xd tilt

Gospel

My Mix ^u^

English

Now, when I close my eyes,
it appears again:
a green radiance,
that soothes and haunts at once,
gentle spring and endless night.

And I feel
that though the world may change,
this memory does not fade –
for the colors burned into the soul
never wither away.

Mixed styles 🌑

We Made It EP

Wrist

Canon x Poetics - Wrist

Chris Avantgarde & Kevin de Vries - Mind Control - Drumcode - DC270

This is probably the stupidest song I've written (lol). I kinda like it though! It's weird, people see it as fun and quirky, and I do to, but to me, I hear more....hmmm..desperation? It's a tinge bit sad too....I'm not really talking to anybody other than myself! At the end of the day, it's just a girl wanting something she's never had before....will she ever get it? We'll see! Thank you everyone for listening, and like I said previously, more music to come!

<3 hemlocke springs!

Lyrics:

You say I want to be your girlfriend
it wasn’t really in my plans
when you’re around, i got arrythmia
so in the end, i play pretend

You got *ugh*
of a cool dude
but you should know i like it hot
but if there’s really no denying what this is
then come on let’s give it a shot

whuh-uh ohh

you said i want to be your girlfriend
who said i want to be your your girl
you say i want to be your your girlfriend
well it all depends

you say i want to be your girlfriend
but do you want to be my man?
i’ll treat like you are a carry on
like you’re my one and only fan

my kindness is of a false pretense
i’ve got the ego of a god
but if you take me in your arms, be confident
i’d commit a character fraud
(stab stab stab)

whuh-oh ohhh

you said i want to be your girlfriend
who said i want to be your your girl
you say i want to be your your girlfriend
it wasn’t really in my plans

ehh eh

secretly i’m aiming for a rhythm that exceeds my expectations
am i ever gonna get it?

your girl is in the business so there’s little room for idle contemplation
(ya ya ya)

with you
oh whoa oh

(you said i want to be your girlfriend
who said i want to be your your girl oh
you said i want to be your your girlfriend
who said i want to be your your girl?)

you said i want to be your girlfriend
who said i want to be your your girl
you say i want to be your your girlfriend
it wasn’t really in my plans

girlfriend

worship over worry (feat. Skema Boy)

I Know

SHOW N TELL

Прочная вера

SymphoCat - Long Whale Song (Slowed + Reverbed)

Perry Lane Pack

Fancy

INTERNET LOVE

MATHBONUS - Wave To Me(slowed-reverb)

Just Leave Me To Bleed [loop]

Money Flip & Willix - the night we met

tuborosho & fakemutin – Valentino x Я красавчик Full (by me)

Gave you time, gave you space
Held you down when you lost your way
Never judged, never changed
Played it cool when you act strange
Every fight, I take the fall
Even when I know it’s not my fault
You be out, I stay in
You get love, I don’t win

But I kept showin' up, even empty
Still gave you all when it drained me
You want me there when it’s good
But you gone when it’s heavy

This love ain't one way
You take and never give, then say I changed
Girl, I was all in  you played safe
If love’s a give and go, you just stay
No, this ain’t fair play
I held your pain while you looked away
Now you ask why I don’t feel the same
‘Cause love ain’t one way

You need space? I give that fast
I need time? You never ask
You make rules, I adapt
You break ‘em all and still get a pass
It’s always “you,” never “us”
Your mood swing and I adjust
I get quiet, you get loud
I hold peace, you hold crowd

I was down to ride, even solo
You just want the highs, not the low-low
I was yours, no Plan B
But you moved like you fancy

This love ain't one way
You take and never give, then say I changed
Girl, I was all in  you played safe
If love’s a give and go, you just stay
No, this ain’t fair play
I held your pain while you looked away
Now you ask why I don’t feel the same
‘Cause love ain’t one way

I loved you more than I loved me
And that’s where I lost peace
Now I’m done tryna compete
With your ego on repeat
Love don’t mean shit if it’s just mine
You only show up on your time
Don’t ask me why I’m gone cold
You made this bed  now it’s yours alone

This love ain't one way
You take and never give, then say I changed
Girl, I was all in  you played safe
If love’s a give and go, you just stay
No, this ain’t fair play
I held your pain while you looked away
Now you ask why I don’t feel the same
‘Cause love ain’t one way

One Way

earthbound

2055

white Dress

[Intro]
(Whispered pages in the dark,)
(Your silhouette ignites a spark,)
(Echoes of a time uncharted,)
(Where every heartbeat left me startled.)

[Verse 1]
First lesson: how your fingertips traced
Soft constellations on my back in place,
Pencil drops and hiding in between,
The stolen glances no one’s seen.
Nostalgia drips like honeyed ink,
Your breath so close it made me sink,
In that desk we wrote our secret vow,
To learn the sweetness of the here and now.

