2023

ceramic - growing pains
produced by me & some god who made a cool guitar loop (someone sent me it)
featuring jayovsn
this one is about overcoming all the bullshit, shaping yourself into the best version of you that you can be

Growing Pains - EP

CERAMIC

ceramic

REAL KNOW REAL - SHXSTA & JAYOVSN
PRODUCED BY AISMI
#LOW

REAL KNOW REAL

dear u, - growing pains
produced by wetgropes
hook is about u
verse is about the friends i lost

growing pains

dear u,

wish i - growing pains
produced by shxsta & eejayz
you already know what this one is about

I WISH

wish i

Track #4 - PRETTY HELL (Interlude)

Lyrics:

I got one chance left, I'ma make it right
I won't hold my breath, lungs way too tight
Feel the pain in my chest and I lose my sight
Nah nah
Left a gash in my soul, so I sit and write
Shitty thoughts in my head, but I seem alright
I hope one day we could reunite

I need your help
I need your help
I need your help
I need your help
You're a pretty hell
You're a pretty hell
I need your help

DAMNED

PRETTY HELL

PRETTY HELL (Interlude)

Track #5 - CANT RELAX

Lyrics:

I just went and bought a new whip
And I pulled up with a new chick
Spin back, couple months went by but pronounce the words
I'm livin' big
Every minute I'm growin'
Lookin out, shit, it's mothafuckin' snowin'
And it ain't even do that here
Guess this my year
New freezer on my wrist
Diamonds look so clear
Got a brand new card, this shit don't max
Tryna live stress free, but I can't relax
Bouncin' off the walls, get reminded when I look up in the sky
See the clouds, like damn this shit alright
Damn this shit alright
I wanna live my dream
But I gotta climb with all my might
I'm down with my clique till I D.E.I.
Down with my clique till I D.I.E.
I ain't gon' lie that rhyme was cheap
Up off the floor now I'm on my feet
I'm movin' to the top bitch wait and see
Bitch
Woah
You already know
Leave 'em on they toes
And that's fasho

PSA, If you sell fentanyl you should fuckin' kill yourself bitch
Fuck you
Or we'll get to you first
We steppin' on necks
You know
We steppin' on necks
And we cashin' these mothafuckin' checks

CANT RELAX

zaza remix ft. JAYOVSN (Prod. BenjiCold)

Lyrics:

@shxsta
I fell in love with the racks
I'm in the RSX, go fast
Just bought a whip and I fuckin' crashed
Dripped in designer like I robbed Saks
Lil bitch, all we speak is facts
If you can't rock with us, you whack
You talkin' that shit but you really ain't that
You talkin' that shit but you ain't on go
Nah
I can't put trust in no hoe
You lovin' that bitch, I put dick in her throat
She suckin' me clean, that bitch like soap
I give her my kids, from head to toe
I'm smokin' zaza
Lil bitch
I'm smokin' za out the bowl
I'm smokin' zaza, I'm smokin' zaza
I'm smokin' za out the bowl

@jayovsn
(Damn, this shit hard)
Wait till my brodie get back
We gon' shoot yo ass up with a AK12 and leave some stains on yo back
Yea smokin' on zaza
Two bitches all on my slob, like bro
I can’t fuck with none of these hoes
I think it’s time for me to let go
Wait, 45k on a brand new whip is a crazy thing I ain’t at
Yeah, Callin' yo bitch and telling that she love you, but she sittin' on my lap
Yeah, Fuck with my boy and I'ma try to run yo shit, like we playin' P5
Y’all got Dracos 'n them nines
We gon' fuck you up, say goodnight
Woah

@shxsta
I fell in love with the racks
I'm in the RSX, go fast
Just bought a whip and I fuckin' crashed
Dripped in designer like I robbed Saks
Lil bitch, all we speak is facts
If you can't rock with us, you whack
You talkin' that shit but you really ain't that
You talkin' that shit but you ain't on go
Nah
I can't put trust in no hoe
You lovin' that bitch, I put dick in her throat
She suckin' me clean, that bitch like soap
I give her my kids, from head to toe
(Hey, Shxsta!)
I'm smokin' zaza
Lil bitch
I'm smokin' za out the bowl
I'm smokin' zaza, I'm smokin' zaza
I'm smokin' za out the bowl

zaza remix - Single

zaza remix

zaza ft. JAYOVSN (Remix)

Blind Eye (Prod. https://soundcloud.com/y2kprevionnn)

