cuffed like it cum with priors
Liars, All around me talking hugs and love
Attaching kisses that come with wishes for death so they can touch my trust
Fuck
That’s some hard mother fucking truth
Still contemplating suicide
Just upgraded a couple coupes
Morally bankrupt
Call a skank up
To pretend she love me
“But I do love you”
hoe don’t talk while you fucking sucking

[RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]: 
uhhhh
should we?
i...
that was a lil short bruh

[HALF CIG]
well 
fuck, bro

[RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]: 
can we?

[HALF CIG]:
i just did 8 bars cuz i thought you said all you had to say

[RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]: 
i got-
i got more shit to say, broke
like...

[HALF CIG]:
well i mean...

[RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]: 
what?
tell me

[HALF CIG]:
they saying you lost touch...

[VERSE III: RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]

who the fuck said ruby done lost his touch?
blame my success on lots of luck
but lots of luck didnt get your bitch unfucked
blame my absense on the fact that my dick got stuck
call me evergreen
your bitched never seemed like she lost touch
begging me she wants her jaw fucked
withdraw from dope before i withdraw my cash
use her tongue to collect ash
for the stash i guess ill smash
pull off in a gle wagon fucked up i might crash
just thoughts and feelings from the half of me that is white trash

[VERSE IV: HALF CIG]

Bitch I cheated death
Ain’t a thing that I can’t do
Manipulation shorty
I could sell ice to Nanook
I could sell ice to the jeweler
I could sell Christ like I’m Judas
Self righteous type of a shooter
Make my life insurance shoot up
Wet screwed up
Product of my environment
My therapist was talking Freud
I rolled my eyes Then fired the bitch
Why would I quit?
My drug of choice is overdosing duhhh
My dick got no limits
I’m master p pimping
And making them bitches say ughhhhh

[OUTRO: RUBY DA ARCHANGEL & HALF CIG]

rain, rain
go away
200 on the dash
watch me hydroplane
gang, gang
gang’s all grey
from new orleans to ottawa
from atlanta to the bay

THE_EVIL_THAT_MEN_DO

𝙎𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙯𝙖𝙮 - 𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙉𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 - (𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙙. 𝙥𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙚)
✧*̥˚𝔸𝕃𝕃 𝕋ℍ𝔸𝕋𝕊 𝕃𝔼𝔽𝕋*̥˚✧ 
‿‿︵୨˚̣̣̣͙୧ - - ୨˚̣̣̣͙୧‿‿︵
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Lyrics~

Shorty can’t be mine
I dont wanna waste time
Kicking all my feelings and I put them to the side
Should’ve seen it with my eyes when it was a lie
I can never trust a bitch that never look me in my eyes like

People telling me that I should really cut the ties
Got my vision covered up in yo motherfucking lies
Thought I really met the one
But I guess I wasnt right
You be wasting all my time
Cuz we don’t meet eye to eye

Thought I really met the one that really slipped away
I was fucking wrong could’ve been a fatal fucking phase
Feeling like a crucifix the way she looking at my eyes
I can barely think when you mess up my fucking mind cuz

Cuz I can’t sleep at night
Constant battles in my head make me wanna die
Got me stressing over situations all the time
Got me thinking was I out of line
But in the end of it I was right

Baby I was right and ion think that shit gon change
I been dying while I'm healing cuz u acting so deranged
and you would tell me that we good and in a second not the same
now u up and then u left and now i won't see u again
and I been crying and screaming
because I ain't get a reason
all the nights that I was dying w u leaving me feinding
all I wanted was some love but it was always misleading
had some things I wanna say but I forgot for a reason

mine since the day that I saw
things that I said just can't brush em off
but now I'm alone and we don't even talk
ill stay on my own till a girl show it all
but until that time will come bitch I will never trust again and I been sitting over overthinking and I'm lying to my friends
bitches wanna hit my phone like bitch don't ever hit me gain
cuz imma sit up in my room alone again don't need a friend and u know that

