@thatsawackbeat

lyrics-
message from the wicked
paint a picture of all the travesties
you could suffer from dismissing
every symptom, every thought
every fear, up up in you
worried about our youth
dying young's an fucking epidemic

imagination land
i'm just so fed up with reality
who cares about activities
if i'm allowed to stay asleep
need some fucking energy
dead and drained like constantly
honestly, rejuvenated me
would do this beautifully but 

unload, unload
unload on pedestrians 
were so fucking gentle
but the creatures got a hold of you
screaming for their lives
spirits flee as you go execute
rid the world of all the innocence
that had neglected you

need some one to talk to me
i always feel uncomfortable
but i won't say a fucking word
cause i'll be held responsible
inside my own mind, i'm so brutal i'm
fucking deranged, losing the war
control of my brain, gears are broke
needing replacements
say it again bitch, we are the same
but you're so fucking loathsome
hella broken, lacking patience
mix it with the anger and delusion you've been taming
until the roof pops up on that bullshit you've been saving 

unload, unload
unload on pedestrians 
were so fucking gentle
but the creatures got a hold of you
screaming for their lives
spirits flee as you go execute
rid the world of all the innocence
that had neglected you

let me guess, you convinced 
yourself that no one loves you?
accepted the reality of loneliness
despite you know that you don't wanna
be alone but fuck it all right? 
am i wrong? delusion at it's finest
tortured humans shine the brightest
or they fall, fall, deeper in the muck
heavier the blood, add more damage to the cuts
with no luck, no support
you're gonna end up in the morgue
lacerations to your wrists
pray you're the only one to hit the floor

Spotify!

epidemic (prod. lxw)

Where You At (prod. discent)

Empty And Hollow (prod. Young Murda)

Deus Ex (feat. dylan xo) + Apollo Young

Just Like All The Prophets Say, There's Really No Goin Back

feat. @thatsawackbeat
produced by @syndrome-beats

Big Drip (feat. Lxw) + Syndrome

yeah so thank you I watch you leave all again
you know I hate you, yeah you don’t understand
oh yeah so thank you, you push me down all again
you know I hate you when things get so out of hand

Yeah yeah 

im that kid that didn’t learn shit yeah
emotionally stunted from my ex bitch yeah
always hitting me up on the flip phone yeah
got me back on the drugs I didn’t want to be like this

cus your teeth are putting pressure outside my neck
I feel like my throat is closing up
your eyes are burning deeply straight through my skin
when I see you  im frozen up

I don’t even remember much of our time together
but it still comes back to me in my sleep
cus I still feel like im drowning in my sheets
Every day I feel like im getting more weak

an empty void where you said you’d let go
cus theirs nothing like your love
its the only one I’ve ever known
im not ok, im so fatigued.

you stretch the skin off my bones
im just an empty vessel you call home

yeah cus im so use to it, so sick of it
yeah im just plagued by anxiety and depression
cus im not coping not hoping anymore
I know you’ll come back to take me apart

GECKO

@gloom3 x @pastnight

lyrics-
rope around my neck
it’s not the fact that no one ever hit me back
it’s not the fact that i’ve been getting older
it’s just things don’t change
wish id have a chance to clear my brain

i do nothing right, an experienced fuck up
i can’t sleep at night, really hate myself
and i think i'm getting ready
boulders getting heavy on my chest

turning back the clock, 2012 is where i'm rapping from
a crying child hiding in his room from his abusive mom
i'm struggling, every single day has got me wondering
if i should pull the plug on this misery i'm tangled in
i'm sick of it, wanna die quick, slit wrists, vamos bitch 
don't go to school, don't have friends
just a home life that has made me tense
yeah, it's funny how my only way to cope with being traumatized
is something that is frowned upon i feel like i do nothing right

rope around my neck
it’s not the fact that no one ever hit me back
it’s not the fact that i’ve been getting older
it’s just things don’t change
wish id have a chance to clear my brain

i do nothing right, an experienced fuck up
i can’t sleep at night, really hate myself
and i think i'm getting ready
boulders getting heavy on my chest