#SAINTSPØSSE #LOW4L

Lyrics:

Ima catch 'em I ain't lie
My new thing divine
Y'all bitches plane jane
Ima turn a blind eye
Use to be offa them xans
Still got a bro on that roxy
That shit got me sick
Pray I don't go back
Shit gon' off me
And that's real shit, I got problems
You got problems
We all got 'em
And that's real
I'm tryna better mine
And better yours
If you hatin, fuck how you feel
Used to be different, I ain't had a chance
Used to be rollin', stick up in my pants
I pull it out and make your homie dance
Now I got my chance
I'm here

Me and my brothers, we don't show no fear
You got the saints poppin' in your ear
Low boys runnin' shit every year
Up in my comments like you tryna steer
Talkin' crazy but he nowhere near
Run up get gunned up, roll up in a pack
Pull up to the crib and we leave him on flats
You'd be scared to go rack for rack
And that's how it is, I used to be broke but I been on my shit
My clique is up with me, ain't never gon' switch
I'm pourin' the drop that I wish I didn't sip
But it's okay, I'll be fine
Don't you worry
You're wasting your time
Just be happy, enjoy your life
I'll be good, just leave me be
Wait come back, please don't leave
Fuck
Shit
Nah fuck that
We gon' be alright
Just take my hand, look me in my eyes

Pull me close and feel my vibes
Take my soul, look what's inside
Yeah (x3)

Ima catch 'em I ain't lie
My new thing divine
Y'all bitches plane jane
Ima turn a blind eye
Use to be offa them xans
Still got a bro on that roxy
That shit got me sick
Pray I don't go back
Shit gon' off me
And that's real shit, I got problems
You got problems
We all got 'em
And that's real
I'm tryna better mine
And better yours
If you hatin, fuck how you feel
Used to be different, I ain't had a chance
Used to be rollin', stick up in my pants
I pull it out and make your homie dance
Now I got my chance
I'm here

Blind Eye

cant see inside / SAVE ME (Prod. Rollie)

Another really short distorted plugg song lol

Lyrics:

I'm boutta relapse
I pop a perc and I relax, like damn
Bet you ain't seen that
I'm pullin' off in a jet, bitch it scram
I need my weed wrapped
I pass the wood to lil shawty, she want the man
But she ain't get that
I can't put trust in no thot, that bitch get canned

I ain't wastin' time
You can taste this 9
I put tints on my new whip
Nah you can't see inside
You smell the pack when you walk in
Come and catch a vibe
I'm smokin' chronic with my clique
Come and catch a high
Tell that girl she needa save me
Hit her phone she hit me back
I think she hate me
I pray to god she don't intend to ever play me
Cuz that would kill me
Shit would really waste me
Damn

cant see inside / SAVE ME

bitch ass sickness cucked the pool party fuckin a
lol i used tags to try and get this in the algorithm

dont pull up, im sick

Eyeroll (Prod. shx x gimmeaspud)

More laryngitis from stay gold, aint it lovely

Lyrics:

I'm so lost
I'm so lost without you
Pain up in this blunt
I smoke it to forget about you
I can't feel my face
Been sippin' straight
Cuz I been hurt without you
I can't even think straight
Get in my head
Thinkin' bout them nerves around you
Oh no, I been lost without you
Oh no, I been lost without you
Thinkin' bout them fuckin nerves around you
I been, hold on

I got louis on my bag, wish it held all my sorrow
Look up in the sky, maybe I won't see tomorrow
Bullet in my brain, hit myself with the hollow
Press it to my temple, now my...
Now my eyes roll back, back in my head
The devil on my shoulder said I'm better off dead
And all the tears I cried, all the blood I bled
Tried to put me on prescriptions, but I don't fuck with meds
But I don't know how much more I can handle
Defacing your heart, baby I'm the vandal
If I don't make it tonight then light the candle
And say me a prayer, cuz I put myself in shambles
Yeah
Nose bleeding
I'm a pain filled junkie
You remind me of the xans
How you make me feel disgusting
You took my heart and bled it out
Isn't that lovely?
You took my soul and drained it all
Isn't that something?

