I'd been in bands down the years, been in fights with the bands, people who were supposed to be signing us, people who 'alledgedly' were our managers getting us no gigs whatsoever. 

The best band I was even in was Collixion (now with an S not an X). Just a local covers band, no deadlines, no fights, just 5 lads getting together in the studio, playing gigs and it was fun just to do the covers but my spine had gotten to such a state that I couldn't help with the equipment, started to struggle to get through the gigs, my mental state has always been on the edge and I got to a stage where I just did NOT want to do the last couple of gigs. I got tearful at the last one beforehand and then told the lads I had to step down but as I didn't want to hold them back or leave them in the lurch so to speak, I stayed until they found somebody and they've gone on since so best of luck to them.

Because of the spine, it's been a body blow and after 2 years of not doing a thing, I have finally recorded a couple of covers that I've recently deleted off here as they ain't perfect. 

Maybe I'll write again, I don't know

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