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imagine killing yourself and this is the only thing that is left behind because you wasted your life doing stupid shit and learning facts and not learning experiences instead

smoke meth and kill hookers with rocks >W<

¹⁷¹ ẽmòtîòns

𝙒𝙀𝙄𝙍𝘿 𝙉𝙓𝘾® vs. NON STOP NXC® 
Full download available at https://weirdnxc.bandcamp.com/album/vs-non-stop-nxc-side-b

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bek1y2uiQGA

👽

@elf_z
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/matt_.elfz/
Bandcamp: https://elfz.bandcamp.com/

I CUD B THE 1

download

｡*.☆ELFZ☆.*｡ - I CUD B THE 1

I think,
 im falling into a dream.......

@spiiiral

Lifeline (prod. me + spiral)

Amygdala - Hardcore Bootleg

Rated XTC is a love project showcasing work from some of our favorite artists across the globe who keep reinventing and redefining what Hard Dance music can be or sound like.
For us, opening space for a brand new hard queer generation in Lisbon has been quite the challenge in face of growing gentrification and antagonism to our vision from some corners of the scene. This music compilation, apart from being a way for us to share a piece of ourselves with the rest of the world, emerges as a fundraiser for our future events, productions and even music label affairs! We are eternally grateful to all of the artists have who contributed to this compilation.
@2at
@bloodofaza
@sncn-txt
@dvdmtl
@tr45hst4r5tup1d
@diana0xl
@arcanacoletivo
@drdr4kken
@drvgzila
@ecstasya
@fallenshrine
@fkoff1963
@gasoiid
@smokinspaze

gasoiid - feels good man

@winter

no one see's me the way u do
u can see thru the pain its true
i been living everyday like a loop
i jus wanted 2 b close to u
it got so much colder without u
carrying weight like a boulder its sinking through
told u i would neva fold up its me&u
dont kno how long i can hold up i'll give it all2 u

i jus wana feel feel something new
do u kno how it feels to be cut through
can u tell me whats the deal whats been up w u
u kno we in that field i do it all 4 u
said im too far gone no one saving me
u said i been gone i been moving crazily
take a peek into my heart tell me what u see
take a look up at the stars that's where ima be
bro jus hit my phone lol get back to me
i aint touched a soul thats gone come right after me
i been so alone like who's gna come after me?
i cant give a fuck!! i been moving tactically
ya my pockets full got me saggin on my jeans
not the same one that u knew omg what happened 2 me!??!?!
i cant even see it through its been happening all week
only one that see's me is u now im somewhere underneath..

something new

something new (winter)

@tosleep @c9u

i been on my own
i cant fw that lil boy i kno dat boy a clone
i cant fw that lil ho i told her leave me lone
i jus smoke dat za and now i cannot feel my bones
yea i protect my heart protect my soul
walk around designer kicks i got expensive soles
i just wana kno when will i be whole
i been moving slow if u want me let me kno

all i do is real i cannot fake it
know they bout to fake it for that placement
wit my bro we lifting like a spaceship
try to follow me but u cant trace it
walking from the mud i feel dead now
i cant even feel its my head now
i just wana see how this could pan out
i been walking around im like the man now

im jus tryna stay away from hatred
everyday it feels like they jus fake it
boy yo swag not real that shit is make shift
yea this silver on me this shit stainless
everyday i wake up i feel painless
swerving thru the street while the rain drip
metal on my wrist i let my veins rip
can u tell me its ok and that i'll make it? (ahhhhhhh)

it will b ok

it will b ok (nemui + cure)

@winter

the words i say feels its never enough
i cant tell if its really true love
know im off one i been going dumb
if u want me know im pulling up
yea this life its sucks i been saying this from the jump
crawling from the mud feel my limbs they giving up
reaching for the stars i cant help but looking up
feels like nothings here for me i thought bout giving up

think im giving up bitch im outta luck
fumes inside my lungs i cant help but run
sit inside the sun like a flower from the mud
u would never get it yea that really sucks
searching for the answer and its u
if i lose my one im getting two im in that mood
running everyday yea these feelings brand new
u said that im crazy, okay cool
i been feeling hazy, im on that juice
im ready to lose i dont got shit to prove
take a walk in my shoes u wont make it through
i been thinking bout u i know its overdue

Never Enough

Never Enough (winter)

