lost cause (ft. sendflowrs) (prod. jolst + remghost)

ny2la w/ kennedyxoxo (jolst x remghost)

@heylog
produced by @herskylin

(vil)
i stay in the moment i’m lost in
time fractures and i’m exhausted
serpent biting all on the cartridge
perfecting everything in my way
and it sucks to suck
in your world
i mean nothing to you, you say it sucks to be you
(cut me loose)

cut me loose from the ties i’m
holding on despite the
ruckus you’ve caused
i should abandon you but what would that fix
…nothing at all
this confrontation is just breaking us apart
i cant even find the start
and so i

break down (x4)
can’t find a way, need an escape
i’m left for dead blood spewin out
my pores are closing
i’m decomposing
show me what it’s like to be controlling

(heylog)
my life's so concerning
wait too long i need to hurry
my stomach's churning
decide if i need to worry
what am i here for
what is my goal
oh my god i'm so worn from climbing out this hole
abuse my body oh it's hurting
i'm so lost think that i'm worthless
pretty sure i don't have a purpose
make mistakes constantly learning
what not to do next time
too lazy to reply
but i don't even try
desert phone, it's so dry

(vil)
i’m bleeding out from my wrist
and i’m choked up, let me say my final wish
you act like what we had never existed
so i’m blaming you until death

spotify

serpent +heylog (skylin ✧)

i'm really trying not to quit

i'm really trying not to quit (MUSIC VID OUT NOW)

amv:
https://youtu.be/r_Cm_qTul5Y

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:
// rouri404
biting nails 2 bone ur throwing stones in this glass house
hate crowds, dont think we can get out
guilt trippin u know that ive been down
if i was nothing would u still be around
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

head rollin off chopped down by a guillotine
how this turn 2 hell when i saw u as a deity
bring me back 2 life
know i might not see another night
switchblade chelsea grin carving out ur eyes
we all die one day why r u surprised
bleed me out till my veins run dry
swing and i miss know I be tricked again
im just scared of the end

// geist
just scared of the end 
switchblades red dripping blood of all my friends 
blacked out in the benz 
dead by dawn swear i won’t be tricked aha

i said what i said, yeah i know i won’t miss you 
blood stained sheets made a bullet solve my issues 
took a breath, saw your eyes turn a new hue 
cut so deep, ripped my heart apart it’s tissues 
 
and i know i won’t miss you 
i’ve been seeing ghosts saw your smile in the rear-view 
what the fuck have i turned into 
6 feet deep in the dirt how it fell through
 
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

dead by dawn

SPOTIFY

rouri404 x i'm geist - dead by dawn [prod. michaelwarren]

glass

produced by me
hope you enjoy <3

socials:
www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

And I’m so sick of always fucking up
Always apologize, it’s the last time
Blame it on me, i’m never good enough
Lost my peace, now I lash out

Cant get rid of the taste out my fuckin mouth
Carve out my tongue, said too much, bleeding out
Doesnt matter what I do, it’s way too late
Screaming out and procrastinate

I can’t
Stay here
Mental
Dread and
Pain gets
Stronger
Isolated

I can’t keep it up, nah
Throw me out, leave me to rot
I think it’s easier that way for me
You have no say in this, so just leave me

I dont care what they say
I ignore, most of dms
I don’t know why it’s so hard to
Keep a convo, maybe laugh

Caught myself staring at the ceiling
Everyone pretends they know the feeling
7 years has passed and I’m still healing
You will never know what I’m concealing

Caught myself staring at the ceiling
Everyone pretends they know the feeling
7 years has passed and I’m still healing
You will never know what I’m concealing

blame

stream

in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar with a crowd where i feel alone
you can tell me to try but i won't
try to fit in - i just don't
some days, some nights i still feel alright
but it's been a minute
i can't get that weight off of my mind
and you wonder why i try to be something else
my friends are doing well
but i'm in a handbasket going straight to hell
as soon as i arrive wanna leave straight away
all these strobe lights they just fuck with my brain
am i the only person who's not on cocaine
i just wanna make songs with friends in the basement
in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar full of people that i don't know
i'm with my team but i'm still alone
try to fit in; i just don't
so get me out alive.

social anxiety club dancefloor [prod. droozy]

when you speak my heart begins to sink
i know you need some space and time to think
yea i respect that, but

i don't wanna wait for you to bail and let me down
i don't gotta wait for you to figure your sh!t out
i don't gotta wait around for nothing, no one, nobody but me
cus i got my dynasty to keep
yeah i got a legacy to leave

so get rekt

there's only so much time for you and i
no one's getting any younger
such a superficial state of mind
cus i could die tonight

or one of us could be hit by a bus or a truck
simply struck by plain bad luck, god forbid
it's morbid, sordid, fascinating
fragile bodies overrated
when i had that aneurysm
it left no room for pessimism
it's time to play or fuck the system
cus i could fuck anyone else

get rekt [prod. sorrowbringer]

co-codependency
you take the best of me
i'm so hung up on u..

co-codependency
you took the best of me
i'm so hung up on you
always scared that we be falling thru
can you be alone for five more minutes before blowin up my phone?

so it's an issue of trust
everybody's drunk with lust
we all want security
but cheat with impunity
is my commute to work now subject to scrutiny?
goddamn better stage a mutiny

so don't get me wrong, i wanna be with u
'yeah, right' then all hell breaks loose

can you be alone for five more minutes before blowin up my phone?
cus i'm fraying and stressing and twisting my stomach in knots

[produced by yung spoiler]
[art by onlyfriend]

coco dependency [prod. yungspoiler]

prod. johnnyfriend

spotify pre save! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/flat-
lyrics:

and u try to talk to me 
but ur words fall flat
like the half empty coke
on the other side of my bed

and it seems like every thought of you
has left my head
fuck im so glad i left you in the past
its so much easier to see without this mask
every step i took was like walking on glass
sometimes to find urself u gotta take a different path

yeah fuck you!
u were never there for me
and i know im breaking down constantly
but u promised me 
that didnt bother you at all
and man this makes me feel so small
and it hurts so bad to know u never cared at all

so now im on my fuck you shit!!
down so bad i might as well make a show of it!
and u said u cared, well prove it
u acquire hearts and then u use them
say your sorry, u must think im stupid!
u are so goddamn deluded!!

get rekt [prod. sorrowbringer]

onlyfriend

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