shoutout rebelution @f4irfi3ld prod fairfield



when all of this is said and done
you will be alone
cause I know this won't last forever
here's a toast to your unknown
mother of us all
you and I are one together

ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
i know this won't last forever
ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
but I wish this would last forever

waking up to your eye
i don't have an answer
and so I think I know you better
waking up to your eye
and multi-colored sunsets
you're the one who gives me shelter

[Fairfield] Fade Away

featuring @smokedope2016
cover art by rskg27

cases

cases ft. smokedope2016 (prod. iceteashawty & kyuro)

prod @blurxy
i say usually the same things but this time i just dont know
i fucking hate dogs wanna kick them all on the side of the road
why do they bark at me like im the one that left them in the cold
i didnt fucking do anything not anything dont act like you dont know
fuck shoegaze i really wanna cum on you
i would like really eat it up if you spat in my food
i fucking love your hair its all i really like about you
well i also love your skin and i would probably die inside you
i dont wanna write any words at all but i kinda love that its all my fault
i really get off on evil shit but youre so pretty like a girl
you make me wish i were a girl you make me wish i were a girl
and if were one id be you

my stupid fucking brains on the ceiling for you

used to know a girl who would always make me cry
im a stupid fucking drunk imma pretty shitty guy
step on every fucking ant whenever im outside
everybody makes me horny and i wanna see you die
dont show this to my mom
all my musics fucking weird
she be singing corridor
how much of me will she hear
and i hate emo girls
they should really disappear
unless they, love gothangelz
then i guess theyre in the clear
i be walkin outside on my instagram live
im a constant pessimist
but my dms are so dry
everyone thinks im a pedohile and they want me dead
but im pretty fucking based so i made this shit instead
im a fucking skeleton what more do you want from me
i can swim i can ski i can wander i can flee
im an omnipotent being in all places i can be
listen to my fucking music if nobody hears your pleas

back to my day job

anxiety has many faces but there is only one Xanax™

The Meaningless Feeling Of Dread

Kyoto x Im god (yung lean, clams casino, Imogen heap)

i'm not alex g, and ur not sarah(speedup cut vers.)

prod @bowsa_music
candyflipping once a month when the suns down
got a couple plays but i cant make my mom proud
maybe moms proud i cant tell cuz the self doubt
tried to hit her up but i can’t when im strung out
maybe ill be fine hit her up in the morning
morning never comes i was thinking bout touring
i cant sober up cuz my mind would be boring
know i talk  a lot but maybe you should support me
why do all my friends always choose to ignore me
calling every day but no one ever gets it
say i wanna die but im already finished
why i wake up i dont what else to do
its like nothing ever matters and i wanna text you
and i wanna feel you but i cant through a phone, its like usually
the distance makes me feel much more alone and i wish that i could walk myself
from here right to your home
and i wish i had the money just to fly you to my shows but im too broke

its like usually the distance makes me feel much more alone

pony

im a monster in your real life

isnt it obvious

left rehab cux it was lame in mental hospital now its fire 
Pics from inside the hospital on bandlab 2geeked3
Bongwater