this my favorite song by you bro keep making music frl🤍‼️

produced by siem spark

@kennedysucks
https://soundcloud.com/user-551713846

decomposing [w/ kennedyxoxo] [noahmadethiss x jolst]

hell is a teenage girl!!! prod hallow i love u hallow hope u guys enjoy. thank u!

Hell Is A Teenage Girl (hallow)

produced by @johnnyfriend

featuring @rouri404

my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

scumbag

shoutout @k4yd3nce for working on this song w me ily <3
and shoutout @kaihaunted too ily bestie this cover art pretty 

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sitting in my room, feel like an asshole 
everyone around me building castles 
i can feel my brain starting to unravel 
starting to get bashful 
posted up on twitter, feel my bones shake 
wish i was satisfied with all that i make 
i can feel my brain replaying every mistake 
wishing i had switched lanes 

im going down
and what i found 
is no one notices any time i'm not around 
i make a sound 
and then i'm crowned 
will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned 
by all of the clout 
that's not what this is about 
if i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route 
but things feel different now 
it's a vociferant sound
yeah i gotta get the ignorance out 

i know what you've been seeing but it's not me 
it's all my fault i'm the only one to stop me 
feel the same everyday, yeah the pressure got me 
wanna pave my own way but i'm just a copy 
i swear to god i promise 
my own image, is being shifted, i wanna keep it honest 
cut my eyes out, lights out 
see a cliff and i'm driving off of it now 
and what i found 
is no one notices any time i'm not around 
i make a sound 
and then i'm crowned 
will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned 
by all of the clout 
that's not what this is about 
if i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route 
but things feel different now 
it's a vociferant sound
yeah i gotta get the ignorance out

vociferance

thanks for listening <3

art by @planet.rain on instagram

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nothing2say (prod. siem spark + yeezo)

stream "pluck"
https://ffm.to/p2a2pr1

listen to my music :)
linktr.ee/bradenrossmusic

lyrics:

[intro]
I don't know I guess I fucking hate you now
You had my heart and it escaped somehow
But let's not get shit started
Go back to your apartment

[verse 1]
Try not to think about it
Just breathe, they'll all see, no way around it
Yeah
There ain't a need to doubt it
Don't give her the chance to wonder where you found it
Oh (I fucking hate you now)
Don't wanna mess this up (nothing you say could help me escape this hell and)
You never gave enough (you play the game so well)
You kinda fucking suck (trying to figure how not to break and tell you)
So

[pre-chrous]
I throw my phone against the wall
Yeah I hate it when she calls 'cause
She asks me what do we do
(um)

[chorus]
I don't know I guess I fucking hate you now
You had my heart and it escaped somehow
But let's not get shit started
Go back to your apartment

[verse 2]
Babe leave
Or I will
Guess you don't want me enough to care how I feel
I know you got places to go don't fucking lie to me
I saw the hearts on your phone so fuck your honesty
Honestly
Yeah maybe I should have listened
Maybe it was my fault there's some shit I've been missing
I guess you moved on but my hearts been conditioned
I'm sorry but baby I think I've made my decision
So I

[pre-chrous]
I throw my phone against the wall
Yeah I hate it when she calls 'cause
She asks me what do we do
(um)

[chorus]
I don't know I guess I fucking hate you now
You had my heart and it escaped somehow
But let's not get shit started
Go back to your apartment
She said I don't care I guess you fucking hate me now
I don't know how
But you lost me in your dreams
I wish I knew how it started
I'll go back to my apartment

pluck

https://open.spotify.com/track/1yhdlroSvk04vrOilDdaj7?si=89fbb1db4b324c55
Written & Performed by endie
Produced by Joshwa ( @prodbyjoshwa )
Mixed & Mastered by endie & joshwa
lyrics:
Down
Downright fucked up
But I'm in love
Tell me what I did to you
Got so fucked up, I broke your trust
Tell me what I did to you
Now the world is on your fingertips
You broke my trust
When I opened up
Tell me what I did to you

Just booked a flight but can't wait till I touch the ground
Not saying I'd want it but you never come around
So many signs but I never could make them out
Finally learning to love myself now
Don't give up on what we had
Praying this isn't how it ends
I'm always burning the guilt of living a lie

And now
You know
What I must
Give up to be with you
My lovestruck lover
No one cares for us like we do

Down
Downright fucked up
But I'm in love
Tell me what I did to you
Got so fucked up, I broke your trust
Tell me what I did to you
Now the world is on your fingertips
You broke my trust
When I opened up
Tell me what I did to you

what i did to you (p. joshwa)

know u not in the mood

@rouri404 >:)
prod. McX

(sudbath)
walk out to my car
in the cold, and the dark
found a note on my dash
"stop playing with your heart"

so i spent another weekend
head down, staring at the ground
and i been thinking
it wasn't very fair to you

if i could do it again, i would
forget about the past and get right to the point
still got that hole in my sweater
from when you dropped the joint
can't help but hope that it gets better
think i'm missing the point
i think i'm missing the point
i think i'm

can't fight enough
can't handle the piece that you're biting off
so why you looking at me like i ain't tried enough
keep it together for a week i know this patch is rough

baby i want it too
maybe i'm just like you
know you not in the mood
i just really wanna hear you say

