Stone Cold Sober Blues

Dazed and confused
Not just felt so empty
Sat on the edge of the bed
Feel like you’re been something and stupid
I’m dazed and confused
Not just felt so empty
Sat on the edge of the bed
Feel like you’re been something and stupid
No more hiding behind
A little frustration
Of my life

Just one little tiny explosion
Let out of my fragile mind
Feeling out of control
Grabbing hold of my senses my senses my senses
And won’t let go
Just one little tiny explosion
Let out of my fragile mind
Feeling out of control
Grabbing hold of my senses
And it won’t let go
Losing it to the dark
And it’s poisoned existence
Of my life

I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
every single day
Without any tears
I push away the ones that love me
And know my fears
Oooh I try and I try and I try and I try and I cry
every single day
Without any tears
I push away the ones that love me
And know my fears

But Oh I’m so selfish
Don’t wanna take their love
Or let it take hold of my life

I’ve been trying to solve 
All of my problems in isolation
But it’s grinding me down slowly
Without a single cloud nowhere
I’ve been trying to solve 
All of my problems in isolation
But it’s grinding me slowly
Without a single cloud somewhere
No I won’t let those around me
Get brought down with me
You’d better stay away
From this messed up life

Just when I think I’m happy
And all is going right 
And no one is judging me anymore
The confidence ripped away from under my feet
And I’m on the floor again
Oooh Just when I think that I’m happy
And all is going right 
And no one is judging me anymore
The confidence ripped away from under my feet
And I’m on the floor again
Getting sick & tired of fighting this shit
That’ll only be happy when I’m 
Finished with this life

So dazed and confused
And I just feel so empty
Sat on the edge of the bed
Feel like doing something stupid
Ooh I’m dazed and confused
And I just feel so empty
Sat on the edge of the bed
Feel like doing something  stupid
No more hiding behind
The silent tears of frustration
Of my life.

StoneColdSoberBlues

Si Villan (c)

We All Bleed Red

He's been though some situations
He'd rather do without
The tear rolling down his face onto the ground
now so old, feeling cold
What was it all about

He just can't comprehend the spite he still takes every day
He has respect for all those who can smile through the pain 
But why in this day & age does it still go on today
Education is the only way
Was it just the colour of  skin that held him back
Why is this still  going on, I can't get into my head
It don't matter if your skin is white or black
We all bleed red
We all bleed red
We all bleed red
We all bleed red
Wonders why his dreams never lived
When he was in his prime
Grew up in a neighbourhood 
Where you felt you were doing time
now so old, feeling cold
What was it all about

He just can't comprehend the spite he still takes every day
He has respect for all those who can smile through the pain 
But why in this day & age does it still go on today
Education is the only way

Was it just the colour of  skin that held him back
Why is this still  going on, I can't get into my head
It don't matter if your skin is white or black
We all bleed red
We all bleed red
We all bleed red
We all bleed red
 

84 and at the end of his life
In a world that showed no pity
His mama worked her fingers to the bone 
to feed her boy
A slave to the rich folk of the city

Was it just the colour of his skin that held him back
Why is this going on, I can't get into my head
It don't matter if your skin is white or black
We all bleed red

Now just as he's taking his last few breathes
He prays one last time in his head
That the young don't go through the same shit he did
And lives all their dreams instead
Coz it don't matter what the white man said
Live your dream instead
Because we all bleed Red

Was it just the colour of his skin that held him back (We all bleed red)
Why is this going on, I can't get into my head (We all bleed red)
It don't matter if your skin is white or black (We all bleed red)
We all bleed red (We all bleed red)

Was it just the colour of his skin that held him back (We all bleed red)
Why is this going on, I can't get into my head (We all bleed red)
It don't matter if your skin is white or black (We all bleed red)
We all bleed red (We all bleed red)

We All Bleed Red

I need to redo this BUT I'm retired, disabled and skint so don't have the equipment to do it yet.

LOOKING TO DO HER WRONG - Lyrics by Si Villan, composed by Danny Page.

The sound of heel on cobbled streets 
Stalked the nights with sneer
As sewage flowed in summer heat
He walked without a fear
His head was shot and wrought with grief
As pain destroyed his mind
And cancers crept and clawed his soul
And women said goodbye

 He hid in alleys on a darkened moon
On streets with brick red walls
Where staggered coves lingered long 
To rest in doors amongst the gloom
No bells but silent East End homes
The night would fester long
his heels clicked on the cobbled stone
Looking to do her wrong 

On this night he saw her there
And enticed this little whore
His sword was stiff between her thighs
The shillings on the floor
On the darkened hidden streets
The dagger in her heart
Jack lay down his leather bag
The tools they played their part

He hid in alleys on a darkened moon
On streets with brick red walls
Where staggered coves lingered long 
To rest in doors amongst the gloom
No bells but silent East End homes
The night would fester long
his heels clicked on the cobbled stone
Looking to do her wrong 
He hid in alleys on a darkened moon
On streets with brick red walls
Where staggered coves lingered long 
To rest in doors amongst the gloom
No bells but silent East End homes
The night would fester long
his heels clicked on the cobbled stone
Looking to do her wrong 
  

Jack reined down on power thrusts
Her teeth bit down with the pain
And eyes that stared above
Started rolling in the rain
As he pulsed between her legs
She drank the night air blue
And from the shadows Jack would stroll
Another victim screwed
The dark air filled with shallow screams
A whore’s blood has filled the night
Jack  turned and fled beyond the street
Into the East End night
He carved her path to a darkened grave
Slashing to the bone
Then leave her lying in the ditch
And walked again alone

 
He hid in alleys on a darkened moon
On streets with brick red walls
Where staggered coves lingered long 
To rest in doors amongst the gloom
No bells but silent East End homes
The night would fester long
his heels clicked on the cobbled stone
Looking to do her wrong

Looking To Do Her Wrong (featuring the music composed by Danny Page)

Cheers for the collaboration Graham :-D

This is the song that got me kicked out of the band Slander as I was having a good at the fake who was supposed to sign us up and the whole time we were in the States, he was brown nosing another band and guess what, we never got signed!

Backstabber (Feat. Gee Harlequin)

I recorded this so long again. One of my hidden long, not lost, covers. One of my favourites to do when at open mic nights.

Si Villan - Gypsy

I'd been in bands down the years, been in fights with the bands, people who were supposed to be signing us, people who 'alledgedly' were our managers getting us no gigs whatsoever. 

The best band I was even in was Collixion (now with an S not an X). Just a local covers band, no deadlines, no fights, just 5 lads getting together in the studio, playing gigs and it was fun just to do the covers but my spine had gotten to such a state that I couldn't help with the equipment, started to struggle to get through the gigs, my mental state has always been on the edge and I got to a stage where I just did NOT want to do the last couple of gigs. I got tearful at the last one beforehand and then told the lads I had to step down but as I didn't want to hold them back or leave them in the lurch so to speak, I stayed until they found somebody and they've gone on since so best of luck to them.

Because of the spine, it's been a body blow and after 2 years of not doing a thing, I have finally recorded a couple of covers that I've recently deleted off here as they ain't perfect. 

Maybe I'll write again, I don't know

Si Avfc

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