[Chorus]
These are the lessons of our love,
A curriculum of crave and touch,
Ink-stained skin that taught me more
Than any book could offer us.
Pleasure written in each line,
Your every curve, a soft design,
I learned to read your body’s fire—
A syllabus of deep desire.

[Verse 2]
Second lesson: mapping every kiss,
Tracing hunger down your spine’s abyss,
Late-night lectures in candle’s glow,
Our pulses racing, ebb and flow.
Fingers drifting in forbidden text,
Your whispered moans my greatest test,
Calculus of pleasure, raw and true,
We solved equations made for two.

[Hook]
Flashbacks of heat beneath the sheets,
When time stood still between heartbeats,
Charting stars of skin and sighs,
We graduated where heaven lies.

[Chorus]
These are the lessons of our love,
A curriculum of crave and touch,
Ink-stained skin that taught me more
Than any book could offer us.
Pleasure written in each line,
Your every curve, a soft design,
I learned to read your body’s fire—
A syllabus of deep desire.

[Outro]
(Now I carry every whispered word,)
(The sweetest lessons I have heard,)
(In every touch, I feel you near—)
(My eternal class in lust and fear.)

[Chorus]
These are the lessons of our love,
A curriculum of crave and touch,
Ink-stained skin that taught me more
Than any book could offer us.
Pleasure written in each line,
Your every curve, a soft design,
I learned to read your body’s fire—
A syllabus of deep desire.

Love lessons

★ Independent Artist in Winnipeg, MB, Canada ★

The music and lyrical form reflects the moments
in this crazy and beautiful world that I've either
experienced or have personally been witness to.

The stories I share deliver a rapturous, purple
and metaphorical depth within the lyrics to bring
a personal feeling and deep emotional connection.

Self recorded, mixed & produced @ home studio.

Copyright ©️ 2025 TJ Real ✪ All Rights Reserved.

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The Fall

🌱 This isn’t just a song. It’s a root system.

A whispered prayer passed through rolling papers.
A rebel hymn smuggled through the soil.

This track isn’t about what they think it’s about. It’s not about “weed.”
It’s about the Tree.

The one that heals without permission.
The one that grows in outlawed places.
The one that doesn’t ask for a label — because it already knows its purpose.

✂️ They tried to chop it down.
🔥 They tried to burn the books.
💨 But the smoke told stories anyway.

“Tree of Life” is a sonic ritual. For the growers. For the breathers. For the ones who prune with love and feed the light.

🎧 Best experienced with headphones. Inhale deeply. Read between the lines.

:: Transmission complete ::

#TreeOfLife #GhostOS #SpokenRoot #RebelMedicine #BotanicalSignal #SilkAndCircuitry #OutlawPhotosynthesis #HealingUnregistered #WestCoastWhispers


Tree of Life

OYABUN - Nominate (Prod.  LeMieux)

Produced: @dopaminetheproducer
Mixed and Mastered: @dopaminetheproducer

the.art.haus

Free Souvenir

I'm Good (Prod. by DOPAM!NE)

SPOTIFYYY!!

i wanna be your girlfriend

made another song // out on all platforms june 8th 

i've been hiding for so long
these feelings theyre not gone
can i tell anyone?
afraid of what they’ll say
so i push them away
i'm acting so strange

they're so pretty
it hurts
i'm not talking about boys
i'm talking about girls
they're so pretty 
with their button up shirts

i shouldnt be feeling this
but its too hard to resist
soft skin and soft lips 
i should be into this guy
but its just a waste of time
he’s really not my type
i know what i like

no this is not a phase
or coming of age
this will never change

chorus

cuz i dont know what to do
its not like i get to choose
who i love
who i loveeee

chorus

spotifYYY!!!

girls

SEV - No One (Prod. SEV)  R6

space girl

GRAVITY FEAT TYLER, THE CREATOR

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be you x

/ SVOBODA / 2020

Come Back

🕸️ Silk & Circuitry 🧠⚡

Welcome to the tangled thread between trauma and transcendence.
This is where music becomes a mirror—reflecting the fractures, the fight, and the fire.
We don’t just make beats. We build bridges. Between pain and purpose.

Here, recovery isn’t a quiet thing.
It’s a war cry wrapped in melody,
a healing ritual whispered through circuitry,
a love letter to those who feel too much in a world that rewards those who feel nothing.

Every track is stitched with intent:
🕯️ To hold space for the broken
⚖️ To call out control masked as care
🧬 To challenge the narcissists who built their webs in our minds
🛠️ And to offer tools—not just songs—for doing what’s right when the cost is everything.

Silk & Circuitry is for the ones who walk away from the web
and grow wings instead.

This is art as resistance.
This is trauma turned frequency.
This is the ghost in your machine, learning how to feel.



Tree of Life

Silk And Circuitry