How do i be myself... I do i tell my parents i make Hentai for a living :( xxx

gbc II

lyrics -

i apologize if i don’t seem like i’m here
been high for like a year
seeing everything unclear

laugh in my face when i tell u how i feel
you don’t have to think it’s real
please just give me time to heal

decisions all up to my brain 
who i’m gonna be today 
everlasting type of change
but it always ends with pain
life is like a mystery
but i don’t really want to see
i’d rather die, honestly 
i don’t want you to follow me

i can’t eat
i can’t sleep
this life feels sickening
i don’t dream
entities 
live in me
they’re whispering
fucked up things
baby please
tell me that you’re listening 
everything 
i believed
lost life right in front of me

i apologize if i don’t seem like i’m here
been high for like a year
seeing everything unclear
laugh in my face when i tell you how i feel
you don’t have to think it’s real
please just give me time to heal
( give me time to heal )

anhedonia

Featuring HKFiftyOne on the vocals. Enjoy <3

Presented By Blaine Eagle Independent Label

Up Front Prod. pyctur

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

[𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: Sleye @forestafire]
I got no hope I'm so alone need you to know
I get so lost inside my cup
I know it's wrong
but I can't help it need a spirit or a soul
yeah imma steal it from you come next to me close
all of this shit in my head I been sipping it killing it still
I'm sliding my wrist with a pen when I write imma stick with the script
and I wanna live
I never feel anything real
call me you know what the deal
I ain't pick up when it rings
want nobody talking to me

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

If you want to support me further my paypal is: x4everunknown@yahoo.com
Thanks for the support. I love you all sm.

leave me alone

pretty thing (prod. 4evr)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

follow sleye

i'm fine ft. sleye (prod. sketchmyname)

Missed Calls From A Dead Bitch (prod. Iver$on)

hm.wav x axel ~ 90's vhs player [+ iof]

heat run through me (prod. misery)

Prod Xtravulous

 Lyrics


(Intro)

Ooo
Hold up wait
Can we recap on the shit we say
Guess it’s kinda summed on what we said
Now you got me broken in my head
I
Thought everything would be ok
Sipping drink from the night to day
You’re gonna be my fuckin grave

(Chorus)

It’s a dead line 
You got me really 
Dead inside 
Fuck my feelings and I 
Down pints
Ain’t smokin and you got me 
Head high
Head high
Head high
Head high
All these feelings got me
Head high
Fuck your nicotine I’m 
Head high
Might as well just say I’m 
Head high

(Verse)

Whoa
Wait a fuckin minute
You left dark and lonely 
But still goodbye in a minute 
Since you left me all alone I’ve fucked a couple bitches 
All these toys to fill the void and now I’m barely livin
Wait
I’m not fucking finished 
Pulling up inside a hearse so you know I mean business 
All these girls that fuckin with me They all hit and misses
You’re my damsel in distress 
You’re supposed to be my mistress 
You’re the one That killed my heart 
And I’m the only witness 
You can fuckin call me out 
But that shits for attention 
Go ahead and call my phone 
but imma lose connection 
Kinda like you did to me
Always fuckin rejected

(Chorus)

It’s a dead line 
You got me really 
Dead inside 
Fuck my feelings and I 
Down pints
Ain’t smokin and you got me 
Head high
Head high
Head high
Head high
All these feelings got me
Head high
Fuck your nicotine I’m 
Head high
Might as well just say I’m 
Head high

(Verse 2: TuMaggz)

Head high
You’re the reason I stay 
Inside 
Got me feeling 
So down
Like Pennywise 
I got clowned 
Everybody up in this town
Knows I was feeling you 
But that shit don’t matter now
Like snow my heart got plowed 
All these haters know I got it my own now 
Yeah all these people screaming at my show now 
Hide my location got to keep it on the low now 
Now I’m head high
Trying to figure out the reasons why you left me behind

(Chorus)

