gbc II

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

(LYRICS)     https://ffm.to/0mjp47y
why u still texting i said i dont care
yea u have a new man why u talk to me
im blowing bands yea who u trynna be
im up next yea flexing on my ex
i got so many things that im trynna process

get outta way i still feel all the pain
everybody fucking  watching im feeling insane
why they all laughing...

i dont wanna know anything anymore
im crashing down im feeling so sore
yea i dont wanna know anything anymore

why u still texting i said i dont care
yea u have a new man why u talk to me
im blowing bands yea who u trynna be
im up next yea flexing on my ex
i got so many things that im trynna process


yea all my songs are sad and im sorry for that
i know u feeling bad cuz u think ur the reason
shawty dont worry yaaa ya yaaa

why u still texting i said i dont care
yea u have a new man why u talk to me
im blowing bands yea who u trynna be
im up next yea flexing on my ex
i got so many things that im trynna process

baby got me worried when she said she wanna die
i got many problems but ur not one of mine
i dont give a fuck what u thinking right now

why u still texting (prod. ten50)

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

[𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: Sleye @forestafire]
I got no hope I'm so alone need you to know
I get so lost inside my cup
I know it's wrong
but I can't help it need a spirit or a soul
yeah imma steal it from you come next to me close
all of this shit in my head I been sipping it killing it still
I'm sliding my wrist with a pen when I write imma stick with the script
and I wanna live
I never feel anything real
call me you know what the deal
I ain't pick up when it rings
want nobody talking to me

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

(LYRICS)
u aint gotta stay with me
u aint gotta be with me


always back with ur lies
dont play stupid
i know how u like
(yea i know u)

lighting the fire tonight
wish u could see my eyes
(my eyes, can u see?)

saw u walking alone where are  u going
dont leave me alone
(alone,alone)
just leave me here to die im not scared to be left
behind
(im not scared at all)
havent talked in a while but u send me texts sometimes
u thought i would die but i will stay here all the time
(all the time, im alive)

always back with ur lies
dont play stupid
i know how u like
(yea i know u)

lighting the fire tonight
wish u could see my eyes

saw u walking alone where are u going
dont leave me alone

caught u leaving this place
theres nothing left for u anyway (anyway)

immortal (prod. killedmyself)

the mall (prod. ten50)

prod by @skahbeatstore @cxldblxxd
   (LYRICS)
and i still want u
and all the nights i been crying
same old shit when u tell me im lying
i be homesick just waiting for uu
can u just be honest can u tell me the truth?
just running through the block
with my phone in my hand

got so many thoughts that u wont understand
got nothing else to do then making this
yea baby i swear im not faking this

im not faking this
im not faking this
i got money in my hand
and u craving this

and i be on some shit
idk where i am but i be doing this
yea i be doing this
i be moving bitch
i be doing this 



and i still want u
and all the nights i been crying
same old shit when u tell me im lying
i be homesick just waiting for uu
can u just be honest can u tell me the truth?
just running through the block
with my phone in my hand

got so many thoughts that u wont understand
got nothing else to do than making this
yea baby i swear im not faking this


yea the time is getting tight
i dont wanna see the light

just dont let me fall behind
i dont wanna lose this time

and lately ive been so stressed
i thought u knew me and im ur best
i got this money but im still depressed

yea they tell me that i wont be shit
but will they tell me that when i get rich
i dont think so bitch

i be grinding i dont even go to school
and all these girls they tell me im their boo

but i dont want em baby i just want you

and i still want u...

i still want u (prod. cxld blxxd x yung skah)

(lyrics)
they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow
i just wanna make it so she see me on the top
just gonna hit this blunt 
and then i swear im gonna stop
gotta lotta options but i want u

yea u think i just wanna fuck you
baby ur my everything do u want a wedding ring
tell me that u dont have time, 
but i always see u out
im not ur kinda of guy but i always make u smile

i be making songs almost every night
erasing all my memories see u in a diffrent light
baby i dont hate u i just rly hate my life
and maybe u would lie if u told im not right


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

girls online they fall in love
dm me they hit me up lotta things i cannot say
fuck me up and get me paid
get the fuck of me gotta make a song
this what i love so im staying strong


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

why do u hate? i wanna get you so far out my way

and u kno that im right but u cant admit cuz i
know u lie

dash (prod. dee b)

memories ft d1v [prod lil biscuit]

(LYRICS)
and i would be a liar if i said im not broke
always got the gas always fed up with the most
only want a girl cuz im always by my own
hitting up my phone she a sadgirl
not only that she a badgirl 
just fell in love with a sadworld...

in a sadworld i be getting money fast
i just got the hundreds blue 
but u  know that it never lasts

used to be a geek now they crushing on me
say they want a feature now they charging a fee
and every other rapper think they stomping on me
but i be blowing up ay in a couple months ay
feet up on the gas u know im moving fast

just give me the back just smoke it in the back
just do it while it lasts, my eyes are getting black

just lie with me let the time sink by
just lie with me let the time sink by


and i would be a liar if i said im not broke
always got the gas always fed up with the most
only want a girl cuz im always by my own
hitting up my phone she a sadgirl
not only that she a badgirl 
just fell in love with a sadworld...

in a sadworld i be getting money fast
i just got the hundreds blue 
but u  know that it never lasts

i dont know...


