I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it

Music Video
https://youtu.be/eb7Oc87vnFM

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
https://soundcloud.com/prod-by-neetro

Lyrics

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Everyday
Feel the same
Existential dread got me in waves

Break the lane
I can't relate
To all you motherfucking fakes

I feel like I'm alone today
So I just sit down and create
Distracting me from all the pain
Bitch this my fucking therapy

I cut my face it doesn't matter
Fresh meat served on a platter
Kill me while there's some laughter
Don't make me start again
Don't make me start again
This bitch is not my friend
And time and time again i forget who i am

I don't have a real name
And neither do you
All creation
Will end soon too
Will end soon too
Like me and you
I'm such a fucking fool
For falling for you

All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands
All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Fuck fame bitch
I value friendship
Ain't get here
Alone its a lesson
Don't take no people for granted
Bitch I can sense it, hatred you fake shit

I'm with the team we gun make it
All love so fuck all your lame shit
I'm faded with all my friends bitch
Creating some daydreams
I'm manifesting

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

Creation

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Creation w/ ⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ (neet.ro) [Music Video ↓]

Strophe 1:
Die Bilder ziehen 
durch meinen Geist.
Momente die,
ich jetzt zu schätzen weiß.

Doch damals war
das ohne Wert.
Ich will zurück,
doch kann nicht mehr.

Ein Tag vergeht,
ich merk es kaum.
Wird so schnell alt,
beansprucht Raum.

Den wahren Glanz
bemerk' ich jetzt.
So wie es war,
wird es nicht mehr.

Instrumental Cut

Strophe 2:
Ich wünschte mir,
ich wäre dort.
Könnt' nochmal spüren,
was ich verloren.

Die Gegenwart
kann mich nicht füllen.
In Anbetracht
so schöner Hüllen.

Doch Zeit kennt nicht
die Stagnation.
Und so wird das
zur Illusion.

Instrumental Cut

Refrain:
Ja, ich bin befangen.
In vergangenen Tagen.
Meine Seele weint so sehr.
Denn das erlebe ich nicht mehr.

Instrumental Cut und Outro

Befangen

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Midnight

midnight [prod. by Blackened Valley]

R.I.P

PROD. DVRKLXGHT
https://soundcloud.com/dvrklxght

LEGENDS NEVER DIE//SAVE ME (PROD. DVRKLXGHT)

Original Track: https://soundcloud.com/tmttmf/tmttmf-h3r0-prod-yngthadrn

First rapper: https://soundcloud.com/kruddtheguru

Singer: https://soundcloud.com/tmttmf

Second rapper: https://soundcloud.com/telxrxn

IKnowI'mNotAHero - Ft. KruddTheGuru | TMTTMF | TELARAN

been busy, sorry for the wait

FT
https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777
PROD
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo

FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN FT TWENTYTHREE // (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO)

prod. hxrxkiller

if my heart could talk it would say
i dont think i can love another day
im sorry for the pain i have caused
but i dont have much to give anymore

im so used to being used
losing hope in what i knew
i never want to love again
im tired of being an empty man

being brought up just to be let down
use me as ur life saver, leave me to drown
im glad ur doin better, ion feel so good now
ion feel so good now
ion feel so
i cant tell whats real anymore
i got too many feelings that i choose to ignore
i cant trust love that shit killed me before
but i guess i can trust this empty whore

if my heart could talk it would say
i dont think i can love another day
im sorry for the pain i have caused
but i dont have much to give anymore

im so used to being used
losing hope in what i knew
i never want to love again
im tired of being an empty man

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if my heart could talk

Mixed & Mastered by SICKHEART

You had a dream
I laid my bones right next to yours
But I had a dream too
And you're the only thing that I can see
The miss that I can't pretend 
And the aching when I'm not around 
But I had a dream 
And you're the only thing I wanna see
Hold me when I'm at my low
Love me when my eyes are cold
Cradle me when my chest is burning 
And the moonlight glows 

You had a dream
I laid my bones right next to yours
But I had a dream too
And you're the only thing that I can see
The miss that I can't pretend 
And the aching when I'm not around 
But I had a dream 
And you're the only thing I wanna see
Hold me when I'm at my low
Love me when my eyes are cold
Cradle me when my chest is burning 
And the moonlight glows

Moonlight (prod. Biv)

prod. hxrxkiller

 days they blur
your flame still burns
your name sounds worse
but im unconcerned

i wanna b happy, your off my mind
i wanna say im great, but i just feel fine
up late again searchin for the sun at night
drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky

i wish i could feel something
i wish i could feel you
i wish i could feel some pain
i wish i was black and blue
is this hell? am i finally well?
never thought i wanna b burned so bad
is this hell? am i finally well?
why am i ok?
(X2)

why am i ok

HOPE - Fallen Tears (Official Music Video 2020) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzmFFxygjDk

https://www.instagram.com/h0pe_d0pe/?hl=uk

Fall in love with you (prod. Caps Ctrl x Thrifty)

had to pitch this unfortunately for copyright reasons but i really like the original but i think its lacking some drums so i added them, enjoy! :)
credit to hippie sabotage for original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TZ-najMf3o

Moonlight (prod. Biv)

SICKHEART

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