2023

ceramic - growing pains
produced by me & some god who made a cool guitar loop (someone sent me it)
featuring jayovsn
this one is about overcoming all the bullshit, shaping yourself into the best version of you that you can be

Growing Pains - EP

CERAMIC

ceramic

REAL KNOW REAL - SHXSTA & JAYOVSN
PRODUCED BY AISMI
#LOW

REAL KNOW REAL

Prod by yuuko 

you barely lasted a month 
could’ve made it obvious 

but if I grabbed you
Would you stay 

psychedelic 
I’m in you’re head  

the motivation to kill it 
Would’ve left you dead 

You’re paralyzed by signs
 
it’s in your eyes 
Yet I’m the one you despise 

U hate my guts 
I hate your lungs 
I wish you just stfu



I’m not 
gonna save you 
better save yourself 

A walk in the park 
but It’s in  hell
 
Going back and forth 
again

Making me drain it’s making me drain

I told you once 

I’m not gonna tell you again 

No we cannot stay as fucking friends 

You ripped heart out and threw it away 

Now  when I think about you all I feel is hate

Turns out the bad guy 
always learn from the best 

but always end with a death wish

leave the good guys out to rot 
thanks I deserve that

Ill never open up again 
While i am weak 

you think it’s just a trend

but relapse became your Bestfriend 

You’re such a hypocrite 

maybe I’ll give it up for a while 

Have I gone crazy again 

Love for you is toxic 

I’ll never do that again

hate

dear u, - growing pains
produced by wetgropes
hook is about u
verse is about the friends i lost

growing pains

dear u,

I like to thank @noharm9, @mov3k & @luvkurtis for hopping on this song, there verses are great and this is a wonderful track.

lyrics:
 
(Chorus)
it hard to say if you love me or not
I get the feeling that you are so fake
I tripped over myself and landed in
the rubble, tired of your shit why don't
give me a break

(Kurtis)


(Motive)

(Chorus)
it hard to say if you love me or not
I get the feeling that you are so fake
I tripped over myself and landed in
the rubble, tired of your shit why don't
give me a break

(No Harm)

Hard To Say (feat. Kurtis, M0tive & NOHARM) (Wellfed, Synthetic & Aunix)

hope u enjoy

@segadml

prod. siemspark x ayoleybeats

gold digger (w/ $egaDML) [prod. siemspark x ayoleybeats]

wish i - growing pains
produced by shxsta & eejayz
you already know what this one is about

I WISH

wish i

[track 3]

this one was a bit interesting to make. inspired by ramzoid's "off the map" this song was not supposed to be on the EP and started out as a beat i wanted to send to an artist called okayracer. but for some reason i decided to record some vocals and actually liked it a lot. it felt experimental in the beginning but was definitely missing something. that was where i added the beat switch towards the end.

while there was no specific direction into making this song, i wanted it to be dark and a bit crazy. with that being said, a few toxic lines here and there were perfect for the song even though my ex probably won't appreciate it lol. sorry dude :/

prod. erick

falling asleep

left yu (me)

zaza remix ft. JAYOVSN (Prod. BenjiCold)

Lyrics:

@shxsta
I fell in love with the racks
I'm in the RSX, go fast
Just bought a whip and I fuckin' crashed
Dripped in designer like I robbed Saks
Lil bitch, all we speak is facts
If you can't rock with us, you whack
You talkin' that shit but you really ain't that
You talkin' that shit but you ain't on go
Nah
I can't put trust in no hoe
You lovin' that bitch, I put dick in her throat
She suckin' me clean, that bitch like soap
I give her my kids, from head to toe
I'm smokin' zaza
Lil bitch
I'm smokin' za out the bowl
I'm smokin' zaza, I'm smokin' zaza
I'm smokin' za out the bowl

@jayovsn
(Damn, this shit hard)
Wait till my brodie get back
We gon' shoot yo ass up with a AK12 and leave some stains on yo back
Yea smokin' on zaza
Two bitches all on my slob, like bro
I can’t fuck with none of these hoes
I think it’s time for me to let go
Wait, 45k on a brand new whip is a crazy thing I ain’t at
Yeah, Callin' yo bitch and telling that she love you, but she sittin' on my lap
Yeah, Fuck with my boy and I'ma try to run yo shit, like we playin' P5
Y’all got Dracos 'n them nines
We gon' fuck you up, say goodnight
Woah

@shxsta
I fell in love with the racks
I'm in the RSX, go fast
Just bought a whip and I fuckin' crashed
Dripped in designer like I robbed Saks
Lil bitch, all we speak is facts
If you can't rock with us, you whack
You talkin' that shit but you really ain't that
You talkin' that shit but you ain't on go
Nah
I can't put trust in no hoe
You lovin' that bitch, I put dick in her throat
She suckin' me clean, that bitch like soap
I give her my kids, from head to toe
(Hey, Shxsta!)
I'm smokin' zaza
Lil bitch
I'm smokin' za out the bowl
I'm smokin' zaza, I'm smokin' zaza
I'm smokin' za out the bowl

zaza remix - Single

zaza remix

zaza ft. JAYOVSN (Remix)

Up ft bronclair

Lol's and XD's

Lol's And XD's (Prod McX)

grim ft. ph (prod.chrxme)

mix&master: @1drms


lyrics: 

@1drms
make me go fast
u cant cop that
i cant change yea id rather make it home last
put my name up on those billboards yea yk that
yea im not the one whos crying but i should yea

make me go back
make me regret
broke my trust 
now id rather even know less
why are u like that
please explain it
i cant change you 
yea id rather change that
2x

@krion-playzey
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards,
Ja ich smoke jetzt ein Backwoods
und pray für dich

Ja die Zeit läuft niemals backwards,
Ja ich smoke jetzt ein Backwoods
und pray für dich 

Ja die Zeit heilt alle Wunden
Du hast mich gefunden
In 'nem Loch es war verwunschen
Ohne dich ertrunken

Und ich habe dich getroffen
42 deine Nummer
Und du warst wie so ein Engel
Engel aus dem Boden yeah

Und ich smoke diesen Backwoods
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards
Ja ich smoke diesen Backwoods
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards

42 deine Nummer ja

changes +lix (1cxlie)

@saintsposse @deafstrobeddd #HTown
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