produced by me
<3

lyrics:
far away
the end is, is, is, is
(repeated lots)

there’s this girl in my dreams
i woke up and thought she was real
but she’s nowhere to be seen
go back to sleep and repeat

far away

im sorry for not posting in awhile, i've been making some stuff im proud of but havent finished them so ive been strugglin to get somethin out that i love. if u still stickin around ily. i have stuff for u this year :)

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..
i wonder what u thought when u saw me
if u need a friend u can call me
im right here man im sorry im sorry

it was not supposed to be like this
3 o clock and i feel like shit
and im feelin it oh the sky is weighin in
got so much potential, potential that im not weighin in
gotta retry, retry don't watch time go by
everyday that i wait it feel like a lie
everyday feels the same im just fightin time
got so many songs to finish jus gotta fkn try

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..

hardly (prod. neverforever)

"all for you" - cfx & @shy-w4v

lyrics:

cfx:
Will you fall asleep
If you're in my arms
Will you fall asleep
Tonight

I can't stop working all the time
You call me, you think I will try to go
I don't wanna leave
So if you'll put pieces all together and
Make me feel under the weather, okay
You know I'm all for you
You know I'm all for you

shy:
You know I'm all for you
My body was bruised black and blue
With a purple heart
But you came along to mend these scars
Try not to go crazy
While we're far apart
Won't it all be worth it
When you fall in my arms

cfx & shy:
I do not know the truth
Maybe, cause I was all for you

shy:
All for you
All for you
All for you (okay)

I've grown a bit more confident
But don't get it twisted, I'm not gloating (yeah)
Don't matter what's good, what's bad
There's struggling
It runs through the veins

But you, you keep me sane
Shelter from the rain
Anesthetic for the pain

cfx:
Cause I, cause I, cause I, cause
Oh shit, cause I, found someone new like
What can I do, cause it had to do with you like
Talking all of this shit now
You make me feel blue now
I'm not really that bad but
I can be that for you huh

shy & cfx:
Oh, I'm all for you
All for youuu (oh)

I can't stop working all the time
You call me, you think I will try to go
I don't wanna leavee
So if you'll put pieces all together and
Make me feel under the weather, okay
You know I'm all for you
You know I'm all for you

I'm all for you (huh)

Produced by @shy-w4v

all for you w/ shy

i still see blue

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229
prod: saint mike
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better 
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go 

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it 
it's hard to forget it 
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same 

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest 
i was your porcelain puppet 
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts 
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed 
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same 
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain 

i cant sleep at night 
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life 
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)

