lyrics -

i apologize if i don’t seem like i’m here
been high for like a year
seeing everything unclear

laugh in my face when i tell u how i feel
you don’t have to think it’s real
please just give me time to heal

decisions all up to my brain 
who i’m gonna be today 
everlasting type of change
but it always ends with pain
life is like a mystery
but i don’t really want to see
i’d rather die, honestly 
i don’t want you to follow me

i can’t eat
i can’t sleep
this life feels sickening
i don’t dream
entities 
live in me
they’re whispering
fucked up things
baby please
tell me that you’re listening 
everything 
i believed
lost life right in front of me

i apologize if i don’t seem like i’m here
been high for like a year
seeing everything unclear
laugh in my face when i tell you how i feel
you don’t have to think it’s real
please just give me time to heal
( give me time to heal )

anhedonia

Stick To Me (Prod. Sorrowbringer)

love me hate me (prod salvi / yeezo)

Again Ft. Deep October

i've been craving to feel alive
i try to hide my face;
i'm dead inside
i know i'll die on my own;
got no help in sight
she wants my life; she can't get it cus im dead inside

she knows i'm dead inside
yuh yuh i'm dead inside
late nights; i'm getting high
feels like the end of life
she knows i'm dead inside
yuh yuh i'm dead inside
late nights; i'm getting high
i guess i'd say goodbye

dead inside (poppy ozu)

Voidway Or No Way [prod. gg rahkavelli + fony wallace + aye.shark]

Decay

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

[𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: Sleye @forestafire]
I got no hope I'm so alone need you to know
I get so lost inside my cup
I know it's wrong
but I can't help it need a spirit or a soul
yeah imma steal it from you come next to me close
all of this shit in my head I been sipping it killing it still
I'm sliding my wrist with a pen when I write imma stick with the script
and I wanna live
I never feel anything real
call me you know what the deal
I ain't pick up when it rings
want nobody talking to me

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

heat run through me (prod. misery)

Produced by @uglyjabronifony

Pink pills make my face red
i never wanted to feel and im slumped like im playing dead
they told me this shit would kill
i tell her 
girl im done i can't make emends
just to see if she's real and im hoping this is where it ends
i might do  it for the thrill

eyes closed but im wide awake bitch im gone like a holiday
runaway i don't wanna stay 
with the fam like its modern day
pop a seal take the pain away
i don't wanna feel again
wanna turn my broken heart into a bankroll 
but im bummy in the same clothes
pockets getting tangled
got me running round in circles
but when im with you where the pain go 
now i wanna stay close
im at the gates but they stayed closed 
i wanna cry ina range rove
tears in my fago
when i get the bag imma lay low
cause when they see you w the bag they got feen to be on payroll
it get mixy like some karo
now she growing devil horns i thought she hadda halo
but baby girl you were my bae tho
i thought you would stay down 
ride like winnebago

BLEMISH (FACE RED)

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2TIpUQPjH0

Thanks bro for this awsome part in my track! <3
check out tweny: https://soundcloud.com/twenyohthree

Moonshine ft. twenyohthree (beat by Blade901)

She's My Medicine.
@Blique83

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