produced by siem spark

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0bawM83DKPc6x34fbSouE7?si=c9817a13a32349a5

too many issues i cant solve emmm
thanks 4 everything, really proud of this song i hope yall like it lol

lyrics:
you say its for the best,
but i feel way too stressed.
i swear that im losing sight
of what i do best
i wanna be right
yeah well im obssessed
its bad that i lie...
but theres stuff i cant confess

ive been down and so hopeless
im losing my focus
i hope i can show this
my life is so bogus
my career is tanking
everythings taking
a dangerous route

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

take another step forward, i wish that i could step more
i try to turn around to face the problems but i get bored
they tell me im a monster in disguise without a big roar
seeing all my friends going up wish i could get more

and everyone around wants me to change myself
ive been stuck up in the clouds where i cannot find help
ive been dragged inside the mud and ive been down in hell
and really i have not been feeling all too well

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus at the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please

issues prod siemspark & ayoley

i'll stay on my own!
prelude to your heaven; 
project coming very soon! stay tuned :)

lyrics
Late night driving see your face in my rear view
We both changed a bit we grew
Past few years I haven't left my room
We could be friendly in the present right now, who knew?

You're taking back the stuff you said about me all those years ago
I've been waiting, it's been so damn though these things left me alone
Appreciate the offer and the hand but you can let me go
This is not the end of anything we still got room to grow

I'll stay on my own for a bit now
Bailing on everyone I gotta get out
Feeling trapped inside these walls inside of this house
Walking down a lonely road it's such a big route

Now I've been searching long I cannot find you
Maybe I should go and try to get out my room
I keep up with every single thing that I do
Cannot describe the way the fucking light glew

I've seen things you'd never want to see 
So come on, please believe me
When I say we'll flee

And it's a lot of damn people tryna tell me what's wrong or right
Never wanna see you again so get out my sight
Asking me what you did wrong okay yeah I'll bite
I already knew beforehand that that would start a fight


I would rather walk a million miles  and never see your face
You said its the life you wanna live well now i guess its fate
If thats your dream stop stomping over mine and tend to your estate
I'll be there eventaully I promise you dont have to wait

I'll stay on my own for a bit now
Bailing on everyone I gotta get out
Feeling trapped inside these walls inside of this house
Walking down a lonely road it's such a big route

Now I've been searching long I cannot find you
Maybe I should go and try to get out my room
I keep up with every single thing that I do
Cannot describe the way the fucking light glew

leave (siemspark & ayoley)

Cut Throat (prod DxnnyFxntom x siemspark)

scumbag

li.sten.to/strawberryperfume
ig: @ripavah

Strawberry perfume, your scent, it makes me happy again
I know that you're wrong you don't need to pretend
Look past all my flaws never reaching the end
Perfect you're my all we ain't playing pretend

Run, till we knock 'em all over
Life's been good I've been looking for my clover
I can't live tomorrow if I'd stopped I'd be a loner
Thinking bout the past I ain't quitting till it's over

I've been tryna fix my shit, I'm just tryna make sense
Avoiding all the bad damn trips, I'm not tryna quit this
I'd be lying if I said I'm glad you're gone
Life feels so long when we can't play our songs

But time goes faster by my side
Tryna match all the feelings I love those highs
But I guess it pays off when we take our time
Writing bangers in the crib I'd love that life

I've been living life all alone
Waiting for you to call my phone, yeah
I'm just tryna live or I'll die
Couldn't find my phone cause I got too high

Strawberry perfume, your scent, it makes me happy again
I know that you're wrong you don't need to pretend
Look past all my flaws never reaching the end
Perfect you're my all we ain't playing pretend

Run, till we knock 'em all over
Life's been good I've been looking for my clover
I can't live tomorrow if I'd stopped I'd be a loner
Thinking bout the past I ain't quitting till it's over

I've been tryna fix my shit, I'm just tryna make sense
Avoiding all the bad damn trips, I'm not tryna quit this
I'd be lying if I said I'm glad you're gone
Life feels so long when we can't play our songs

strawberry perfume

other platforms

strawberry perfume (siem spark + heyrick)

Fuck Em All prod. siem spark x alexbrazy x aton

@nickryt - pure heroin (prod. siemspark x daks9k)

i don't need it
you threw me in the deep end
now my heart is slowly bleeding
how could you be so conceited?
if you ever loved me baby i know you didn't mean it

pure heroin
i fall in a dark abyss
i'm locked out of heaven
what have i become?
pure heroin
i thought you were everything
i'm wrong
now you're nothing more to me at all

my life is filled with regrets
and i hope that you're not the next
i swear that every time i do this i get all in my head
something about you yea
something bout you not like the rest
the devil has a pretty face and 
shit i'm fallin for it
i been fienin
we overdosed on ecstacy
i can't believe you would leave me
the words you said don't mean a thing to me i swear

i don't need it
you threw me in the deep end
now my heart is slowly bleeding
how could you be so conceited?
if you ever loved me baby i know you didn't mean it

pure heroin
i fall in a dark abyss
i'm locked out of heaven
what have i become?
pure heroin
i thought you were everything
i'm wrong
now you're nothing more to me at all

pure heroin

break the roof off [prod.@siemspark x @xmichaelwarren]

thanks for listening <3

art by @planet.rain on instagram

spotify

nothing2say (prod. siem spark + yeezo)

monarch

hopeless

1999 [prod. siem spark x max flynn]