@winter

i cant help its useless
not the one u knew this
cant help but chase blue strips
les get 2 it
had to hop inside my bag bitch im fluent
hop inside dat lil coupe bitch we flew it
kno im chosen i neva had to prove it
u never dealt w losing i can teach u my student
played u like dat u so stupid
gotta keep moving
she keep on hitting my phone now im jus snoozing

its been so hard 2 breathe feels like i lost something apart of me
get that bag obviously all u ever do is bother me
look at the sky u look down on me
im w my dogs brought the pound w me
oh thats ya bitch y she follow me..
look back on my shadow its calling me
im not the one its not hard 2 see
bby come ball me w me
its been so hard to reach u
cant fold its all on me
i didnt think i would need u
i might pop out jus to see u
keep looking around its all see through
losing urself bby me too

i could try 2 explain but u just wouldnt get it
u always try so hard just to fit in
i might pop out like good riddance
she all on me cause im winning
i like dese pants they good denims
pain hit me i start grinning
me n my bro walk in twinning
i dont understand how u work
u need to go sit back n learn
i threw it all away watch it burn
u think im the worse
i jus think that i am cursed
u jus gotta wait on ur turn
ima get what i deserve

Losing

Losing (winter)

w/ @whyhaze & @gaugemountedthisone
prod me
mix by me, haze, gauge
cover by Graham Curtis

staring at the sky + whyhaze + gauge

coprod brody
art by marsy

pre-save album2
https://share.amuse.io/album/blackwinterwells-woven-shut

...with reckless abandon

produced by @xtasane and axry
featuring @antag01

yeah i cant even see her
yeah thats on my fucking soul
that bih was a eater
w my bros im smoking reefer
woah all on my own
and my ex shawty keep hittin my phone 
and imma keep getting this dome bih
got all of these x’s i need o’s

flexing on my ex bih 
yeah spent 250 on dis necklace 
yeah this a k i need my head bih
and no cs2 we gon send that boy to heaven 
shawty blow me like a flute
i jus flew out i came from texas

[@antag01]

yeah i cant even see her
yeah thats on my fucking soul
that bih was a eater
w my bros im smoking reefer
woah all on my own
and my ex shawty keep hittin my phone 
and imma keep getting this dome bih
got all of these x’s i need o’s

tic tac toe w/ antag01 @xtasane @axry

vocals were done on kitsune 
thnx for 200 followers <3
shout out @gloomed & @unionha & @1crisis
prod @1crisis

lyrics-

@s1ck2k
bitch im wit my team
we be moving like task force
they talking down
100 rounds is wat they ask for
hunt them doOoOown
got a scope up on the dash board
u wont hear a sound
wen we blast doors

want a feat bro
u can dream on
best not catch u naw
there's no respawn
talkin shit always fold
when the heats on
turn my beam on 
then bring the recon

@gloomed
Still waiting for this mfs lyrics for hot topic lol

@unionha
Bitch, my money add, (Yeah, my money up)
You get no say about it, your shit lookin' sad, (Lookin' sad)
19x gon' fire some bullets in your back, (In your back)
I’m in your city, motherfucker where you at? (Bitch, where you at?)
You’re screaming, “Man down!”
Your bitch wanna fuck on me
Yeah, that bitch a fan now
I’m in the function, make sure that whole bitch get aired out
They wondering how I got like this?
Bitch, I had it planned out
Even if you tried, you couldn’t stand out

task force w/ gloomed + union [all plats]

i guess idk wassup
in ma <3 i letitgo
ik it rlly suxx
bt i nevr let it sh0w

lookin thru the stars nd ik that the ghost
wont tell me tell how it goes
wanna go dwn but ikno
tht this place is oh so cold

look up i saw u :s
do u trust me i don really trust u
ʸᵃ ʸᵃ
i don make sense i only confuse :/
if i go den i kno tht i cant stop yesterday
we cld b the 1s, we cld be the 1s
dont wanna let it all fall down
all fall down on me
fall down on me

4gotten(︶︹︺)

red (gothe + asiji)

in the rain, @ the bus stop

produced by @loxu @magnumn

lyrics 
(yeh , yeh)

needa -- (yeh yeh)
needa regain
yh I needa fkn moment 
needa think it thru 
ill be better tmrw
cant 4get ur presence it follows

fill my cup up, dave blunts
fool me once , fool me twice yh… im done 
when I saw u 4 the first time 
shoulda known 
in the rain @ the bus stop
(huh)all alone 

coulda treat u better 
I jus didn't want it all 2 end 
now im overthinking 
every lil fkn thing I did 
it is hard 2 admit 
that I miss 
everything 
nowadays 
its difficult 
(huh)
2 b myself 

they say pleco only spits the truth 
but I don't win 
I only ever lose 
bitch I only spit my feelins in a song 
my biggest ever fear is getting it wrong 

##BBEWITCH

tic tac toe w/ antag01 @xtasane @axry

silentpromise