It’s a dead line 
You got me really 
Dead inside 
Fuck my feelings and I 
Down pints
Ain’t smokin and you got me 
Head high
Head high
Head high
Head high
All these feelings got me
Head high
Fuck your nicotine I’m 
Head high
Might as well just say I’m 
Head high

Head High (feat. TuMaggz)

pyrrhic:
@sadboypyrrhic
www.instagram.com/sadboypyrrhic/

Cover Art: ogdeadboy

Lyrics:
(sinna)
shawty i know im alone
shawty i kmow im alone
demons in my head
baby im so damaged
all up in my head
i just wanna vanish
i just wanna vanish

(sinna x pyrrhic)
vanish into nothing 
but ill be damned if you're not coming with me
so many drinks that im drowning my kidneys
you snort the ice so it matches your heart
laugh in my face as im falling apart

(sinna)
shawty never loved me
sitting by my lonely
i know that im all alone
i dont wanna come home 
i dont wanna come home
late night when im all alone
baby take my head off
i just wanna die
sippin on the Smirnoff
shawty never loved me
sitting by my lonely
i know that im all alone
i dont wanna come home 
i dont wanna come home
late night when im all alone

(pyrrhic)
i dont feel like going home tonight
i dont wanna die alone tonight
baby i just need you by my side
want you at the end of my knife
at the end of my life

twist her arm in the shape of a noose
lil punk bitch with the gucci boots
smokin on loud yeah she blows on reefer
loves it when i choke her hates it when i leave her
shawty acts pure but i know she's laced
playing with her horns as she gives me face
i just wanna die young
join me in the coffin
lips singing redrum
baby there's no stoppin

murder/suicide (feat pyrrhic) [prod born hero]

@prodbybrody @sainttomorrow

featuring screams from @imnegativezer0

you can hit me when the times right
half an ounce in a couple weeks might
keep my mind at bay
and my head underwater in a city of flames

let me go
you know that its better this way
feel my pull
i wont answer, i wont call
by myself and im evolved
keep ur distance
u wouldnt wanna miss this
i cant leave no witness
feel my heart 
beat out of my chest
when ur talkin to me
im so cold
yeah i cant feel a thing
with this ice in my veins
keep ur distance
you wouldnt wanna miss this
i cant leave no witness

all of these faces look the same
who knew itd be hard to forget a name?
dark thoughts come grey like the city sky
hung up like a wallflower every night

will power got me thru
everything i had to do
bet youd break like every bone
if youd walk in my shoes
even if it's just a step
i think u should reassess
or consider other options
its in ur interest
that u run and get as far as u can
unless ur free from attatchment
then ill be ur best friend
with a loaded hand
and a lot to say
for someone lacking attention
im inconsistent at best
well versed in tactfulness
and every line that i write
might put ur heart to rest
i think the time has come
so tuck me into my death bed
you've got ur life to live
and ur own shit to work thru
so leave me 6 feet underneath the ground

all of these faces look the same
who knew itd be hard to forget a name?
dark thoughts come grey like the city sky
hung up like a wallflower every night

you wont need anybody else
no, its not the same
since i broke that door
light my flame
ur air sign's my fuel
seal our fates
and throw away the key

Follow me <3

when the time's right (ft. Negative Zero) [prod. brody x saint tomorrow]

prod. @user-597676997


Lyrics:
Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting

Oooh 
Everythings so
Cold, alone, no one to hold,
Smoke, a, bowl, eyes they closed
A pitiful soul, let go

Eh its hard, to feel okay
The pain, the this, the that, im drained
The stress, depressed, the cuts and scars
The drinks, fucked up, under the stars


Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting


I feel like everyone hate me
Wonderin who i am lately
All these feelins drive me crazy
Time is the only thing changing

I know its not so easy
Old memories receding
Do you wanna see me
Laying here still bleeding

This ways only gonna make me drown
This pain, my blade, let it rain down

Pitiful Soul (Prod. CapsCtrl)

She's My Medicine.
@Blique83

for beats, collabs etc:
weepingwolf@outlook.com

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

weepingwolf

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