prod @lynyou
@lynyou @cruseyyyy

@lynyou
n im not who u
who u wanted me 2 be
but i still try 2 be
and it makes me forget that im still me
and im tired of it
im tired of falling asleep
trying to forget some things
but i hurt myself tryna cut so deep

i dont like to admit the things i do
whenever i talk to u
but every now n then i let it out
(x4)

@cruseyyyy
ive lost it
ive lost it all
you call me heartless
its hard to admit when im wrong
no i dont like it
but ill try again
i know im toxic
tell me when this pain ends
guess i knew this shit from the jump
i got gas in my lungs
i guess i knew where ur coming from
its just not what i want
cant stop feeling stuck
yea ur always on the hunt
and im always on the run
no i cant ever give this shit up
its just not what i want
got no room for yo love

bawl T_T

back on my shit posting shit for a minute

where u been at

prod: @zeromandia30414
https://open.spotify.com/track/3F4h9GjjxwTXg4swMEbkLP?si=0e1a84b6a7f040d7

u did it once 
yea ik ur not far
my soul u crush
ur love is so bizarre
another loss, its something that wont go away
at times we feelin better 
u would come and bring me down

tell me who was the problem when it goes away
saying that its my fault it just dont feel okay
i-i cant on falling back i cannot leave my guard down
onto another track i cannot be around now x2

i took too long to find myself
just give me one chance take me out this hell
yea u still dont care yea i can tell
i gotta move on
cause baby ur with someone u like
and ik i cant
never be that guy 
know i really
treat u right
know one i could
treat u right

bizarre (zeromandia)

prod @cruseyyyy + @lynyou

shoutout the oboe for being a fire classical instrument and helping me cook this melody

lyrics:
I guess we fell out of touch
is it crazy that I want you back?
i guess ur not one of us
guess its up to me to make it last
cuz I heard it thru the grapevine
tell me how u want me to act
I don't even know why I try
can you tell me when it all goes back

I been happy since we fell out of love
nowadays I don't who to trust
smoke away the pain I need another blunt
I cant feel my face yea its fucking stuck

and she did me wrong
but I'm staying touch
bitch I'm ten feet back
bitch don't hit my phone
x2

I got problems don't think I could solve them
they be looking up to me they at the bottom
I got what u need bae I could get u prada
I been superstitious guess that is my problem
none of this shit make sense
I gotta repent
the way u moving got me thinkin that u envy me
take some pills n ecstacy 
yea I can feel it when I sleep
I got demons under me

out of touch

prod me and @makemeapromise

lyrics

its give what you take 
i know that you want more
no reason to hate me
cuz what is it good for

the rain will still fall on
on us when its cold out
so you cant just tell me 
that you dont wanna go out

i dont wanna cry
ill tell you im fine
but you know its a lie
its happens every time when
i dont wanna fight it

but ill keep on trying
and ill keep on fighting 
until the  silver lining

its give what you take but
i know that you want more
no reason to hate me
cuz what is it good for

the rain will still fall on
on us when its cold out
so you cant just tell me 
that you dont want
that you dont want it

you dont want this
no you dont want it
no you dont want it

what is it good for?

prod me
art by me

lyrics:
and its just the way u hold me
cuz its been so long
tell me is this how u want me
cuz I think the feelings coming in
where were u when I was lonely
cuz it feels like you don't know me
I try but I'm still growing
I don't want for you to live for me

hide away
seen it coming
keep me safe
feels so lovely
I've betrayed
I did something
mind decayed
you're still wondering

I tell her not to worry
srt I floor it
I don't wanna listen to you cuz yo story boring
don't hit my line, ignore it
yea me and my squad we sippin 40s
I got so much fucking gas this shit feel like a forest
just stay a while
just tell me how u feel
you're what I want
don't try to keep it real
don't let me cry
Im not one to go fail
cant make it right
just know I wish you well

hide away
seen it coming
keep me safe
feels so lovely
I've betrayed
I did something
mind decayed
you're still wondering

live for me

prod me art by me

lyrics:
feel so malnourished
cuz i cant get you out my mind
things i do for I lost my mind
what'd you do for it?
its a crazy way to end our lives
should've known, there's no surprise

hold me close
let me know
I'm not the same
you know what I want
so please let me know
its hard to go home
its getting old
the story's told

I lost my way
I cant find my face
its hard to misplace
am I going insane?
i cant get you to stay
I cant choose who to save
x2

I've lost my train of thought 
I've lost my brain in an instant
if I tried to talk it out
would you even try to listen?
hold on again
just wait til may
you'll feel again
just one more day

malnourished

prod @v2nthan and me

before u say anything i dont care its washed cuz i dont care ab u

what is it good for?

shlain