prod me.

got me moving backwards!

lyrics:
i've been feeling low now baby
not as much as i used to lately
90 on the dash and we're flying
i love you too much stop crying
(x2)

stop crying
i know you're lying
you know there's nothing that surprises me now these days
feel like i'm dying
and stopped trying
feel like i'm stuck in the same place

if you knew the way you made me feel
you knew what we had it was real
call me up on the phone last night
we never even talk, we only just fight and
i haven't been feeling alright
bottle it up and keep it air tight
you are the one who wanted this
you are the one who wanted this

go ahead and spend it
just like all your friends did
wish it never ended
(x4)

i've been feeling low now baby
not as much as i used to lately
90 on the dash and we're flying
i love you too much stop crying
(x2)

you are the one who wanted this
you are the one who wanted this

Bf wanna be me ft EthanUno

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

cover art by https://www.instagram.com/bleak7x?igsh=MTlwaDRyNTRwdzRoeA==

yeah, you cut like a razorblade
i think i might go insane
you wish i’d go away

all of the stars were out
on 23, headin’ south
like what should we talk about?

it’s always dark out & everything’s hard now
we crashed like a car
it’s ‘cause i let my damn guard down

yeah, you left me with scars
i don’t have a damn heart now
i dropped like 7 albums & i’m sick of the art now

i’m cold at my core
she keeps beggin’ for more
i know you hate me so much
but you’re the one i adore

i need you by my side
please don’t walk out the door
i hate my fuckin’ life
yeah, it feels like a chore

i don’t know where we’re goin’
break my spine, i feel hopeless
i can feel your emotions
they drown me, like you’re an ocean

take me to a place where i can fuckin’ feel safe
i’ve got one foot in the grave & i’m always in pain

just bend me ‘til i break
i know that it’s such a shame
you’re just playin’ it safe
but my heart’s gonna break

the feelin’s unbearable, i feel terrible
just rip me apart
yeah, my heart’s irreparable 

your luv was conditional
like, how fuckin’ typical?
i adore you like art & it makes me so miserable

you said that i’m cynical
yeah, how hypocritical..
just leave me again
yeah, the pain feels so critical..

cynical

this song is over a year old so sorry if the mix is a bit weird but so glad i could finally share this <3
https://soundcloud.com/devine-gorman-1
https://soundcloud.com/mccymusic


Love to me is scary
Because to me it varies
Can't choose who to marry
When you all are temporary
You on top like cherry
Head in my shoulder buried
Yet it's temporary
Love to me is scary

I do not know how to feel
When my head's just been going thru reels
Clips that just play through my mind
I promised you I would try (Yeah I promised)

I could never say goodbye
I'd rather start a brand new life
I wish that we could compromise
But now we only criticize
Sometimes I just wish I could be on my own
But what keeps me creating is not being alone

And I know by now past peers think of me as failure
Only know me thru my past bad behavior
Wish I could take back the love that I gave her
At least it made me look at times I should savor

I wish I could take back the love that I gave him
My heart's been abandoned my soul has been vacant for years
Shaking out here got to stay patient out here
But I know sometimes it's hard
I try to see the bigger picture but you just kept painting lies
Tried to take a better road your traffic stopped me on the side
Cautiously watching my heart skipping
And if you love me like you say you did
Then why'd you take your arms off me?

Tried to take a better road your traffic stopped me on the side
Cautiously watching my heart skipping
And if you love me like you say you did
Then why'd you take your arms off me?

Me, now I can finally see
Now I can finally leave
Now I can finally breathe, breathe
I knew you was lying to me
Sleep with admire to me
Don't try to deny it i'm tired of fighting
But why is you crying when i'm the one trying with you
With you, with you
Would you like it if I did the things that you did to me?
I'm through, i'm through, i'm through
Why the hell you coming back?
Boy it ain't no sense in that at all

Love to me is scary
Because to me it varies
Can't choose who to marry
When you all are temporary
You on top like cherry
Head in my shoulder buried
Yet it's temporary
Love to me is scary

Lovesick w/ Devine Jazz’Enay & Sha'Lena McCoy (Kira)

Spayce Coop w/ Eternal & Trip DESEO

Promises we made when we met eyes 
I feel like I'm Bladee in the red light
All of our mistakes it's a mess, right? 
How much will it take just to get right?

