period prod eric t

i made my bed, now i lay in it

lost in ur world [d5rko]

swords2 - marks on my face [dash_fireballs]

appleseeds in the machine (dollface)

https://soundcloud.com/xnovellax
https://soundcloud.com/feralcatshelter
https://soundcloud.com/emotionalsoldiers

Dreaming of a world where my name isn't muttered
I'd do anything just to get out of the gutter
When I say anything, I really mean that
Open up my arms I just really want to go back

I don't care who finds me, just as long as it's long enough to where I only see black
Too far gone there's no way I'd ever come back
Old habits, yeah they got me by the neck
Muscle memory every time I try to quit
Glued to the floor and the moon looks like the face of God
Would he forgive me for extracting all his blood?

@xnovellax
Take this script and burn it all
The shape of your heart, tattered and torn
Forget your lines and laugh it off
Under the moon we'll break this vow
In this world of sin, we could play a pretty part
Open up my veins, turn the bloodstains into art
Now we're falling down, down the rabbit hole again
We'll break this vow...

I don't care who finds me, it will be far too late

far too late with novella (feral cat & tekken)

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)

when i get angry i get stuck
like a tiny little bug
i cant teach you how to read
only how to write a book

im a little red bicycle
that never learned to roll
all this time doing nothing
really took its toll on me

big bad wolf and imma blow your house down
always been a laughing stock i never gave up being class clown
you cant water an empty pot and expect something to grow
i pray i have a heart attack before i do this show

chickens in the coop
please kill if i lose
im a robot without parts
and i got some screws loose

and in the off chance
that i get the gears spinning
im so used to losing
that im uncomfortable winning

bitch im fly just like a flightless bird
i turned my speech into a crossword
im reading texts backwards
that makes it feel less worse

if i paid you extra
could you make it hurt
i know all the girls love it
when i wanna be put in the dirt

tiny little bug

this year, oh this year
 i want a advent calendar with 24 different sedatives
i’m unstoppable it’s repetitive 
some of you are so sensitive 
sensitive?
why this scene so competitive 
cover up, cover up like a fugitive
i wanna change the narrative about me, this shit so negative  
i know you do, i know you do, i know you do
everyone’s askin
hey what’s wrong with you, what’s wrong with her 
heyyy you talkin about me :(
i wanna be free, never be
what’s it about me? what’s it about me??
only did it once, maybe 2 or 3 
does that make me bad meat? am i spoiled and i rotten?
i should be forgotten
atleast i got him, i like the way his eyes just soften <3
false alarm, just put me in a coffin
cough cough, i’m coughin
i’m dyin, i should be dead
why does everyone think they can?
dead motivation, i’m nothing 
no education, no dedication, no conversations
no expectations, no celebrations :(
ohhh this year i want a advent calendar with 24 different sedatives

24 sedatives prod phobia

https://soundcloud.com/feralcatshelter
https://soundcloud.com/callofdutyjames2004

Stumbled around the block a thousand times
You missed every call that I had tried, so now I've given up
A suicide in mid December:
I'll open my arms, and bleed out so gently
And you'll never think of me as I dye the snow pretty
The warmest shade of crimson that you've ever seen
Everything will flash before my eyes
As you're fast asleep, happily dreaming
I hope you dream of me

https://soundcloud.com/feralcatshelter
Romanticize the words I wrote
and you'll earn top name on my note
That's the last thing that I remembered:
I wanted to die throughout the winter
Was I ever worth the process
I never gave much thought
That's the last thing that I remembered:
I was self harming all summer

https://soundcloud.com/callofdutyjames2004
I looked at your playercard about a thousand times
You never joined when I invited you to my lobby
I wanted to play with you every single fucking day
Now I'm hurt (please come) cradle the pain
I wanted to play with you

https://soundcloud.com/feralcatshelter
Romanticize the words I wrote
and you'll earn top name on my note
That's the last thing that I remembered:
I wanted to die throughout the winter
Was I ever worth the process
I never gave much thought
That's the last thing that I remembered:
I was self harming all summer

december with feral cat & callofdutyjames2004 (feral cat)

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