GO STREAM ON SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/3YxqZR4UbQTajsyrlDOOcs?si=46607be5bb4c48e5

im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

just like u

just like u (prod. siem spark & dxnnyfxntom)

STREAM on spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/5YbGz9OIEI9EpGNtd1WoIi?si=doiYImwLTq6rwJSx9l6suA

article https://lyricallemonade.com/p/looking-hovis


lyrics
when we all fall down
we see people we aint seen before
take a look at my town
it never had what i was looking for

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories throughdreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

sun moon and stars
who knew it's all so far
i wait a million years
i'm still fighting a war

i call your name for help
they tell me where you went
it doesnt ring a bell
i'll find you in a bit

i havent seen a smile
from anybody's face
who knew the earth would fall
and it would rot away

i want to call your phone
want you to call my name
i stare right at your face
but you're so far away

and its uncommon
the way i dodge the comments
please dont speak to me
unless u think im running out of options
oh my

what i wanted
i needed and i got it
there's no place for you
and i no more so we should
both just stop it but why

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories as dreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

unreleased
i never had the guts
its safe to say that i feel dumb
cant tell my friends or anyone
ive been disbanding all my trust
and they tell me tell your-

looking prod siem spark and dxnnyfxntom

prod. @siemspark x @jkeibeats

lyrics
--------
go
she said baby take your time
have fun out on the road
life is but a dream but it depends on where you go
i’ve been meeting people that i hardly fucking know
hardly fucking know
so now i’m singing woah
this is all i ever dreamed about and god it shows
swimming through this liquor tryna rid of all my woes
something in my head is telling me to take it slow
please just take it slow

please just take it slow
i’ve been tryna pace it
by erasing who i know
lifting up my spirit
in a pirouette with ghosts
dancing with the devil
every time i fucking smoke
but they would never know
panic sits before me
in a newly painted coat
i just drank too much so baby
please don’t rock the boat
fully automatic i go manic in these notes
this is what i wrote
this is what i wrote

she can tell from my eyes that i’m jetlagged
i’m not talking enough i regret that
my coding is fucked but i cracked that
i put my whole life in this backpack
and i’m hoping that i never backtrack

i hope this is forever
my life put together
a mere apparition
of me doing better
i’m sick of this weather
debating on whether
i’m writing this letter
for me or for everyone

jetlag (prod. siem spark x jkei)

Produced By @siemspark
with @the-holiday33

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Affection

affection ft. thehxliday (prod. siem spark & dxnnyfxntom)

Lyrics - you told me we would never be more than just friends, but i don’t really care i’m gonna put it to an end, you never really cared about me it was just pretend, i told you keep it ten or you'll end up dead

oh

i didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable. i did everything that you told me to, whats wrong with you, pieces put together like a puzzle

i don’t wanna do this anymore, picking up the pieces of my heart again, i swear i’ve never felt this way before, but it feels like it’s never gonna end, 

it’s never gonna end i wanna hold your hand but then i remember the things that you said, your words always stab me hurt and offend, i could have avoided you way back then, 

oh how i regret, i feel so upset, the way that you hurt me ill never forget.   thought you were heaven sent, but your baphomet, devoured my soul then your on to the next

you told me we would never be more than just friends, but i don’t really care i’m gonna put it to an end, you never really cared about me it was just pretend, i told you keep it ten or you'll end up dead

oh

i didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable. i did everything that you told me to, whats wrong with you, pieces put together like a puzzle

exit life

exit life (siem spark, 5head)

KID E$S, POWFU - Troubles Of Today

I really hope you do not get involved
Cuz' I'm a long way from feelin' normal
I really hope you do not get involved
Every time I'm with you swear to God it feels so awful
He said , she said , you're in trouble 
In my head, I'm dead, wash away like fossils
Feeling dead, in my head, I'm in trouble
Take the pain, in my head, make it double (x2)

Dream, and I swear that my life is a dream
Ballin' on these niggas like Kareem 
I said girl why you do that to me?
They say am I okay, I say no
Got like too much inside of my dome
Runnin' up hit that boy with the chrome
Give me top and that bitch give me dome
Give me the drop, I'm a slide on the block with a chop
I'm a slide on the block with a wand, Wave the chop like a magical wand
I'm a kick that shit up like a ball, & my diamonds so wet like a pond
I'm a jump on this shit like a frog, Talkin down on the gang on the squad

I really hope you do not get involved
Cuz' I'm a long way from feelin' normal
I really hope you do not get involved
Every time I'm with you swear to God it feels so awful
He said , she said , you're in trouble 
In my head, I'm dead, wash away like fossils
Feeling dead, in my head, I'm in trouble
Take the pain, in my head, make it double (x2)

produced by siemspark