Hidden In an alley, love goes deeper 
Hills and valleys our fall would be steeper
Pull and push it all away 
Go just when I think you'll stay

Hidden In an alley, love goes deeper 
Hills and valleys our fall would be steeper
Pull and push it all away 
Go just when I think you'll stay

Hidden In an alley, our love goes deeper 
Hills and valleys our fall would be steeper
Pull and push it all away 
Go just when I think you'll stay

Yeah, I know that she like when I buy her new kicks 
On IG you likin on all of my pics
Just bought a new chain for all of my fits 
VV chain your neck, stones hit
I've been through pain, they still talk shit 
Everything gained, I still lost it
Stayed the same, I still won't quit
If life's a game, I wanna win
Can't explain my emotions 
Tears falling like the rain in the ocean
Moving forward with my arms open
Can we take a moment
cause I've been hoping, 'bout

Promises we made when we met eyes 
I feel like I'm Bladee in the red light
All of our mistakes it's a mess, right? 
How much will it take just to get right?

Hidden In an alley, love goes deeper 
Hills and valleys our fall would be steeper
Pull and push it all away 
Go just when I think you'll stay

Hidden In an alley, love goes deeper 
Hills and valleys our fall would be steeper
Pull and push it all away 
Go just when I think you'll stay

Hidden In an alley, our love goes deeper 
Hills and valleys our fall would be steeper
Pull and push it all away 
Go just when I think you'll stay

I remember when I locked eyes with you
Made a promise that only you and I could do
Yeah, look at your skin glisten in the red light
I just want you to listen and to get right

Red Light

Red Light (prod. matty)

Lyrics : 

Oh I won’t leave you 
I won’t hurt you 
I won’t leave you 
I won’t hurt you 
I’ve been looking 
I’ve been hiding 
I’ve been loving 
You been loving 
You been moving 
On without me 
But that’s fine now 
I’d see you now 
And I came back running back to you 
Maybe it’s my fault 
And I’ve been looking for you 
I could never fall through 
So if we cut loose 
Just know I’ll be right here 
That’s what she warned me about 
But it’s good now 
Oh it’s all good now 
I’ve been moving, I will find 
I’ve been trying, I’ve been crying 
But now you are next to me 
You are next to me 
me
I love that look you give me 
oh dear, how it’s holy 
No one could replace me 
No one could replace three 
Of my favorite reasons 
Why are you still leaving? 
I promised your here 
For life 
I can’t ever find my way back 
To the love that we once had now 
I am here I’m in the background 
I can’t find what we had left 
Oh dear how I want it back 
I’m sorry I had to relapse
￼I swear if you to love me 
I will love you for infinity

ive been trying </3 (prod. Liminaldream)

prod by jale & chris marek
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
go, lately I been moving on my own
I hate all that buzzing on my phone
I been getting tired of the noise
an I don’t wanna hear it anymore
It’s not like me I already know 
I can’t take it back got no control
I’m sorry but I had to hit the road

okay alright 
run away
so far
I’m hitting green lights
start to ponder 
start to wonder
what it feels like
can we leave here
and go an hit the hill side
go dim the house lights 
ain’t it so perfect ?
well was it worth it ?
hard to fucking see
when you keep 
hiding behind the curtains
anxious, uncertain 
up on the surface
It’s okay to try again
okay to try again

go and leave it 
on the front porch
by the front door
like a land mine
try an hit me 
on my new cell
told you ima do well
for the last time

go (jale & chris marek)

Moving Yo Body (Prod By 8fold)

Wipe away ur tears 
“Ur tears, ur tears”
Wait until I m there 
“Im there, im there”
Do you have to try 
If ur ready decide 
Its not up to me 

Read the letter that u gave me that day 
Something so odd about the way life changed 
It was worse when indulging in heartbreak 
Do they really love me 
Please dont take this wrong way 

Whatever happened ill be here 
Can’t admit how I feel when I’m confused
Most likely we’re both scared
Cause u love me more than you want to 

You can’t deny it 
You want me, you want me
I can’t be silent 
Im sorry 
Not worried 

We would watch the tv together 
When its just me its all that I ever do 
All of these reminders of you 
Make me wanna sit down and never move 

Dont disappear on me 
All that’d id ever need 
Is right here beside me 

Wipe away ur tears 
“Ur tears, ur tears”
Wait until I m there 
“Im there, im there”
Do you have to try 
If ur ready decide 
Its not up to me

reminders of you (prod. J44p)

intro

*Gasps*⟴
@55depths
@bleedteam
❉❉❉❉❉❉
LLJ 4EVER

go (jale & chris marek)

silentcxbin

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