(rouri404)
anything that might make me feel okay
even if you're just gonna lie to me
i can't get you out my head
look up at the sky every cloud is turning grey
think i need some space
said you need me now but i'm always running late
things are going down, now i'm feeling out of place
think i'll hit you back, yeah i wanted you to stay

(sudbath)
call back, if you want
prefer to not recall that
i'm sick of second guessing, always blame it on myself
you wanna teach a lesson but it really doesn't help
and i been thinking 'bout regression for the sake of my own health

hard enough, could never catch a break
but i'm strong enough that i could hold your weight
it's not enough to make the same mistake
don't want you going away, but you don't wanna stay

forget about the past and get right to the point
still got that hole in my sweater
from when you dropped the joint
can't help but hope that it gets better
think i'm missing the point
i think i'm missing the point
i think i'm

(rouri404)
and we'll keep on driving till we don't know where we are
waking up still drunk in your front yard
straight puking out my guts, said you don't want me
bitch, fuck you i'm a rockstar

yeah you know we can't keep going at this rate
need to stand my ground before I lose my place
wanna tell you how i feel, but I know it won't change a thing
needa wipe you from my brain

(sudbath)
can't fight enough
can't handle the piece that you're biting off
so why you looking at me like i ain't tried enough
keep it together for a week i know this patch is rough

baby i want it too
maybe i'm just like you
know you not in the mood
i just really wanna hear you say

just like you w/ rouri404

STREAM on spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/5YbGz9OIEI9EpGNtd1WoIi?si=doiYImwLTq6rwJSx9l6suA

article https://lyricallemonade.com/p/looking-hovis


lyrics
when we all fall down
we see people we aint seen before
take a look at my town
it never had what i was looking for

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories throughdreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

sun moon and stars
who knew it's all so far
i wait a million years
i'm still fighting a war

i call your name for help
they tell me where you went
it doesnt ring a bell
i'll find you in a bit

i havent seen a smile
from anybody's face
who knew the earth would fall
and it would rot away

i want to call your phone
want you to call my name
i stare right at your face
but you're so far away

and its uncommon
the way i dodge the comments
please dont speak to me
unless u think im running out of options
oh my

what i wanted
i needed and i got it
there's no place for you
and i no more so we should
both just stop it but why

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories as dreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

unreleased
i never had the guts
its safe to say that i feel dumb
cant tell my friends or anyone
ive been disbanding all my trust
and they tell me tell your-

looking prod siem spark and dxnnyfxntom

prod. @siemspark x @jkeibeats

lyrics
--------
go
she said baby take your time
have fun out on the road
life is but a dream but it depends on where you go
i’ve been meeting people that i hardly fucking know
hardly fucking know
so now i’m singing woah
this is all i ever dreamed about and god it shows
swimming through this liquor tryna rid of all my woes
something in my head is telling me to take it slow
please just take it slow

please just take it slow
i’ve been tryna pace it
by erasing who i know
lifting up my spirit
in a pirouette with ghosts
dancing with the devil
every time i fucking smoke
but they would never know
panic sits before me
in a newly painted coat
i just drank too much so baby
please don’t rock the boat
fully automatic i go manic in these notes
this is what i wrote
this is what i wrote

she can tell from my eyes that i’m jetlagged
i’m not talking enough i regret that
my coding is fucked but i cracked that
i put my whole life in this backpack
and i’m hoping that i never backtrack

i hope this is forever
my life put together
a mere apparition
of me doing better
i’m sick of this weather
debating on whether
i’m writing this letter
for me or for everyone

jetlag (prod. siem spark x jkei)

Lyrics - you told me we would never be more than just friends, but i don’t really care i’m gonna put it to an end, you never really cared about me it was just pretend, i told you keep it ten or you'll end up dead

oh

i didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable. i did everything that you told me to, whats wrong with you, pieces put together like a puzzle

i don’t wanna do this anymore, picking up the pieces of my heart again, i swear i’ve never felt this way before, but it feels like it’s never gonna end, 

it’s never gonna end i wanna hold your hand but then i remember the things that you said, your words always stab me hurt and offend, i could have avoided you way back then, 

oh how i regret, i feel so upset, the way that you hurt me ill never forget.   thought you were heaven sent, but your baphomet, devoured my soul then your on to the next

you told me we would never be more than just friends, but i don’t really care i’m gonna put it to an end, you never really cared about me it was just pretend, i told you keep it ten or you'll end up dead

oh

i didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable. i did everything that you told me to, whats wrong with you, pieces put together like a puzzle

