co-prod & mixed by: @cmten
art by: @c3of

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

leave it in the past
ion fw that
i made too much headway i ain't never going back
i want out this shit by the ending of this song
(already used that)

why don't you just leave me alone?
i don't have a care in the world
i'm pushing everything away until i'm all by myself

ion talk
keep it to myself before my shit get rocked
he gon plot?
i got something waiting when the cameras off

stop
this shit is fucking toxic
ion like to box shit
waiting for a call, but it never comes
ion wanna talk only know how to run
you don't know and i don't care
i said i'm already done

you wanna know what i'd die for?
everything to go back how it started off
i got no one to call
so when it falls apart
i just scream at the wall
til i can play the part

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

salem(leave it in the past)(prod. hxstage x cmten)

exposure (ft. HXSTAGE & CMTEN)

prod. @daisynuke
mastered by @cmten

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

i'm off the wire again 
head feels like fire again 
i wanna die but i can't 
it'd make them cry if i went

collapsing on the floor 
i don't even know what to do anymore
this shit wasn't something i was doing before
step back
what the fuck i'm even doing this for?

i don't even wanna fight back
imma get my face kicked in til the world turns back
feels like when it rains it pours
i can't do this anymore

i don't know why i'm trying so hard
spent all day crying so far 

i try to scream and no one hears at all

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

it lives inside my head
it's deaf and it's well fed
i couldn't leave my bed
left my clawing out for something

it was the end of him
can't let this shit take me

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

chemicals

chemicals (prod. daisynuke)

HXSTAGE MERCH: https://fuckthismerch.com

prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

art by @poppygavin on instagram

you’ve been starting to lock yourself away
you live inside the same house but you don’t see them for days
and you try to purge it but it stays

right there Inside of you
you stay inside because you

lost yourself
but did you get what you want?
and every day just feels the same
since the day you heard her name

you can’t stand when they’re around
you never speak you’d just lose ground
an outcast in your home;
it’s there

right there inside of you
you try to hide it but you

lost yourself
but did you get what you want?
and every day just feels the same
since the day you heard her name

HXSTAGE MERCH

did you get what you want? (prod. daisynuke)

prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

it takes away
everything is gray
 
monochrome it stayed 
for many days 
it eats away

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts 
at meaningful escape

all my own mistakes 
the mess i made 
to start the day

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts

floundering(prod. daisynuke)

hml ft. brokie (prod. brokie)

turn off ur location(Instagram: @_hxstage)(prod. hxstage x wubz)

(blckk)

don’t count days
it’ll never go away

more static fucking everything up
that addict pouring blood in his cup
I never felt the way that you did
don’t act like no one told you that shit
I wonder what I’ll say to my kids
how bad they’ll hurt just reading that shit
I play with fire staying alive
but I’ll make it happen counting to five

if I count the people I trust on both of my hands my fists will start bleeding
if I’m one to overreact then everyone else should see what you're feeding

(hxstage) 

I can’t fuckin stand to see my face no more 
Get pissed passed out up on the fuckin floor 
And I keep it all inside until it gets too much
I let dust collect in the space you left In my chest 

I was doing fine 'til you hit my phone 
Then the walls came up and the doors stay shut 
Thought I left it all in the past
And I can’t let it back inside again

feeding.wav(feat. blckk)(prod. fony wallace)

why the fuck do i keep feeling like this?
I'll let you treat me bad i don't give a shit
cause i'm so tired of always being alone 
and ain't nobody ever hit up my phone

stop it
i don't really wanna talk today
bitch you better watch where you walk today
touch one my family you gone today
felt like shit so made a song today
why every hour feel long today?
fucked up yeah the way that i feel
everything is going wrong today

i'm so tired i'm so fucking done with fighting 
spending every waking moment sat here crying
try to fix it but the feeling's amplifying 
i can't get away and don't think it's worth trying 

imma fucking get it started 
talkin' shit then i'm begging your pardon
you on some shit that i don't want no part in 
if you and your friend want a feat then i'm charging
i walk in then right back out the party
we got kicked out for going too retarded
me and my bros like an army
he said "it's typo" we hit him regardless 
we gonna hit him regardless 
i find the door to that shit and i barge in 
all of my feelings stay guarded 
let it all out and pass out on the carpet

why the fuck do i keep feeling like this?
I'll let you treat me bad i don't give a shit
cause i'm so tired of always being alone 
and ain't nobody ever hit up my phone

treat me bad ;c(self preservation)

I’ve found it’s best if I just stay right here all by myself 
Can’t talk to people because they’re where disappointment dwells 
I don’t do anything but shut out all my fucking friends 
I ask myself "was this all worth it in the fucking end?" 

It never goes away 

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 


Lay on the floor where I can daydream my whole life away 
It seems that fading out for hours is my only escape 
I don’t get how I ever made myself to be this way 
And I can’t sleep I think this sickness took my happy place 

It took my happy place 
Burning every bridge away 
Like nothing ever changed 
No ones round to feel my pain 

It never goes away

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 

Tired of looking for ways out 
I want it all out my face now 
I think I’m starting to phase out 
It’s getting worse every day now 
Please get me out of this place 
Can’t keep my head fucking straight
I don’t like being this way 
I don’t like being this way

I wanna break 
I wanna go 
Fuck I dont even feel safe in my home 
Paranoid somethings gon break out the fold 
If it keeps building up I’m gonna blow

exposure (ft. HXSTAGE & CMTEN)

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