hold me

i dont wanna lose u 
i want us 2 grow
i know this aint forever 
when i see u go
u told me 2 let u go 
cuz u said its best 4 u
but its so hard 2 move on 
cuz i still love u

a future with u is all i knew
every dream i been chasin leads back 2u
yea it dont matter what we go thru
cuz my heart beats only 4 u

yea it dont matter what we go thru
cuz my heart beats only 4 u
only 4 u
only 4 u

my </3 beats only 4u  @koukai

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!🎄 ⛄ This song is my way of showing appreciation to y'all supporting me for the past 2 months, i love u guys <3 

also shout out to @jellybeen0604 for being on this track :3

i want u 4 #Christmas bae , can u come wit Me? yuhhh { [[
sing our favorite Songs ,, chill under dat Tree yuhh : // <
under dat Mistletoe baby , can u Kiss me? -- !!
under dat Mistletoe baby , can u Please me? yuhh ;; >>
i want u 4 #Christmas bae , can u come with Me? yuhhh / / --
sing our favorite Songs , chill under dat Tree yuhh [[ +
under dat Mistletoe , baby can u Kiss me? -- /^^
under dat Mistletoe , baby can u Please me? *--*//

tell me #Everything u want , tell me wat uU need ??? > , <
i will give uU all i got , js dont Go & leave :(
me here All alone bae . . can u Stay with me? :P
want uU on My side bae , can u Ride with me? ++=+

yeah lets Go 2 my place . . open up sum Wine ...
sit up by dat Fireplace yeah lets waste our Time :P
can i tell U sumn girl . . i cannot Lie *--*//
ur the Greatest gift . . dat ever came into my Life ^___^ 

@jellybeen0604:
look at me fallin now, i’ll let you kiss me yuhh
under the mistletoe, would you still need me? yuhh
잠깐의 설렘이 아니기를 바랄게
네 깊은 상처조차 내게 다 말해줄래
I just want christmas everyday
cuz everyone leaves when the season ends
even when the lights all fade away 
baby would you still be here and hold my hands 
이 겨울이 지나가도 내게 와줄래
달콤한 온기로 언 손을 녹여줄게

Last Christmas w/Jelly Been (808chris)

prod @tyadei


on my devil shit 
we put those boys trough hell
0.5 mg 
finna pop that for my health 
water turn ice 
cold shawty came from heaven
hop in the benz
all black like a raven

i’ll drag u down no u won’t make it back
said im creepy wont talk back
cuz im
gettin used to that
breathing gettin hard 
so my blood turning dark
slavic form my momma side
crossfire matching scars ya

ur finger feels so cold 
when they warp around my neck
bro this rubber is gonna broke 
when it get around my checks
n it’s gettin obvious 
whats goin on between us
n i know ur devious
u make em fall liked dominoes
i want everything forever
thorns spinnin in my cup
got a hole in my liver 
lifespan goin minimal 
sds tuck in low 
call me cifer im hollow
still i’m ballin in the mall
we b sippin clinical

crossfire @tyadei (҂`_´)

prod @xtasane + @may3ke

took too much
i wont get far
dont need ur touch
dunno who u r

im in pain
u dont know my name
cut! cut! cut! 
blood rain!
dunno who to blame

and im tired of ts
feel like this is a curse
i wanna quit
cuz im always gettin worse

im at the edge now
will u let me go?
u never told me i was wrong
why u putting up a show?

blood rain (prod. xtasane + may3ke)

0:00 - 1:26 - When Hell Freezes Over 2 w/ @kwazer1
1:27 - 2:05 - Rock Moncleezies
2:06 - 3:13  - No Love's Easy w/ @xanwyd
3:14 - 4:04 - Forgive & Forget w/ @mayso2551
4:05 - 5:26 - Before I Let You Go (Chi2NYC II)
5:27 - 7:03 - Stylin' (Outro)