More Than Just Friends

'goodbye' produced by heylog

lyrics:
almost 5am, i find it harder to sleep
i crack the window and i hear every animal sing
with a wind blowing soft, rustling through the leaves
admire nature as it comes alive from winter to spring
the flowers grow so tall that they start to bloom
and i just took a couple out cus i picked them for u
hoping one day you'll travel here to see what's new
cus this bouquet is gonna die if u don't visit me soon
and i
have a difficult time
spending days
when ur on my mind
wish this
would just go away
cus i'm trying to push u away
why
do i feel lonely
knowing i
hurt to see
an outcast
no one wants to be
and giggled at
n always being teased

can someone give a valid reason on why i shouldn't die
in disbelief that i will never see a point in life
i'm on and off of feeling bad and for a second i'm fine
it's so messed up and i don't think that i will ever resign
i'm so bipolar and i don't want u to see me like this
cus i guarantee i'll scare u if i speak from my chest
i didn't mean for u to leave when u saw that on my wrist
and i'm so sorry for putting u through all of this 
so why
do u keep playing w me
is it cause
u get lonely
in the night
and think of us
well it's fine
cus i think of us too
why
do i feel like this
well nevermind
cus u don't care about this
and if i die
will u grieve
and will cry
and will u miss me

CAN SOMEONE GIVE A VALID REASON ON WHY I SHOULDN'T DIE
CAUSE YOU MAKE ME WANNA KILL MYSELF OR GO GRAB THE KNIFE
I'M AT THE AGE WHERE I CAN NEVER SEE A POINT IN LIFE
IN DISBELIEF OF EVERYTHING THAT I'M JUST WASTING MY TIME
I'M SO BIPOLAR AND I DON'T WANT YOU TO SEE ME LIKE THIS
CAUSE I GUARANTEE I'LL SCARE YOU IF I SPEAK FROM MY CHEST
I'M AT THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN WITH ALL OF MY REGRETS
THERE'S MANY THINGS I WISH WERE GONE OR WISH I COULD RESET
I STEP INTO THE LIGHT AND DID THIS WITHOUT A GROUP
AND SO YOU NOTICING ME NOW WHEN I'M STEADY ON THE MOVE
AND YOU JUST THINK IT'S ALL OKAY TO HIT ME UP OUT OF THE BLUE
I'M NOT YOUR FRIEND OR TYPE OF BENEFIT TO SATISFY YOU
SO PLEASE GIVE A VALID REASON THAT YOU WANT ME DEAD
IS IT SAFE TO EVEN KNOW THAT THIS JUST MIGHT BE A TEST
FOR YOU TO TRICK ME INTO THINKING I'M NOTHING BUT A MESS
DELETE YOUR IMAGE THAT I LONGED FOR AND NOT SEEN AGAIN

if i can't love
will i end up
alone and forgot
or spend it w someone
i can't fall in love
my hearts dead
probably numb
i miss u my dear
it feels like it's been years

no way home
i was never close
the path ends here
don't know where to go
stone cold lies
i knew i was right
so farewell
cus this is goodbye

goodbye

lyrics :D

lemme start off, i feel empty inside
when i look in your eyes, is the only time i'm alive
when i look in your mind, i can tell you despise
everything, i can't reside

in the place that i feel is the safest
i feel like i'm going out tonight
i can taste it, it's real, it's amazing
i feel like i'm taking my own life away

everyday it rains no brighter days
need to exit life, like right away
just hideaway
keep waiting on my lights to fade

what you meant to me
what you kept from me
i don't care about a thing
i want you next to me

i can't think of anybody less than me
i can only think about you texting me

exit life

exit life (siem spark, 5head)

W producer i did the drums
shoutout chris
song cover by: mikepeters_video < instagram

this song is about how when you go through a break up and then you find someone new that you love 100 times more.

andddd lyrics:

you want me back for more
i drop dead to the floor
but you know i dont want you more
when im around you i feel bored

tonight i wanna feel you in my arms
dont wanna go back i cant start
dont start.

you split my heart into two < (fuck u ex)
even though i know you're ran through < (fuck u ex lol)
i dont wanna go talk to you
i wont do that, until i do

this next part is a little tribute i guess to brakence's song prozac.

i really know what's inside of me
and it was never enough
there's not a right or wrong side of me
from now own its all lust

you want me back for more
i drop dead to the floor
but you know i dont want you more
when im around you i feel bored

tonight i wanna feel you in my arms
don't wanna go back i cant start
i dont wanna go and fall apart
i know that you wont go far < (fuck you ex again)

ooooohhhh
ooooohhhh

song is done. thank you for everything...

tonight (me + shojua + itschrismarek)

when you speak my heart begins to sink
i know you need some space and time to think
yea i respect that, but

i don't wanna wait for you to bail and let me down
i don't gotta wait for you to figure your sh!t out
i don't gotta wait around for nothing, no one, nobody but me
cus i got my dynasty to keep
yeah i got a legacy to leave

so get rekt

there's only so much time for you and i
no one's getting any younger
such a superficial state of mind
cus i could die tonight

or one of us could be hit by a bus or a truck
simply struck by plain bad luck, god forbid
it's morbid, sordid, fascinating
fragile bodies overrated
when i had that aneurysm
it left no room for pessimism
it's time to play or fuck the system
cus i could fuck anyone else

looking prod siem spark and dxnnyfxntom

hovis

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