I'm so lost
I'm so lost without you
Pain up in this blunt
I smoke it to forget about you
I can't feel my face
Been sippin' straight
Cuz I been hurt without you
I can't even think straight
Get in my head
Thinkin' bout them nerves around you
Oh no, I been lost without you
Oh no, I been lost without you
Thinkin' bout them fuckin nerves around you
I been, hold on

Eyeroll

Track #1 - U.N.I

Lyrics:

I been investing my time and my money back into my self
I ain't tryna have nobody 'round that's gon' plot to come for my wealth
Codeine in my system, tryna put it down cuz it's bad for my health
Bro got pills in his pocket, they came from the bottle that's up on my shelf

I'm all for the sobriety
I can't help it sometimes
These meds they be killin' my system
From left and right
Burnin' my insides
I put down the pills a long time ago
But the other shit get me right
I wish I was only addicted to money
But anything tangible gets me high
I can't sleep alone
Need somebody there to get me through the night
But don't call my phone
And don't try to stop me, cuz I crave suicide
Take me way back when, when it was you and I
Till the very end, I was your do or die

Vivid memories, they hauntin' me
Tellin' me I'm worthless
The sorrow I've been bottling
This pain, yeah, I deserve it
And you didn't wanna stay
I wasn't worth it
I wasn't perfect for you

Time's ticking
And you don't wish for nothin' but the worst
So I just sit and watch from the back of my hearse
And let it burn, let it burn, let it burn
Let it burn
Watch the flames melt the town
Cuz all you ever wanted was for me to tear myself down
But I watched you burn, watched you burn to the ground
I saw you smolderin', smolderin' down

I been investing my time and my money back into my self
I ain't tryna have nobody 'round that's gon' plot to come for my wealth
Codeine in my system, tryna put it down cuz it's bad for my health
Bro got pills in his pocket, they came from the bottle that's up on my shelf

U.N.I

Track #2 - WONDER

Lyrics:

It just feels like there's, like, constant issues, constant things gone wrong
There's not really much I can fuckin' do about it at this point
Fuck it
Just gotta roll with the punches I guess

You ever wonder what it feel like?
To lose your only source of energy
Here's what it feel like
You ever wonder what it feel like?
To constantly fall short of yourself
Here's what it feel like
I used to wonder what it feel like
To be drained of everything
Now I know what it feel like
I used to wonder what it feel like
To fuck yourself up, baby
I know what it feel like
You ever wonder what it feel like?
Aye, You ever wonder what it feel like?
Aye, I used to wonder what it feel like
Aye, Now I know what it feel like
You ever wonder what it feel like?
To lose your only source of energy
Here's what it feel like
I used to wonder what it feel like
To fuck yourself up, baby
I know what it feel like

I used to wonder what it felt like to run that scene
I used to wonder what it felt like to move this clean
Now I seen all the beautiful things I'm destined to be
I'm livin' like I'm fuckin' rich but still ain't shit free
I'm taxin' all of you fuckin' scandalous freaks
You ain't smokin' on my tree or gettin' a dime outta me
You funny
Triflin', you tryna play me for my money
But it's wringin' out ya pockets cuz your life is cheap
It's not the shit you tryna pull that's gonna knock me off my grind
In the darkness of the night Ima always shine
With my clique
Beautiful things and beautiful scenes
And the saints vest shinin' it's incredible gleam
And the low server blowin' up my phone like ring, ring, ring
Like my fingers, see the diamonds and they dancin', Billy Jean
MJ, hit the 3, last shot
Red and black on my mothafuckin' Jordan 14

You ever wonder what it feel like?
To lose your only source of energy
Here's what it feel like
You ever wonder what it feel like?
To constantly fall short of yourself
Here's what it feel like
I used to wonder what it feel like
To be drained of everything
Now I know what it feel like
I used to wonder what it feel like
To fuck yourself up, baby
I know what it feel like

Now tell me how you think it feels to fall down the rabbit hole
Of this inescapable pit forming in my soul
It may seem alright
But this pain don't end
It's like a constant reminder that I may never make amends
With myself or my peers
Don't wanna let nobody down
Gotta stay up and up so I can keep them all around
It's fuckin' up my mind
Just tryna stay in line
Ain't tryna waste no time
I wish that I could find
A place where I could feel at home but it's hard
I always feel outta place like a human on mars
At the same time I feel so close and so far
Is your love truly real, or is it just a facade?
Why don't you use it against me?
Why don't you use it against me?
I thought you're just like the rest
Turn my life into a mess

You ever wonder what it feel like?
To lose your only source of energy
Here's what it feel like
You ever wonder what it feel like?
To constantly fall short of yourself
Here's what it feel like
I used to wonder what it feel like
To be drained of everything
Now I know what it feel like
I used to wonder what it feel like
To fuck yourself up, baby
I know what it feel like