2017, never leaving my apartment
i've been held up in the bitch like covid-19 was a problem
back then, i was fiending seeing demons, am i dreaming? 
nah it's the surplus of prescription drugs i've been feeding on
bleeding from head to toe, being alone is all i know
had to sleep with all the lights on cause security was low
i was scared, under pressure, my sanity was the cost
that i paid with the fluid fucking pouring from my arms

bring that shit to present day, i hit these beats like 808s
i'm ray rice in the studio and you bitches so elegant 
getting better with my depression but i'm still losing it
haven't harmed myself in a minute but i could change it quick
i went from banging my skull on steel doors till my head erupts
to fucking staying safe cause my baby girl has got me cuffed
i will worship you with all my might, let me tell you love
you're the reason that i'm here and i don't fucking tell you enough

timelapse ft. gloomE (prod. pastnight)

@caustyk

lyrics-
jason, krueger, michael myers
slash you up, abandoned tires
drop kick to your orbital
you talking back? adorable
wear your face into your 
families living room, i'm on a roll
this a slasher film, want a spoil? this your funeral

pagan god
sacrifice your people just to stay alive
malice in disguise
raise the dead just by walking by
emo kids always call them demons
like they met one
you do not compare because
you're losing daddies trust fund

welcome to the dark side
come on down, the price is right
fuck the bluffing i'ma keep 
on ducking all my family functions
over thinking everything
excuse me, do you got the time?
really need to dip 
i'm uncomfortable, i'm sorry guys

unhinged, but i stay laughing
steep decline, lets see what happens
losing brain cells, losing fragments
of my memories, i'm bat shit
bitch i'm riding through the city
with a semi and a 10 piece of mcnuggets
die in public, in this system we're all puppets

jason, krueger, michael myers
slash you up, abandoned tires
drop kick to your orbital
you talking back? adorable
wear your face into your 
families living room, i'm on a roll
this a slasher film, want a spoil? this your funeral

remain vigilant
i'm blood lusted, sick, and on the prowl
mountain lion, roam montana
phantom, you won't hear the growl
i'ma pounce upon that lonely hiker fuck it
take him down, rip apart his innards
lead a trail into your camping ground

i'm a quick witted labeled 
schizophrenic, i don't know 
who to put my faith into with everything i'm diagnosed
haven't been to any doctors in a minute, hate to go
tend to call me back like they worried, catch me at the tone

on the prowl (prod. caustyk)

big shoutout to mango for sending me this open, I had a lot of fun with it :)

produced by bvnt

melmige x kid mango - warzone [prod. bvnt]

cover art - @pastnight
producer - @thefalseshepherd
background vocals - @itstyfon

lyrics-
i'm not aiming for the top
looking for a place to call my home deserve my spot
even if i never make a penny i'ma write
turn depression into  a message for kids alike

i was down bad hard, suicide i've had enough
decade in the making, i'ma show em what's up
bit my flesh apart, almost blinded myself once
mind was so delusional i'm dangerous, no fun

never said a word but my eyes spoke everything
family in my room crying out, don't know what to think
sister scared to live with me, my dad just wants his son to blink
i agreed to go with them so they could start to fucking breathe

i just wanna leave the scene, thought if i spoke rationally 
i could go home but that didn't mean that actually
i said every chilling thought but did it with a soothing voice
i spoke hella casual, the info made her make her choice

locked inside a room over night they never let me know
but they went and told my fucking family to hit the road
morning time, they transfer me like hannibal, i'm bound and cold
had me in the back of the van pointed at the road

face to face with drivers behind us but they don't fucking know
they couldn't see through the tinted window, where i sat and spoke
tears ran down my face cause i start to dissociate
i'm still like a kid but they're treating me like norman bates

been awhile since i did that shit
nothing really changed but the love i gained, it's intimate
never thought i'd gain anything i'm scared of losing
feelings fucking bittersweet, my thoughts will put me through it

been awhile since i did that shit
nothing really changed but the love i gained, it's intimate
never thought i'd gain anything i'm scared of losing
feelings fucking bittersweet, my thoughts will put me through it

bittersweet
yeah it's bittersweet my thoughts attacking me
i can't deal, i can't deal with this, i fear you're leaving me
i don't got no reason, got no reason, yet i feel this way
feeling fucking petrified, the thought of you just makes my day

bittersweet
yeah it's bittersweet my thoughts attacking me
i can't deal, i can't deal with this, i fear you're leaving me
i don't got no reason, got no reason, yet i feel this way
feeling fucking petrified, the thought of you just makes my day

on the prowl (prod. caustyk)

dylan xo

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