it feels like i'm running out of time
i'm behind everyone in my life
i wasted all my fucking years
now thinking brings me to tears

i'm stuck here sitting on my own
whining into my microphone
i don't leave my house anymore
and i don't fucking care at all

i fucking hate myself
i got no friends and no one else

everyone hates me
no one seems to care
i don't even know
life without despair
why am i still here
why do i live on
i'm just some retard
with no one to call on

hate myself

DETH demo (7/9/21)

dethtechs cover of 115

No one can see me and
I've lost all feeling and
I know I won't die alone
I'll stop you from breathing and
All your deceiving and
This house is not my home
No
More forgiveness
No
And the reason is
I know I wont die alone
I have returned
And everyone dies and
Everyone lies
They're waiting for the second coming again
Everyone tries to hold onto their lives
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
You stand for nothing and
Overlooked something
I'll bring you down all on my own
I'm the end I can taste it
I'll justify hatred
I am the chosen one
Left hand of all that's sacred
No
More forgiveness
No
I'll bring you death and pestilence
I'll bring you down on my own.
I have returned
And everything dies
Look to the skies
To see the end of all creation again
See with your eyes
My army of flies
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
I've lost all form and unity
Where has my life gone
I'll bring you doom that you can see
And bring you down to see you bleed.
And everyone dies and
Everyone lies
They're waiting for the second coming again
Everyone tries to hold onto their lives
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
And everything dies
Look to the skies
To see the end of all creation again
See with your eyes
My army of flies
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
And nobody cries
When everyone dies
And no one's alive
Bring me 115

FanBoy808 - 2022 BuffaIo supermarket sh00ting (prod. wujek)

substance abuse

lyrics:

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

FUCK MY LIFEEEEE
FUCK MY LIIIIIIIFEEEE
IM SO DOOOOOONE
 i said FUCK MY LIIIIFEEEE

im a mess
im a wreck
i am fucked up in the head
growing up
growing old
the mental problems wont go away
fuck you say
that you can just grow out of it
you stupid bitch
i swear i will die like this!!!

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

my parents didnt know any better than i do
but they somehow made it work
threw me into this world

i guess i was always weird
i used to bully fat kids
then i got bullied
for being too skinny

karma is always right
i deserve what i got
i shouldnt be upset
but its not making sense

i guess im just meant to die alone
(thats true)
i guess i can never be loved
(fuck you)

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me x2

im not that important to god
to be cursed
but theres some ppl like me oh ya
in the world
ppl who will always be alone
will die alone
even with so much love
inside them
ppl who are just observing
the world
i guess thats just how it works

Bless Me

ifbirdswerereal cover

i think id rather die
than hav 2 put up w/ u
i c ur schewpid fukin face
in evrythin tht i do
so if u wanna die
i want u 2 die 2
i hope u take ur fukin lyfe
cuz its the least u cud do

an wen u fukin die
ye ill b laughin @ u
thats wat u get 4 all the
schewpid shit u put me thru
an @ ur funeral
ill have dem play dis song 2
an make sure evry fukin soul
knows tht its abt u

id rather die than hav 2 put up with u //_0

debating whether or not i should drop this on my main but i feel like its too short

you take whats not yours

nxp / dethtech cover

u say that im too mean to u but i dont even try
u dont like the things i do so go ahead and cry
if u want to go away, go ahead i wont complain

am i wasting ur time?
am i wasting ur time? cuz ur wasting mine

ur wasting my time
ur wasting my time

there u go, there u go again, all i do is sigh
i cant be what u want me to be, i wont even try
u keep on talkin ur gibberish
i think ive just abt had enuff of this

am i wasting ur time?
am i wasting ur time? cuz ur wasting mine

ur wasting my time
ur wasting my time

u say that im too mean to u but i dont even try
u dont like the things i do so go ahead and cry
if u want to go away, go ahead i wont complain

am i wasting ur time?
am i wasting ur time? cuz ur wasting mine

wasting my time

Everythings ends at some point

Lost soul Crushed up

sillyemo124 alt to dump demos, songs that im probs never gonna finish, and random shit that i make

you take whats not yours

sillycel