THERE'S TIME I DON'T THINK I REALLY FEEL I'M ALIVE

shizu you gon have 1 trillion plays one day

old asf thing from the vault w/ @torvamia <3 

luv yall thank you so fkn much for the support lately. shit gives my life meaning

dnt wake up ft. torvamia (methboiswag)

Find My Way

Find My Way w/ Hero.

prod. eeryskies

dream out
what’s that sound

i don’t recognize you baby 
you’re not who you used to be as of lately
lately missing you on the daily
even next to me i’m missing you greatly
not sure what to say
i’m really hating what you putting on display
i dunno what you did but i hate what you changed
and ever since then i haven’t given a bouquet 
new make up an ache of 
someone else did i mess up
am i really with the person that i once loved 
every time i ask you that you just brush off 
you say enough, you say i’m dumb 
ignorant to love, then bite your tongue
don’t cry to me, yeah you have a mum 
i don’t wanna talk now then i go numb 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man

dance

Forever Manzeron, bitch!

Mixed and Mastered by HeyLee Manzeron
Produced by @whos-that-clown
Featured verse by @holloww17

This is another track from the upcoming "Forever Manzeron" EP dropping next month. It'll have five tracks and three features, including the long-in-the-making collabs with zoltar and deeprest. This EP was originally titled "I Am Manzeron Pt.2" and planning for this EP started in 2021, but it became stylistically too different from the original, due to how long it had been since the first, hence the final name was changed to "Forever Manzeron".

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)

Shit, I’m too stressed, I’m vibin’ like I’m Deeprest
I don’t write my lyrics down, I do just what the beat says (uh)
Pussy boy wanna hit me with that heat test
Put a .45 to your skull and hit the squeeze test
So no, my draco is pansexual, this shit doesn’t discriminate 
No, doesn’t matter who you are, fuck with me, I’ll eliminate

Shit, my wallet’s stacked wider than the fuckin’ great wall of china
I may be swinging both ways, but I ain’t diving in vagina
I think my lyrics got a BBL, cause this shit getting tighter
Watch me spin around them corners, wippin’ in my motherfucking spider

I’m shook, we in the Manzeron 2 era, and you cannot fuck with us
Imma run this shit into the ground, like Danny’s family with a bus
Too many Judas's, can’t trust
Just find me sticking with day one’s
Me and Hollow17 will slice you and put lemon in them cuts

Shit, I’m too stressed, I’m vibin’ like I’m Deeprest
I don’t write my lyrics down, i do just what the beat says (uh)
Pussy boy wanna hit me with that heat test
Put a .45 to your skull and hit the squeeze test
So no, my draco is pansexual, this shit doesn’t discriminate 
No, call me HeyLee TM59, I’ll hit you with incinerate 

(Hollow17)

Hit you with incinerate, I don’t give a fuck who you are 
No excuses, no “i’m sorrys”, I dont bullshit
I can see why people tend to call me ruthless 
They keep on talkin’ shit, but I really do dis’
I don’t want war, but I’ll press that red button 
Got bodies on floor, others vaporized to nothin’ 
If you fuck with me or HeyLee, bitch, it’s gonna be a blood bath
You can talk yo’ shit, you gon’ wish you didn’t do that


(HeyLee)

Shit, I’m too stressed, I’m vibin’ like I’m Deeprest
I don’t write my lyrics down, I do just what the beat says (uh)
Pussy boy wanna hit me with that heat test
Put a .45 to your skull and hit the squeeze test
So no, my draco is pansexual, this shit doesn’t discriminate 
No, yesterday your ex hit up my line, and asked me on a dinner date

Yeah
Who’s that clown?

