i’m on my couch again i think i fucked up 
i made my loved ones cry now i’m looking for drugs 
I wanna take the pills till i don’t know myself 
and if i OD then i’ll see you in hell

ima feel what my drugs want me to feel
woke up w no appetite another missed meal 

i’m alone alone 
in my room i’m i love with crying at home 
they say they care for be but i wish they were lying 
becasue when i take my drugs i’ll be dreaming of dying
and yeah i made my momma cry 
it won’t be the last time 
and My family really loves wish they didn’t cuz i’m ready to die……x2

Crying At Home

Prod Carter Tomorrow 
@AidennHilton
@shmaxwelllll
@CarterTomorrow

Aiden Hilton x Shmaxwell x Carter Tomorrow - No Love

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lyrics;
i jus made a couple blue face bands off pound in the lobby 
yeah smoked up good drugs no love how i be what’s up
pull up to the show blunt faced up nobody could stop me 
young punk bitch really on my dumb shit rollin up a pack of that og o shit 
pull up on em stuntin in a blacked out brand new audi
like you don’t wanna love me tough i said i’ll have you when it’s done like
miss those days kicked back you was with me in the backseat 
18 and i’m feeling fuckin done like can you hold my gun bitch
yeah said they wanna talk like everybody really fuckin knows me 
backup shit i been off some drugs shit roll another dutch and
like i don’t wanna say goodbye so please just don’t speak
we could rlly just run like come with me i know it would be fun like
empty party on a tour now coming up nobody could stop me 
pull up to show and do a little of blow shit
we been playing sold out shows but i’m still feelin empty 
said i wish that you were here i hope i make it through the year
everything is really ok when you tell me that you love me
i feel so broken im not even nineteen
everything is really ok when you tell me that you love me
i feel so broken im not even nineteen

lost in california (eighteen) [prod.sobernap**]

[lyrics]

[jacc] 
shawty wanna rockstar 
bitch we sum gothstars 
whole clique doin cocaine 
no høpe worldstar 
no høpe famous 
nah we not the same bitch 
u basic 
shawty fuckin w the clique now 
she dk that we dangerous 
no høpe famous 
shawty wanna fuck now 
fuck her till she cummin up n down 
she dont needa know my first name
lil dil widda gold chain 
lil bitch u a no name 
no høpe everything 
no høpe showing no love
no høpe get the fuck from us 

[lance] 
gothstar pretty bitch 
rockstar city shit 
ill call u when the drugs finally kick in 
i feel alive when she fuck me onna weekend 
no høpe suicide
livin in the deep end 
smokin till i finally get my eyes shut 
sativa blunt just enough to get a headrush 
i ain’t sleeping been awake since idk a month 
im off everything come whenever u want 
gothstars 
goth bitch got a needle in her left arm 
punk bitch w the clique smoking propane 
x pill in my drink perc cobaine 
baby ima gothstar 
no høpe black heart 
cut em off w the switchblade
all u mfs bitchmade

[jacc] 
shawty wanna rockstar 
bitch we sum gothstars 
whole clique doin cocaine 
no høpe worldstar 
no høpe famous 
nah we not the same bitch 
u basic 
shawty fuckin w the clique now 
she dk that we dangerous 
no høpe famous 
shawty wanna fuck now 
fuck her till she cummin up n down 
she dont needa know my first name
lil dil widda gold chain 
lil bitch u a no name 
no høpe everything 
no høpe showing no love
no høpe get the fuck from us

instagram.com/nohopeshawty

jacc - instagram.com/jacc_ak

lance - instagram.com/__landyn__

gothstars (prod. wxrst)

AIDEN HILTON X SHMAXWELL - ILL SEE U WHEN I SEE U (PROD. THERSX)

Move Along (Prod. V - E)

Move Along (Prod. V-E)

Leave Me Alone

Leave Me Alone (Prod. Yung B)

lyrics:

(cheyenne)
i heard
sumbody whispering
blackin out on tha floor
where did it all begin?
it’s worse
ion think it’s gonna end
act like they all friends
why they play pretend?

u can find me in my own hell
drownin in smoke
light the blunt & pass it 2 me cuz this life is a joke
i never know what 2 know
i always second guess myself then
find some papers to roll

i
never kno what 2 kno
i
never kno what 2 kno
never kno what 2 kno

i
never kno what 2 kno
i
never kno what 2 kno
(never kno what 2 kno)

(yung throwaway)
I never know what to know 
I’m in the Chevy riding heavy putting coke up her nose  
I’m talking 
White pills and some blood on ya coat 
She bite the bullet Everytime that death be right at her door 

If you cut me down I wouldn’t come back up
Cause I don’t like this world I never gave a fuck
Bring me down to my own hell I’m giving up 
If u kill me by tonight you could beat my luck

I never know what to know 
I’m in the Chevy riding heavy putting coke up her nose  
I’m talking 
White pills and some blood on ya coat 
She bite the bullet Everytime that death be right at her door, aye

(cheyenne)
u can find me in my own hell
drownin in smoke
light the blunt & pass it 2 me cuz this life is a joke
i never know what 2 know
i always second guess myself then
find some papers to roll

i
never kno what 2 kno
i
never kno what 2 kno
never kno what 2 kno

i
never kno what 2 kno
i
never kno what 2 kno
(never kno what 2 kno)

My Own Hell w/ Yung B

Production, engineering, mixing, and mastering all by Cheyenne Died.

lyrics:

she got some problems
i know that i got ‘em too
she dont wanna walk wit me
i tell her i’d walk with you

i would fuck her up like every single day
she would fuck me up in every single way

she beggin please
say she on her fuckin knees
ion want that disease
i’d catch from her

i cut my fuckin veins
miss her every single day
can’t get that cunt outta my brain
i can’t run a-
way

cuz i can’t pretend this ain’t love on my part
gave her every chance to fuckin dance
she never met my arms

and i admit that i’m not perfect but i meant her no harm
and she faked it from the start
i cant complain cuz it ain’t different from what i did to her heart

she got some problems
i know that i got ‘em too
she dont wanna walk wit me
i tell her i’d walk with you

i would fuck her up like every single day
she would fuck me up in every single way

she beggin please
say she on her fuckin knees
ion want that disease
i’d catch from her

i cut my fuckin veins
miss her every single day
can’t get that cunt outta my brain
i can’t run a-
way

she beggin please
say she on her fuckin knees
ion want that disease
i’d catch from her

i cut my fuckin veins
miss her every single day
can’t get that cunt outta my brain
i can’t run a-
way

she beggin please
say she on her fuckin knees
ion want that disease
i’d catch from her

i cut my fuckin veins
miss her every single day
can’t get that cunt outta my brain
i can’t run a-
way

she beggin please
say she on her fuckin knees
ion want that disease
i’d catch from her

i cut my fuckin veins
miss her every single day
can’t get that cunt outta my brain
i can’t run a-
way

Can't Run Away

i cant fucking feel anything ft.sloth

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"shmaxwell" Is an independent artist based out of Los Angeles, California. Best known for his singles like, PRADAGEEK! , Arizona Demon and Feel The Vibe; as well as projects like, *PRADAGEEK!* and 3333 S. Market St. “shmaxwell” has been creating and releasing music for around four years. Starting in a garage and bedroom, “shmaxwell's” songs quickly grew on SoundCloud and began to form a fanbase; local to Los Angeles, New York & Arizona. "shmaxwell" is a member of the Los Angeles based digital alternative “Starstruck” band; alongside Arkaeo, whatafuckingbitch, emoflytrap and Kbackwood$. The music presented by "shmaxwell" captures a collective perception of his life, stories and emotions. "shmaxwell" often speaks on meta, psychedelic and philosophical topics using thought provoking lyrics that tie together with an ethereal and crisp sound creating the overall vibe that is "shmaxwell".