baby i dont know what im feeling
i be feeling cold its the season
when they say im trash they be sleeping
awake all night go to sleep in the morning
the time is coming i already know it

why all of this hatred against me
why all of this hatred against me yea

and i would be a liar if i said im not broke
always got the gas always fed up with the most
only want a girl cuz im always by my own
hitting up my phone she a sadgirl
not only that she a badgirl 
just fell in love with a sadworld...

in a sadworld i be getting money fast
i just got the hundreds blue 
but u  know that it never lasts

spotfiy

sad world (prod. anteven)

COVER @buffalobang

Prod. 2xU

@d1vv

Lyrics:

[d1v]
calling up my phone she need attention
i need love
rly wanna trust her but i wont
cuz im not dumb

she the devil himself
thats why cant go back
have no trust in myself
thats why im on my back

she got a red dress on
yea she look like the devil
had a few bad thoughts and
now i have several
when she go to the club
a crowd just asemble
idk what to do to
get out of this level

[2xU]
late night you'll be gone by the morning
hearts out, you gave up without a warning

but you're complex, i cant tell what youre thinkin
im an object, you only stick when we're drinkin
dont want me, but my head is just spinning
i can hear the bells ringin while i watch my clock tickin

2xU x d1v💔 - the devil's dress

COVER @buffalobang

Prod. 2xU

@d1vv

Lyrics:

HOOK (2xu)
ive suffered bigger pains than you could ever imagine
always feeling chased in this life that im trapped in
sometimes i give up, its been on my mind
always on the run, from the demons inside

VERSE (d1v)

my momma said quit dreaming
get a job, go to work
quit sleeping
everyday the same wake up 4pm
waiting for my friends to come home again

i dont wanna die in this place
i dont wanna fly to be safe
i dont wanna take the fucking blame
i dont wanna lose my only thing

HOOK (2xu)
ive suffered bigger pains than you could ever imagine
always feeling chased in this life that im trapped in
sometimes i give up, its been on my mind
always on the run, from the demons inside

VERSE (d1v)
lights off in my bedroom
took a thousand nights to forget u
im not the same that i used to be
didnt feel right so i choose to leave
same old house n the same old street
used to the pain, and its used to me
lost the life that i couldve had
lost myself in the feeling of sad

HOOK (2xu)
ive suffered bigger pains than you could ever imagine
always feeling chased in this life that im trapped in
sometimes i give up, its been on my mind
always on the run, from the demons inside

2xU x d1v💔 - run

pretty thing (prod. 4evr)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

follow sleye

i'm fine ft. sleye (prod. sketchmyname)

Missed Calls From A Dead Bitch (prod. Iver$on)

Building up my concentration
Fighting off your bad vibrations
Used to call you my friend
Hope your ego counts for more than I can
I'll laugh it off like it's a joke
That lost its impact when you spoke
I'll cut your throat with my pen
While you're cutting off the ties from every end
Pick my poison, I'll be yours
As you start, you've run your course
Speak in cursive over chords
With metaphors that leave you helpless, shaken up, and stirred
With every line I write
If it's a fight you want
Then it's a war you'll get
You're running out of luck
So roll your dice on the safest bet

Don't let it get to your head
I'd hate to waste more time of yours
When you're stuck lying on the floor
My hand won't be reaching out to yours

And if you ever say you miss me
Know that I never saw your sight
It seems like you're so damn busy
I'll throw down with my fists
And bite my tongue through the day and night
You're drawn out just like the trend you latch on to
Do you have a clue?
I'm the king of our suburbs and the streets that you knew

Don't let it get to your head
I'd hate to waste more time of yours
When you're stuck lying on the floor
My hand won't be reaching out to yours

Don't let it get to your head
(And if you ever say you miss me
Know that I never saw your sight)
I'd hate to waste more time of yours
(It seems like you're so damn busy
I'll throw down with my fists and bite)
When you're stuck lying on the floor
(My tongue through the day and night
You're drawn out just like the trend you latch on to)
My hand won't be reaching out to yours
(Do you have a clue? I'm the king of our suburbs and the streets that you knew)

Economy Flights

Don't Get Mad, Get Even

Follow me <3

ctrl+alt+del w/ voka (prod. undying)

hm.wav x axel ~ 90's vhs player [+ iof]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FbyetL59AQw

mixed by brennan savage

i could die today (prod. yvngshoku)

lil tracy - heart (prod. leesta)

ＴＵＲＮ　ＡＲＯＵＮＤ　＆　ＷＡＬＫ　ＡＬＯＮＥ

//私は十分に話していない//

lyrics
--------
when she goes i kiss her on the nose
tell her i love her so
turn around and walk alone
when she goes i smoke till i implode
coughing till i'm a ghost
i'm swimming to the coast 
where am i going
full of disgrace and self loathing
i cannot sleep without you in my sheets
so i stay up all night just hoping
that you come back but there's nothing
i guess i'm wishing for something
lost in a love with a girl whose a dove
and a crow of a boy that's been bluffing

i am just nothing
i am just nothing

when she goes i pick another rose
rip petals till i don't
that's just the way it goes 
when she cries i write another note
put it inside her coat
start clearin' out my throat

i never talk enough baby
trip over words like i'm crazy

gbc II

@ShultzStephen