First Frost Samples 2 @jeddxh (ft. @kwazer, @xanwyd, @mayso)

prod. xtasane + axry
@s0lemn

[toxin]
she hits me up out of the blue
and then she asks 'how are you?'
I said "im good, 
hope you are too" (-are too)
and I swear for the thousandth time
i almost died 
when I got a glimpse into your eyes (in your eyes)

omg been in love since the start (since the start)
i- I hope you know 
that you hold all of my heart
and im so sad
every night i fall apart (fall apart)
I just really wish 
that I had you in my arms (in my arms)

[s0lemn]
it's bad for me
don't even laugh at me
it's tragedy
im coming catastrophe 
what's happening?
this shit is so saddening
I put cuts on my wrist
are you mad at me?
I should wake up
baby I don't even knowww
it like feels the same
do you even love me tho? (love me tho)
bitch im back in
do some dope, tap in
I've been running from myself 
how did this happen?

since the start (w/ s0lemn)

prod @3t4aaann ♡♡
ft @prey -3-

// lyrics 

@scarlettsss

i miss u
u dont feel the same i swear~
shes not into~
thinking of the better days
when you withdrew~
all i felt is fkn pain
can i be tricked to~
thinking its the only way

cuz i miss u
and it feels so bad
can i kiss u
and im so attached,
i wish you could stop
i wish we could talk
but you dont see a friend in me, so

i miss u
u dont feel the same i swear~
shes not into~
thinking of the better days
when you withdrew~
i felt it in my fkn brain
am i the issue~
or am i going insane 

@prey

nuh uh uh
no.. you cant be the one
take a pill tmrw im twenty one
and you told me "go find urself" but ur part of me...
the way youre wording these sentences makes it hard for me-

cus i miss you
feels like theres nothing i can do
and it drives me insane
cus ur stuck in my brain

@scarlettsss

i miss u
u dont feel the same i swear
shes not into~
thinking of the better days
when you withdrew~
all i felt is fkn pain
can i be tricked to~
thinking its the only way

cuz i miss u
and it feels so bad
can i kiss u
and im so attached,
i wish you could stop
i wish we could talk
but you dont see a friend in me, so ;(

is it my fault // friend^in^me (♡μ_μ) @prey

SEASONS (Prod. 1luor)

prod@wizzard

晚上七点cctv准时播报天气情况
我需要天气预报 来预报你的心情
预报你的温度 和湿度 别说你爱我
我需要复盘 我知道我们吵了很多架
但一直都是一样的事情不是吗
为什么总是会变成同样的结果呢 
没有办法的原因让我们持续争吵着
我想要你自由 我也不想改变你那么多
但我也不想看你那么伤心难受
我想要的不是答案 是安稳的答案
实实在在的东西不会被破坏
没有什么情感依赖
除了金钱带来的安全感
我现在好像有点不太健康
就像我的爸爸妈妈一样
我像龟背竹不停的生长
在一片没有水荒芜的地方
气生根都扎进了土里
努力的撑开每个希望 
从白天一直到晚上
没有什么人真的懂你
但你一直尝试驳倒我这一点
我在不清醒的时候想起你
你一直引导我去甜蜜的陷阱
我会这样告诉我自己
回家的路上我们说着甜言蜜语
互相勾起对方的兴趣
计划下一次见面的约定
我好像瞎了我什么都看不清
在这迷雾一般的世界
每个人都带着自己的前提
听懂你说话我需要学习
我的脑海里想太多东西了
我只想找个地板随便放松下
我躺到躺椅上像流浪汉一样
大城市不养闲人体现在椅子设计上
我要看看今天是谁在Nantoka bar
现在做着以前我天天吃的
一碗米饭而已超级k美食爆炸
桂皮八角就像朵盛开的花

天气预报(wizzard)

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎‎‎‎ just 4 fun｡
‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎‎  ‎‎listen w 🎧's

my </3 beats only 4u @koukai

charm