just found another song with this beat and it immediately sent me here

this song is like a 2 min cure for anxiety

one of the best emo songs of the modern era

featuring @nothomex

i let that shit get the best of me 
now i be rockin on therapy 
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killin me 
pour down sleeve 
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah 
this shit like 3d
i like her nose ring 
lil bitch got tagteam
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys trynna hang out 
but i'm just trying to smoke till i black out

It’s weird when I have future in my head 
Because before 21 I see myself dead 
I can’t see any color , how can I not be mad 
I don’t have an expectation for the start of my life only for the end
I can’t see anything I cannot blend 
In between the society , I’m on a deep end 
Will I be able to stand ? 
Find myself in this shitstorm 
Did they already know my end before I was born

Last summer I was more lost than found 
Was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
Couldn’t talk couldn’t sleep 
Couldn’t walk couldn’t eat
Lost some pounds I lost some weight 
Now all pants fall from my waiste 
Scars on my wrist tears on my face 
The deepest wounds are the ones you can’t see
I’m the only one who can feel
All the pain they reveal 
I hope I’ll get better this year 
Sometimes I stand still 
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried

dead b4 21 (ft.not home.) prod.nadiak & marlas dreams

1st @strivemusicau | 2nd @kuriositylol | 3rd @noxious-nights | 4th @autumndropsdead | 5th @user-411557229 |

(strivesad.)
yeah i won't play nice
am i doing this right
i'll confine
in my sadness tonight
and i'll never say goodbye
to torture my mind
turn this darkness to light
gotta fight for my life (ooh)

(kuriosity)
lately ive been nauseous
cant eat right
ive been throwing up
smoke a L so i can eat
i put my feelings in the trunk
smoke till i cant see
drink till im throwin up
what am i waiting for
no im not blowing up
cheap liquor i put it on ice 
if it aint me u aint doin it right
lil bitch why u switchin up sides
lil bitch why u switchin up sides
fuck u ion play it nice 
fuck u ion play it nice
fuck u 
fuck u 
fuck u ion play it nice 

(noxiousnights)
i just took a break from that drink and that weed
i'm sober as fuck and i'm so fucking exhausted
working on my health, i was killin myself
had to throw away all the pills on my shelf
but i don't give a fuck, i could die tomorrow
they would run over my body if it was on the road
heart like stone and broken like my phone
i'm left in the cold and it's freezing my bones

(autumndropsdead)
can’t correlate with my head 
even though i try 
i don’t feel any better yet
so i sulk instead, life’s on the line
never knew where my shelter is
but we never knew what we started
people talk, but i choose not to worry us
at least i go all in, fuck your polish 
you ain’t gonna make me trust

(residential.)
wasting time
wasting shit
i been in my head
blew a stack
cause i can
now the beamer red
talking less
to my friends
now im in my bed
where the fuck
do you go
when your better dead
smoking gasoline under evergreen bleeding
sold your daughter green now she on my screen feening
never showing up
i been in my room leaning
i think i enjoy when my fingers lose feeling

Darkness 2 Light w/ autumndropsdead, residential, kuriosity, strivesad & noxiousnights [+ sogimura]

lyrics:

bring the ice
we cooking up like it was kitchen food
miserable, but i don't flex about it, i'm just missing you
now they pissed off
fell off like a wristwatch
keep promoting music but i'm scrolling like it's tiktok
wait, ole', red flags call it bullshit
bag come (,) quick stacks like a virgin
megamind how i'm blue from the vision
sever ties with the limelight, bad decision

(take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
don't like it, come stop it
take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
i don't do this 4 a profit)

tell me what you need before i'm gone
found peace in a leaf, with the green in my bong
ion really like to smoke when i'm alone
talk to myself when my health at a low
tell me what you need before i'm gone
found peace in a leaf, with the green in my bong
ion really like to smoke when i'm alone
talk to myself when my health at a low

take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
don't like it, come stop it
take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
i don't do this 4 a profit

scomet (killedmyself)

prod. @afterlife66
cover art drawn by @wolfff_art <3

i get that it's all my fault
i should've never called..

my bones are melting, again
(again)
so guilty; i'm better than that
(better than that)

thread caught in us all
you're not in control
& i'm just a soul
for the manufacturing of an end that was meant
another casualty but without the consent

and all my life, been feeling scorn
i've tried to hide,
but these feelings tore up my insides
and left nothing more
than pitiful lies; tangled wires and cords

now why did i think that was okay?
remembered that moment was so vague

turning, learning; does it matter?
undeserving; losing stature, oh
swear i'm hurting, breath is flatter
"just desert me, leave me shattered"

guilt every night, and i can't move 
on when she's right by
& she fucking hates me, 
but it's alright, 
in some way, there's no way...
THIS ISN'T RIGHT

my bones are melting, again
(again)
so guilty; i'm better than that
(better than that)
better than that
(better than that)

i don't wanna make it out alive
it's a part of life, i'm sorry that i lied
there isn't excuses for the way i treated this
i'm just a vessel losing grip