NEW ERA FLEX! feat. Hollow17 | Prod. The Sound Clown

BLACKED OUT // PART 2 (featuring Notcursed)
Production : the sound clown 

Vails)

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

(notcursed) 

i am poison to myself
i am terrible
i'm addicted to the hurting
i deserve it all
i failed one too many times
and now it burns to talk
even anxious while i sleep
that's why i sleep walk

i got voices in my head on the daily
people look at me and think that i am crazy
so just stand back and watch as i mutilate
it’s something new, something more dangerous everyday

can’t take it no more
body freeze, then it drops to the floor
so anxiously shaken down to the core
i can never go back to who i was before

(Vails) 

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

Intoxicate our bodies with aromas full of chemicals
Do it every weekend without fail this shit incredible 
Vision is impaired need me some glasses 
For my retinals 
We accept most drugs just hope that nothing laced with fentanyl 

Blacked out 
over and over again 
Blacked out
Over and over again

You can look at us and think it’s funny but it’s not
We just do this cus we sad and nothing helps us find the plot

#emotrap #emorap #emo #lilpeep #trap #music #rap #hiphop #soundcloud #rapper #goth #producer #beats #soundcloudrapper #emorapper #sad #sadtrap #gbc #sadrap #gothboiclique #alternative #juicewrld #trapmusic #newmusic #liltracy #trapbeats #typebeat #bhfyp #punk #darktrap

Doomsday w/ notcursed (prod. the sound clown)

shoutout my brother florent, was a pleasure working with one of my favorite artists <3

**lyrics**
10 minutes, just give me 10 minutes then I’m clear, I can feel it
I felt it in my chest, it’s in the air, I’m too forgiving 
you kill me when you do that little stare, I’m still giving all that I can give because I care (x2)

When I saw you walking through the hallway in your feels,
I was longing to let you know that I know how it feels
Then we talking like almost every night I start to heal
Someone pinch me, this gotta be a dream is this for real?

I never felt like I deserved much time
no hesitation I can make you mine
I never thought that I could be the guy for you, so take my hand and I’m gonna do you right 

(luvflorent)

I’ll treat you right, give me 10 minutes
big boy, big cheese, im big living
medicine in my jeans, I’m bout business
lay it down on me while my head spinning

bed spins, you were right there
i sing to myself, in computer chairs
i hate myself, but you shouldn’t care
turn the base down, let the tears out

ay, bitch saying "frank could you stop playing"
10 minutes feels like a long time to wait
let me take a sip, take a taste of the drank
10 minutes in, still alone,still in pain

(me)
10 minutes, just give me 10 minutes then I’m clear, I can feel it
I felt it in my chest, it’s in the air, I’m too forgiving 
you kill me when you do that little stare, I’m still giving all that I can give because I care (x2)

ten minutes w/ luvflorent

lyrics ⬇️ 

thats typical 
wishing for a rainbow by the waterfall
Cuz rn i cant even really think straight
when you look my way i try my best to stand tall
everything i do and everything i say
i think all the things i do just make you frustrate

feelings coming out when i see the lighthouse
which way would you rather see me find out

time out, think i wanna live my life a little more
take pride now in everything i do and what j got in store
ear drums get too loud
i dont hear them walk in
tryna make my parents proud but i dont do it that often

but i would do this another hundred times over again
super cold inside but i need a walk in the wind
I dont wanna try fixing up whats broken for them
need a lullaby so i can go sleep in a tent

Trap door 
get me out this cycle of sin
four walls got me here until i dont give in
or give up
outta luck
used to washing all my cuts
in a rut
oh so what
you got better things above

yea and thats a promise
no tbey dont give a **** bout me
i seen the comments 
yea maybe i do live cheap but i been savin up my money so that i could be free
its not so common but i do know that my people love me

i made a promise then i realized it was too hard to keep
dr pepper and some kettle chips for lunch by the sea
never thought that i could see it where i wanted to be

super beautiful nightgown 
always matched with a sad frown
push on me i wont tap out
lately live in a glass house

typical (yunnygoldz)

Vails, Liru, McX, - Anxious

Lyrics below!!!

(Vails)
u said I’m too much to handle
Well there’s more than meets the eye
I came across as difficult 
and told a couple lies

nobody is perfect or atleast that’s what they say
I have to tell the truth for once
that you’re my night and day

I THINK ABOUut you countless times
It’s overloading all my brain 
U said I was too much to handle
god that left me so much pain

I don’t think you’ll understand how much u really mean to me
I don’t speak about it cus I don’t want any jealousy 

when ur in my proximity 
I just feel fuckin free 
I wait for the chance to open up
But god I’m fucking anxious
I’ve been left so weak inside
I don’t think i could break this 

