Nicole Dollanganger - Sweet Girl

FIFTEEN by Sidney Hilston
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Fifteen

Flowers Of Flesh And Blood

All music & lyrics by Maddy Ellwanger
Copyright 2015 All rights reserved
Produced, engineered, recorded and mixed by Maddy Ellwanger

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Maddy Ellwanger - Hunny (Official Audio)

Wasted Smile

All Music, Lyrics, Vocals and Art by Maddy Ellwanger.
Produced, Engineered, Recorded and Mixed by Maddy Ellwanger
Copyright 2015. All Rights Reserved.

Maddy Ellwanger - Angel Baby

Written, recorded, and produced by Sidney Hilston.

I’m sleeping
breathing
it’s keeping
me tied to my bed
lullabies are over now
lay your little head down
tongue-tied in your nightgown
close but not quite dead

I started to take xanax
instead of having sex
and I have no regrets
I have no regrets
I have no regrets
so I do it all again
x2

a narcoleptic nightmare
I can’t wake up for days
I’m comatose and lonely
lost in orange haze
this world can’t dream but I can
probably more than I should
but I’m drowsy and tired
and going back to bed for good

I started to take xanax
instead of having sex
and I have no regrets
I have no regrets
I have no regrets
so I do it all again
x2

I see better when my eyes are closed
I feel better when I’m with the ghosts
and the sunlight in my window makes me gag
I need another fuckin nap

polished in sadness and glossed in madness
like a fuckin fanatic I’m still going at it
it’s the tragic and static division of an addict
something in my head kinda feels like magic

sometimes I paralyze myself
and I stay in bed without a pulse like stone
the days are shorter it’s a waste
reality is turning into a shit show
if I go out it’s after dark
so I get fucked up and stay awake til five
I don’t regret it I have fun
then I laugh at videos I took of myself high

I’m half asleep
in a world that doesn’t know to dream
a somniloquist
in a world where only you could speak

sinking in ZZZ

nobody knows why the hell we’re all here
some say there’s afterlife and others say we disappear
so I’ll live the rest of my life with a bible near
until you can tell me there’s nothing to fear
I’m not leaving yet but it’s like they don’t care
they’ve been waiting for it and they’re all prepared
not an ounce in their bodies is even scared
but I know more than they can bare

sometimes I paralyze myself
and I stay in bed without a pulse like stone
the days are shorter it’s a waste
reality is turning into a shit show
if I go out it’s after dark
so I get fucked up and stay awake til five
I don’t regret it I have fun
then I laugh at videos I took of myself high

time bugs me I’m a spider
my legs are getting tired
there’s nothing to existence
I keep myself at a distance

Written, recorded, and produced by Sidney Hilston.

I don't believe I'm capable
of every being loved
I feel like I'm going to die
tragically young

and all alone
without anyone by my side
I say I'm independent
but I'm barely getting by

wouldn't you agree
I said it back in town
there's rain to wet my feet
but not enough to let me drown

it's torture in my head
I'm ill and fucking sick
you know that I'm hurting
but you choose to be a prick

I think I'm different and you just think I'm scary
meet me in your nightmares on a swingset in a cemetery

some people say I'm angry
but I would disagree
you'd be pissed off too
if only you could see

I only want what's best
and what's best for us all
is to peak into the looking glass
or a rabbit hole and fall

one time someone told me
turn sadness into art
and it can be beautiful
if you know where to start

but all these contradictions
have swallowed me whole
in the belly of the beast
where I have found my soul

I think I'm different and you just think I'm crazy
meet me in your nightmares on a swings in a cemetery

Swingset In A Cemetery

Yungelita - sober

Ricochet

All music & lyrics by Maddy Ellwanger
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
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Maddy Ellwanger - "NEUROSIS"

pls stream me on itunes, spotify, etc. i don’t get paid for streams here!!!

ZZZ

Sidney Hilston

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