(4x)
grip, grip, grip
losing

i'm craving my last breath
when i change it'll be for the best
but nobody'll fucking believe me anymore
for everything i said and did
like are you fucking deaf???
i feel your resent...

vessel [prod. afterlife]

purple magic in the cup I see
when the fuck you gonna leave me be
only hit my phone for thc
but you a lick so count your money g

started to express my feelings told me tough luck
look at me in my eyes before I drive drunk
hitting me up to party, but I'm still slumped
telling me I'm too mean but I give no fucks

thought she was yo bestie
till she try and text me 
heartbreak in a Bentley

codeine on my white tee
heart so cold my friends leave
cocaine till my nosebleed x2

its 3 in the morning and I pour up twice
but nobody like me when I'm getting high
so fuck everybody that keep me alive
I'm cutting the ties
you aint even try

I stay making money and picking my fights
pull out the purple and pack that shit
I play with the paper and let that shit fly
word from the wise
set shit aside
(set that bullshit aside)

purple magic in the cup I see
when the fuck you gonna leave me be
only hit my phone for thc
but you a lick so count your..

prpl magic (meltycanon)

i can't tell lies
with this cup in my hand 
i can't love life
being who i am 
the place my body lies
is where u left me
the place my body lies
is where u killed me  

i can't tell lies
with this cup in my hand 
i can't love life
being who i am 
the place my body lies
is where u left me
the place my body lies
is where u killed me 

u hurt me again
fuck all of ur reasons
ur fucked in the head 
alone in the end 
fuck ur fucking treason
ur fucked in the head 
i gave you all my love
when i had nothing left
u never gave it back
so aknowledge u fucked my path 

look, the seasons changing
sunny days but it's still raining 
the look u gave me
i always knew that u fucking hate me 
stop, with all the blaming 
if u shut up i'll simply take it
ur attitude is still the same and
i know that u won't change it	


i can't tell lies
with this cup in my hand 
i can't love life
being who i am 
the place my body lies
is where u left me
the place my body lies
is where u killed me  

i can't tell lies
with this cup in my hand 
i can't love life
being who i am 
the place my body lies
is where u left me
the place my body lies
is where u killed me

i can't tell lies with this cup (vyle & rxhff)

answers (acoustic cover) [ig live 05/29/2021]

produced by decks

completely non profit

loveless 'til I die.

lyrics 

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

me and my boys we put down litres 
drinking til' our teeth hurt
we were born with addict carved in our bones
and when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go

I'm a silhouette
of a tree in a storm
smoking cigarettes
got a couple thou
plan on saving it 
I been working hard
I been feeling it
n u just filling in
n I'm just mixing in
I worked 60 hours this week
n I'm still singing it
if that's not living it
then who knows what it is
work towards a future 
tho I do not plan on seeing it

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

me and my boys we put down litres 
drinking til' our teeth hurt
we were born with addict carved in our bones
and when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go


layered (decks)

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

tire smoke flies for some time to be vacant
while we smoke another blunt on the cracks of the pavement
seems I hurt every soul with a dart and a statement 
so I cover my face on the couch of this basement
swear I fuck up my life for my own entertainment

tire smoke flies for some time to be vacant
while we smoke another blunt on the cracks of the pavement
seems I hurt every soul with a dart and a statement 
swear I fuck up my life for my own entertainment

codeine bottles spilling on the road
got pissed off and threw my fucking phone
told me I should really let it go
haven't slept in weeks and now it shows

train is moving walking on the tracks 
storms are rolling, winters coming back
fucked around and made a couple stacks
I'll be home when the whips are black

should of got my shit together on my own
we were kids a couple weeks and now we grown
I can feel the fractured fragments in my bone
now I'm revving engines up until they blown

tire smoke flies for some time to be vacant
while we smoke another blunt on the cracks of the pavement
seems I hurt every soul with a dart and a statement 
so I cover my face on the couch of this basement

vacant (caves)

new cover w the brother @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @nevrfall
=================
original by @sewerperson:
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/lrt-nevrfall
=================
hope u enjoy <3

LR7 w/ betweentheveinsandi (cover) [nevrfall]

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
[Ｔｉｍｅｌｅｓｓ]
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influences: 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, guardin, atlas, noname

scomet (killedmyself)

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