(Liru)
girl youve been breaking me
heart aches and misery keeps faking me

like im restless yea
I got time but I just cannot invest it yea
had some sad stories didnt end up happy
now im confused I dont know whats left of me

and I dont even know whats happening to me
I know I made it I keep saying that im glad
why am I still numb inside my heart inside my head
I was fighting for my life I never wanted to be dead

(Vails)
Just so you can understand don’t think that I’m ignoring you
One day maybe I will have the courage that I thought I knew

1234 

when ur in the proximity of me 
I just feel fuckin free, 
Oh baby wohhhh 
I wait for the chance to open up
But god I’m fucking anxious
I’ve been left so weak inside
I don’t think i could break this <\3

#vails #liru #mcx #piano #ambient #punk #brakence #music #glaive #ericdoa #hyperpop #rap #soundcloud #midwxst #spotify #emorap #producer #guardin #newmusic #ianndior #guitartypebeat #liluzivert #pop #f #hiphop #sad #l #guitarbeats #typebeat #aries #beats #lilpeep #postmalone #anime #yungblud #midwestmusic

Anxious w/ Liru. (prod. McX)

prod. Jacob Vallen

lyrics:

shouldve kept my mouth shut
i said too much
you were all i had love
now youre gone for good
i guess thats the concequence
for falling in love
when i havent healed enough
for me to trust

i ruin every single thing that i touch
if my wounds are scars, then why is there blood
i keep falling apart, i think this time im done
i think half of my heart went along with us

i have this pit inside my stomach
feeling sad all the time
dont really understand it
it gets worse in the night
i can barely manage
im not really doing fine
you can see it in my lyrics
you can see in my mind

i can say what i want
its not like you listen anymore
how can i feel both too much and not enough
i only need to say this once love, you won
i only need to say this once, love im gone

he4vy:
i guess youre gone for good
i never got to ask the details
but dont think that i should
i know it only hurt me more
when you kept saying we could
cast me out to sea and let me drift with the wood

its just like everything you ever said was always meant to hurt me
everyday i wake up with a burden lifes been curving curving
reverse swerving
cuts below my sweater to express that ive been hurting

so give me bottles let me crash out
doing 90 on the freeway turn the dash down
so much pain inside my chest im just a let down
squealing brakes i think im finally gonna crash now

scorpio:
i have this pit inside my stomach
feeling sad all the time
dont really understand it
it gets worse in the night
i can barely manage
im not really doing fine
you can see it in my lyrics
you can see in my mind

i can say what i want
its not like you listen anymore
how can i feel both too much and not enough
i only need to say this once love, you won
i only need to say this once, love im gone

i said too much (feat. he4vy)

lyrics ⬇️ 

I dont even know if i know myself no more
everyone around me tells me that i fell short
if i i did then its alright
well its easier said from someone else
well maybe its my time
I guess ill discard what i wanted most

its fine to lead me on
but ur lying led me off the trail
i know i read a lot
so i can read right through your stare

well all this messin up got me thinkin that i cant do no more
why cant i accept that i dont even know me anymore
its alright 
leave me alone
dont got ttime
i dont why 

i dont why i dont just get back to a year
when they look in my eyes they cant tell what is real or what is hysterical 
losin my mind Yea i need me a miracle save me my life
yea well that’s unacceptable cuz you wont let anything else come to light
and i used to have to pack visine for the whitening so that they dont attack
but now you dont gotta remind me
cuz i promise that i made it on track

and maybe it dont mean that much
I used to crash on the back of the bus
yea maybe it dont mean that much
atleats nowadays i dont hit up my plug
yea
it always used to be rough
nowdays im backin it up
this life aint all abt luck
i think its more about trust
abt staying off of the drugs


whats the sort
Im feelinh fine right where i am now
Let me thank the lord
cuz he helped me write this whole plan out
i feel like a man now i wont take any more hand outs
back then i felt like a sand house
It was so easy to knock me down

idk myself (michael harrison)

Lyrics coming soon 

We really hope you like this one,something different 

Shoutout to all the artists who are on this show them some love <333333

Hold your tongue ft whosvacant, sevenfeet, notcursed, brecken, kiddamo, notahero, vails(Wisssery)

静けさ - shizukesa

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influences: 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, 49bags, guardin, atlas, noname, jaydes

dnt wake up ft. torvamia (methboiswag)

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