You ripped me of my suit of armor
Tore the walls down from my empire
Told me you would fight the good fight
And then watched as it all burned down
Closed the roads that we would travel
When I would follow you anywhere you go
Until you drove away that night
And didn't let me follow you home
I loved you in every color
Now my heart broke in shades of grey
The way the sunset hit your blue eyes
In my memories will stay

Now I'm trapped in my own castle
The dragon stays I pay his rent
I try to rebuild this town from ashes
As I relive the night you went
I can't drive the roads are broken
All the street signs make no sense
I crashed my car in a breath of panic
And ran my legs against cement
I ran to chase the sunset that once 
Painted your eyes I can't let
The pain of all these memories
 Be all of you that I have left

I can't let the pain of all these memories
Be all that's left

(2022)

ask me how I know

castle

30.08 train to minsk

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julie

I've got a heart made of reds
and a head full of blues
I can probably sing all of your favorite tunes
I can talk a big game and walk just the same
I can run a thousand miles and then run them again

I can tell you the plot
before the film has been shot
teaching you the lessons
all before you forgot them
I can jump from the sky
and I'll always be fine
I can tell you the time
but I can't tell you why

I can never ever ever have you
you have me, so why oh why can't I too?
I'm at the gate, I'm never late so why are you?
I have to wait, but why do I have to?

I've got a heart made of reds 
but not the kind that you smoke
got a head full of blues
but that's just what you took
I can sing your favorite tunes if you had any taste at all
I'm moving in but you have no fucking room

big game, bigger than you
a thousand miles to run away from you

(written 2023)

I can never have you

we're joking and laughing and you're keeping track 
of the time that I talk and it pulls me apart
and sometimes you're all I have
you call me weak for that

the conversion must fit within
unreasonable hidden constraints that you have
and I go through the motions like paying your tax
and I hope that you know that you never give back

and we're joking and we're laughing for hours on end
I'm feeling warm again
we're back on track
and we're safely colliding
safely confiding
really we're trying
and then you're lying
I'm crying I'm lying
and inside you're over it
and I'm feeing worn again
you're filming reactions to your mean distractions
and showing them off to your friends

you make me feel like a Bad Friend

(written 2024)

Bad Friend

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My arrangement of Stephen Foster's traditional "Hard Times Come Again No More." Written in 1854.

Hard Times Come Again No More

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