Shorty can’t be mine
I don't wanna waste time
Kicking all my feelings and I put them to the side
Should’ve seen it with my eyes when it was a lie
I can never trust a bitch that never look me in my eyes like

People telling me that I should really cut the ties
Got my vision covered up in yo motherfucking lies
Thought I really met the one
But I guess I wasn't right
You be wasting all my time
Cuz we don’t meet eye to eye

Eye To Eye

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[LYRICS]

(Blue)(Carlos is here)
yeah yeah x2
yeah yeahuuuh x2 (i love the hills) 
yeah yeah x2

[Chorus] 

Its a narrow road, bitch I don't know where I'm going , I'm just tryna make it work 
Feel like I'm my my own uh, but I cant give up, know God got me for sure
Foot on the gas I'm gone, heard they switched up on me 
So that's the reason I'm still flowing , and mama told me to watch for them niggas that's faking I told her "I'm already knowin"
 
[Verse]

and I hope she know that I'm trying my best (yuh) 
Cause i got shit that I'm tryna put to rest (heyuh)
and I got shit that I'm tryna get off my chest (hey)
heard they doubting on me so its everyday I gotta flex (yeah)

[Bridge]

Know she see these bands, know she see these checks (hey)
Everyday I gotta flex, Everyday i gotta (hey)
Know she see these bands, know she see these checks (hey)
Everyday I gotta flex, Everyday i gotta , Run it up!

All I know is run it up , Get bands it ain't enough 
Said I just need sum I can trust , Baby please keep it a buck
I need you to tell me if its lust cause I just want yo love , I don't need no hugs

[Pre-Chrous]

Spilling my heart4u, tell me do you feel me (yeah yeah)
Spilling my heart4u baby, tell me do you feel me (feel)
Spilling my heart4u, tell me do you feel me (yeah yeah)
Spilling my heart4u baby, tell me do you feel me (feel)

[Chorus]

Its a narrow road, bitch I don't know where I'm going , I'm just tryna make it work 
Feel like I'm my my own uh, but I cant give up, know God got me for sure
Foot on the gas I'm gone, heard they switched up on me 
So that's the reason I'm still flowing , and mama told me to watch for them niggas that's faking I told her "I'm already knowin"

and I hope she know that I'm trying my best (yuh) 
Cause i got shit that I'm tryna put to rest (heyuh)
and I got shit that I'm tryna get off my chest (hey)
heard they doubting on me so its everyday I gotta flex (yeah)

Know she see these bands, know she see these checks (hey)
Everyday I gotta flex, Everyday i gotta (hey)
Know she see these bands, know she see these checks (hey)
Everyday I gotta flex, Everyday i gotta 

All I know is run it up , Get bands it ain't enough 
Said I just need sum I can trust , Baby please keep it a buck
I need you to tell me if its lust cause I just want yo love , I don't need no hugs
(I dont need no)(ohhyeahh)

yeah yeahuuuh x2 (i love the hills) 
yeah yeah, yeah yeahuuuh

HEART4U

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[VERSE I: LORD OF LONELINESS]

local boy making fucking global noise
yes, i came to destroy
sold out shows around the globe twice
now i feel like a fucking viceroy
i do
never say no to whatever drugs
i always enter the void
when it is time and i die make sure i'm buried in FTP corderoy
$uicideboy$
most avoided most ignored
i like their old stuff from before
who am i Freud?
i'm no who i thought i was anymore
i'm not like you
i don't want the life you live
i don't want the wife and kids
i don't want to die and miss all the things that sailed around me

[VERSE II: BANNY DA PINT DRINKER]

ask me if i'm happy?
stupid motherfucking question
no pity needed
fighting grown men
i was seven
what's happening?
running drugs up on my bike you know i had a weapon
then them drugs became my obsession
nobody can say they gave me a fucking thing
got it out the mud now i'm a G.O.D.
born southside west bank living legend
reborn yung christ
this your fucking day of reckoning
northshide shawty off the porch sipping dip
lil slick wanna quit
life overrated as shit
everyday eating sticks gotta wash it down
and when i wash it down you know what it's with
i just want some happiness
to live a normal life again
sleep late and do nothing
talk to my cousin like he actually my cousin