WONDER

shoutout to ryan and thaacreator for sick cover and brooke for being sams lifeguard lolz

show last night was insane i love you guys #SAINTSPØSSE #RBS

what that mean?

what that mean? ft. batpunx

Track #3 - AMMUNITION (This is from 3 years ago wtf)

Lyrics:

Bitch you fake
Please don't say my name
Buyin' fame
Bitch you fuckin' lame
Get a taste
I cannot be tamed
Make him freeze
Who the one to blame

Ride with a mop
Ridin' with the mob
Aye
Ride with a mop
Ridin' with the mob, okay
Please don't get dropped
Money on me, I'ma fuck up the spot
30 on me, I'ma duck from the cops
Keep it on me, pullin' up on the opps
Aye
And we plot
Yo bitch on me and she givin me top
Fuck a xanny, it's the molly I pop
You ain't in the fuckin picture get cropped

Coke all in her system
She get wild, she don't listen
Aye
Diamonds on me glisten
You can't touch, so stop your bitchin'
Aye
Fuck with us and wonder why your mans come up missin'
Aye
Ask us if we carry, bitch we stay with ammunition
Aye

Bitch you fake
Please don't say my name
Buyin' fame
Bitch you fuckin' lame
Get a taste
I cannot be tamed
Make him freeze
Who the one to blame
Bitch you fake
Please don't say my name
Buyin' fame
Bitch you fuckin' lame
Get a taste
I cannot be tamed
Make him freeze
Who the one to blame

AMMUNITION

Track #6 - ONE LAST THING (Prod. Clams Casino)

Lyrics:

I sat here wishin' you well
I got one last thing to say to you
I been trapped within your rituals
Please let me go, I'm tired of your shit
Please free my soul
You sat there wishin' me death
I got one last thing to say to you
You been trapping me in your rituals
Please let me go, I'm tired of your shit
I hate you

Woah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Woah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

This shit is fuckin' crazy

I sat here wishin' you well
I got one last thing to say to you
I been trapped within your rituals
Please let me go, I'm tired of your shit
Please free my soul
You sat there wishin' me death
I got one last thing to say to you
You been trapping me in your rituals
Please let me go, I'm tired of your shit
I hate you
But I don't

ONE LAST THING

ONE LAST THING (Prod. Clams Casino)

Locked In (Prod. kade)

ICE KING ICE KING ICE KING ICE KING

Fear Fest was a fuckin' movie shoutout USJ for blowin' that bitch out

@milaadnabi_ took the photo

Lyrics:

What happened?
I thought we was locked in
Hit the bank of life
I'ma make my deposit
Let her wear my chain
She poppin' out, yeah, she wanna rock it
Whip got kickback
It's wilin' out, you finna get lost quick
Don't spill your tris all on my carpets
Look up at the top
This ain't no rolls, but it got the stars in
Whippin' that bitch clean
Still got a key, no push to start
Heard your ex did you dirt
I'm keepin' the heat if he wanna start shit

Bookin' a flight out to the FL
I got places to be
I got homies I gotta meet
And you ain't comin' with me, nah
You 'posed to show me your worth
I'm lettin' the drugs get between
When I'm gone you tryna cheat
How could you do this to me?
Nah
I'm back on my own
This shit ain't kill me
I'ma pour that wockhardt
Let the codeine fulfill me
Look up at my top shelf
Yeah, that's where my pills be
Muddy up my cup
And the percs hit my brain, leave it filthy
This new gas pack, it's hittin'
Up in the blunt, this shit bitchin'
Sparkin' it quick, shit get kickin'
Movin' through space, I'm on a mission
Crunchin' my numbers, I'm 'bout my business
Can't get in, but you could witness
Pockets is fat, they need some fitness
Ain't wanna play fair, this what you missin'

What happened?
I thought we was locked in
Hit the bank of life
I'ma make my deposit
Let her wear my chain
She poppin' out, yeah, she wanna rock it
Whip got kickback
It's wilin' out, you finna get lost quick
Don't spill your tris all on my carpets
Look up at the top
This ain't no rolls, but it got the stars in
Whippin' that bitch clean
Still got a key, no push to start
Heard your ex did you dirt
I'll keep the heat if he wanna start shit

Song inspo by summrs & lil shine

Locked In

GREEN BOOTS - Single

GREEN BOOTS

@saintsposse @deafstrobeddd #HTown
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2023

Shxsta ✩