ODDLY X SilasTHAGOD

ghost

brat

I.O.T.O.I (FT. TINYGXD)

SLVTPVNK prod. actionjacksvn

SH1T Y0 S3LF (ft. axelbloodyaxel) (prod abi x axel)

i am left no space to live

i see your games motherfucker
you wanna see me live my life through a threshold
i see lies motherfucker
i have been forced to remove the blindfold
i see your aim motherfucker
reality is feeling like a collapsed shelf
try to steal my life motherfucker
get away, i'll just take it myself
i'll take it myself

i've seen you control my life for too long so i'll take it back even if it takes suicide, go fuck yourself

nigga its over, I’m giving up
aint felt shit since last october
i’ve had enough, i ran out of all my fucking clovers
ran outta luck, I’m stuck, and now im never sober
i never gave a fuck but man when is it fucking over
i swear to god, all this pointless fucking labor
work a shitty job, to get more shitty pointless paper
the cycle never ends draining all my fucking vigor
my will finally bends, just pull the motherfucking trigger
just pull the motherfucking trigger
just pull the motherfucking trigger
pull it, pull it, pull it, pull it,  just pull it

so this is the life you set up for me? huh? this is life i was meant to live? this endless cycle, this constant capitalist exhaustion? go fuck yourself
i will never forgive you fucks for the life you tried to take away from me in this hellscape
so i hope to take my life sooner than you can take it from me, get fucked.
20 years on this fucking planet, and i already hate it, tried it out just for fun but i hope to be dead by 21
dead by 21
i don't wanna be here
dead by 21
i don't wanna be here
i don't wanna be here

i hate being 20 yrs old

all connection is strained
all of it is overwhelming, get the fuck away
i don't wanna connect with you, fuck you
wasting my fucking time
fuck

i regret this, regret this connection
i regret this, regret this connection
ah fuck
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

stop clinging, i told you stop clinging to me
stop clinging. we would have no issues if you'd just stop breathing near me
i knew i should've never let you in my life
you will never catch me making that mistake again
all these connections are fucking pointless

every connection i make, just feels like a burden
every emotion i fake, just feels disconcerting
dunno how much i can take, all my bad thoughts converging
feel my brain finna break, from all this overexertion

traumatize me this way, and know i just have to fucking live with it?
don't you ever question my anger towards you
and don't you ever question my anger towards myself
keep wondering why i hate my existence
but you did this, you did this

causing all this strife, keep clinging to me
i'll leave your ass clinging to life
i'll leave you clinging to life
i'll leave you clinging to life

Avoidant Attachment Style

Sex n Drugs prod SNXRKK

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Daddy's Cadillac (feat.WTF ST!NK) remastered

bdsm is cool, so is harsh noise
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i hate being 20 yrs old

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