fake my own death so I can live in your walls

spread my blood across the walls and now its red like your heart

I wish you could like me and jump into my loving arms

I don't wanna get no rest I just wanna feel your heart

im so so hella hella bored n i hope u like this song

this is what i heard from listening so this shit might not be accurate at all

saint peter and hail mary ive been waiting and preparing
i bought a barrel and some ammo soon my mind will be dismantled
imaginary fairies the reality is scary
as i rot alone and write another verse
i don't know why im talking i dont know how im walking
i fell like forty metres but im ???? (bro what)
just meet me at the middle my confidence is little
im running outta lyrics and my brain is growing brittle
just meet me at the middle likе malcolm in the middle
my confidencе is little so im alone singing riddles
oh no, oh no, fuck no

Carve all ur skin off Lol ){unloaded{

you know i feel alright
lets go and touch the sky
i want you unalive
your gonna feel my knife

duct tape up on his eyes
wont free the other guys
i wanna make you mine for real
i wanna get us high

i wanna do us right
can you just be real nice to me
i cannot feel alright
can you just be alright for me

i cannot feel alright
more suicidal thoughts for me
i cannot read your mind
i wanna go and die

you don't know who's alright
check up on them alright?
i do not have no time fr
break in to feel the light
 
lets go touch the sky
lets die and see the light
i wanna fucking die
are me and you alright

i wish i can make a new character slot irl so it wont matter

lyrics:
bae u dont smile when we talk
bae im swinging while i walk
all these pills right to my brain
backwoods and a bit of scotch
bae thats all i really want
just call my phone up
bae just call my phone up tonight
im alone all the time
i atoned for my lies
so forgive what i said
or put that steel to my head 
and let my brain matter spread

@celai ₘₐₜₜₑᵣ {cᵣₑₑₚₛₜₐᵣ}

before i knew what hit me
i think im trpping, but when im 50 this shit wont slip my mind
im so sick and tired o-

u look good but i dont want u 
and i know that i should want someone new
you see life from a birds eye view
and it seems alright, but before i knew what hit me
i think im trpping, but when im 50 this shit wont slip my mind
im so sick and tired of wasting time on u
u look so good u look so good
u look so good, but i dont want u 
u look so good but i dont want u
u look so good, but i dont want u
u look so good but i dont want u
u look so good, but i dont want u
u look so good, but i dont want u
u look so good but i dont want u

u look so good :D *ALL PLATS*

Prod me Vox me Everything by me U know the deal

is it so much to ask
can you please get off my ass
is it so much to beg
i been killed in a million ways

dont call me if ur drunk
i know u need that stuff to love
dont call me if ur drugged
i crashed down out of luck

is it so much to ask
girl please get up off my ass
is it so much to beg
for my life as i run away?

is it so much to ask
girl please get up off my ass
is it so much to beg
for my life as i run away?

is it too much? oops lolololololo sorry for asking

every time I carry the gun,
you make a scene, and you lean back are you scared that I'm far too gone.
so why don't you try and tell everyone,
that you're a freak and you need to make a bloody scene. (were far too gone)
but then you failed to cover your trails.
and now we've seen all the horrible things that you do.

I wanted you, were you gonna shoot me too
so why don't you tell the truth, what did I do to you
and I wanted to move, maybe start a family too
but that's all gone because of you.
-I hate you I hate you (I hate you)- x2
oh my god.

i wish i can make a new character slot irl so it wont matter

sickinsomnia