I Want to Die In New Orleans

122 DAYS

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[HOOK: LIL LONELY]

hol up wait
all of my heroes are rotting in their fucking graves
one day i will forget their names

[VERSE I: LIL REMAINS]

when i was 27 every night i had dreams to die
now i'm 28 feeling more dead than alive
29 in a month
all my idols fucking dead
got a check
more or less just another problem
bringing 400 degrees
no limit/cash money
half a milli bands in cash
i feel like cash money
popped a xan
couldnt tell you when i forget
fuck a friend
all i need is scrim and my kin
days looking grim
goosebumps on my skin
hope the reaper coming
hope my demise begin
fill my veins with heroin poking through my skin
this is the end
all the way

[HOOK]

[VERSE II: LIL LONELY]

one day i'll become the same
a pile of ashes forgotten in a vase
wrap my chain around the base and then put it on display
flashing lights they shine so brightly
until there's blackouts every night
see shattered glass rain from the sky
beware my drip that shit so blinding
white gold blade on a bright gold chain
ruby da cherry been hated so why the fuck would i not stay the same
every step that ruby take is like he walking on a plank
let the waves crash down
let them take me to my grave
ain't no way my gang ain't grey
thousands of people are shouting for $UICIDE to save the day
roll up in the tank 
fuck the fame
remember my name until your memory fades
documenting the plague until my dying day

NICOTINE PATCHES

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[VERSE I: Ruby da Cherry]

yeah, i was the wave but now i feel the tide pulling back
ocean flat
often i lay in this coffin
sleep on my back
toss a couple of them back
my liver really starting to slack and i can feel my lungs decaying from the cigarette packs
i havent thought of $UICIDE since i was living in the back of Blackout's pad
my heart torn in half
now i've got everything i ever wanted, but now i don't want it
i feel like i'm haunted i feel like i'm cursed
hopefully soon i'll return to the dirt
a material world with a virtual nerve
bitch i see what it's worth
toss me out on the curb
leave me behind
walk a straight line to hell
as yall swerve away lost in the choice not to sell
roll me up a blunt
i need to get lost
all yall talk bout sauce
i'm wiping frozen cuts with frost
i'm slicing open guts and tossing frauds off to the side
half of $UICIDE a couple million now who ready to fucking die

[VERSE II: SLICK SLOTH]

two cups and a bad bitch
then i pop me a xanax quick
call shake when i need that fix
call nick when i need that itch
call krez just to pop on 'phetamine
max beck in the back pop seventeen
yung kurt cobain with the heroin
slick love drugs over everything
shooting stars up in my veins whoa
but look at your bank rool
so?
just spend it on more dope
more woes
fuck you care for?
but lately i feel guilty i feel so badly
they say i made it and that should be satisfactory
lately i feel like i have nobody
all alone in an empty hotel lobby
4 AM praying can i get some rest
dreams of $UICIDE and the need for death

KING TULIP

[VERSE I: Romeo da Black Rose]

Take me home
take me home
it's the one place I can rest in peace
turn off my phone
so many messages I wish I could just delete
questioning my existence
questioning my decisions
burning down all the bridges
dig a moat
now I'm finished
sorry don't want you to visit, no
one last pic and I'll be gone
make it count
put the flash on
never really felt like I belonged
so I'll be on my way
and I won't be long
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn

[VERSE II: Lil' Dark]

Scrolling through my texts
shit I left unread
never trying to deal with it
there's bliss up in my ignorance
10 dope dealers
ex want me to see her
can't trust her
don't believe her
reply turn into a needle
don't wanna do it again
got shit I'm not trying to relive
head fucked up and I'm sick
these old habits will kill me quick
quicker than I can blink
quicker than I can think
lift me up
don't want to sink
pour me up
I need a drink
what the fuck do I do when sabotage is all I know?
I done dug myself my own grave in this hole
Kill me slow, slow
curtains close low
fuck
I don't see what's the point of going on
no

oneNonly

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