Dommy Mommy Gf

theres a pain inside my chest
only a bullet can fix
theres some thoughts inside my brain
i need some help i need one wish

i wanna see u sad
i wanna see u cry
i can tell u are a lying whore
i see it in ur eyes
why r you looking at me like ur so fucking terrified
i dont wanna hear those words no more
ill tell you all goodnight
i cant look past the words u said
yeah theyre all trapped up in my head
i cannot trust u anymore
ur sucha stupid fucking whore

(hook)

and just like that i ruined everything

lyrics:

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

FUCK MY LIFEEEEE
FUCK MY LIIIIIIIFEEEE
IM SO DOOOOOONE
 i said FUCK MY LIIIIFEEEE

im a mess
im a wreck
i am fucked up in the head
growing up
growing old
the mental problems wont go away
fuck you say
that you can just grow out of it
you stupid bitch
i swear i will die like this!!!

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

my parents didnt know any better than i do
but they somehow made it work
threw me into this world

i guess i was always weird
i used to bully fat kids
then i got bullied
for being too skinny

karma is always right
i deserve what i got
i shouldnt be upset
but its not making sense

i guess im just meant to die alone
(thats true)
i guess i can never be loved
(fuck you)

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me x2

im not that important to god
to be cursed
but theres some ppl like me oh ya
in the world
ppl who will always be alone
will die alone
even with so much love
inside them
ppl who are just observing
the world
i guess thats just how it works

Bless Me

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
this is a song abt a girl i want to notice me
notice notice me
notice notice me
im not a loser
shes just more cuter
i wish i knew her
i cannot fumble her

nanananana 

notice me notice me
come my way baby
i see ur posts daily	
maybe i should call you

we could be together
live our lives forever
take my hand whenever
ill be with you wherever 

this is a song abt a girl i want to notice me
notice notice me
notice notice me
im not a loser
shes just more cuter
i wish i knew her
i cannot fumble her

nanananana 

(bloodsekai)
do you like me like i like u
i just want u cuz ur so cute
call me fool cuz i'd die for u
see u crying in the back ima cry with u
this is a song for a girl
i want to notice me
notice me
notice me
i want her to notice me 😦
attention, affection
i just want it all
i just want it all
i just want it all

(sillyemo124)
i just want it all (4x)
i just want her
and i need her
i want her to notice me

notice me w/ bloodsekai

lyrics:
load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine	
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill see you
youll never leave me

im so fucked up
super fucked up

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die
its not fair
my life sucks
im bruised up 
by my mistakes
got nowhere 
got no bucks
to spend on 
shit to fix me  

load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill still see you
youll never leave me

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die (2x)

ketamine

nxp cover :P

lyrics:
Left on read
I wish I was dead
I need some love
I need a hug
I need to get my fucking dick sucked
Stare at my screen till my eyes bleed
I need some love
I need a hug
I need to get my fucking dick sucked
When you send a text
That's just too much
What do you expect
You're so out of touch
Feeling bored and kinda sad
Want to chill, want to love, want to get a fucking blowjob
Feeling tense, and kinda mad
Want to kill, want to fuck, want to blow my fucking head off
When I send a text
That's just too much
What did I expect
I'm so out of touch
I was left on read
I was left on read
I was left on read
I was left on read

left on read (cover)

birthday song (unpitched)

h4rtbrkr - birthday song (unpitched)

kmk discord server - discord.gg/EyaZkHkwZG

instrumental / mix / master: @bloodsekai | featuring: @odihu @bloodsekai @foreverstained

[odihu:]
im feeling empty like no ones at home
im scared im gonna die alone
a feeling that nobody knows
and my head is feeling really cold
its only me inside of this school
everyone stares at me like a fool
in their heads i think that theyre judging me
or its just my thoughts that are killing me
i deal with this shit like everyday
i really do not like my face
why not just speak to me and say im okay
i wish someone would just take my place

[sekai:]
stuck in this school
idk what to do
im not comedy
not another stupid fool
and all of these jerks
and all of those jocks
they treat me like trash
just another kid to mock
wallowing, wallowing everyday
sobbing crying in the hallways
feels like the protagonist left me in the rain
u'd think by now i'd know my place

[odihu:]
im feeling empty like no ones at home
im scared im gonna die alone
a feeling that nobody knows
and my head is feeling really cold
its only me inside of this school
everyone stares at me like a fool
in their heads i think that theyre judging me
or its just my thoughts that are killing me

oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no

[lifeless:]
in ur crystal palace
i enjoy this poisoned chalice
i see ur face thru the flashing lights
yea ur glare stabs my guts wit a knife

my ice heart
is shattered art
are u ashamed
blood splattered face
u turn away
i jus suck in pain
my hearts filled with waste
all i am is a skeleton
i'll still be a gentleman
maybe i'll feel real again
maybe i'll just settle in
i cant hold this embarrassment
maybe i was too love bent
i watched u disappear into the crowd

music too loud u cant hear me shout
pulled to hell i cry on the ground
pushing thru jus to find u
why's it odd that i see two
its him yea its him
ur lips fixed to his
i'm hollow chested and my eyes are lifeless

imdyingalone

(everything prod by me)
ive had this song in my drafts for a reaaallly long time and i was finally able to get it done and im rlly happy with how it turned outt :> im probs gonna make more stuff like this in da future 

lyrics:
think im losing my mind
cuz i was so blind
lovers intertwined 
we were meant to bind 

ill kiss between your scars
and hold you in my arms 
so i can never forget you
stay right beside you
maybe this worlds not so gray
and i will live another day 
holding you close to me
cuz darling youre all i need  

take a piece of my aching heart
and keep it locked 
throw the key in a wishing well 
and let my love forever dwell
can you hear my silent cries
i dont know why i even try
is it so hard to feel something?
or maybe i just meant nothing 

defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)

the angels in the sky
will pick us up and help us fly 
by our sheer destiny 
our love is heavenly 	
ive been living in a dream
but i dont wanna wake up
no i dont wanna wake up
no i dont wanna wake up

take a piece of my aching heart
and keep it locked 
throw the key in a wishing well 
and let my love forever dwell
can you hear my silent cries
i dont know why i even try
is it so hard to feel something?
or maybe i just meant nothing

and so our love prospers

h4rtbrkr - u will never be xo_willow

(ima vampire too)
(ohh ima vampire too)
(ima fucking vampire)

ohh left me for him
you should’ve stayed (yeah)
that guy’s boring
he’s just a snake
and im a vampire come with me
(hop into my car)
bite into your neck 
yeah that’s so sweet (yeah)
never understood why
(noo)
never understood why you left for him
is it cause im ugly or im a sin? (damn)
oh i can’t understand why
(no no no)
ima live forever ima vampire
come and live with me 
youre my sapphire 
i could understand why you’re so tired
come and live with me 
i will make you feel better
(yeah)
i don’t understand why you hate me
ima fucking vampire
(ima fucking vampire too)

ohh give me your blood ima vampire too
(yeah)
shawty all up on me 
yeah she like my vampire tooth
flying in the night 
yeah with my motherfucking crew
swerving to the right yeah i be in the booth
oh ima fucking vampire
ima vampire bruh

(ima fucking vampire)

ohh left me for him
you should’ve stayed (yeah)
that guy’s boring
he’s just a snake
and im a vampire come with me
(hop into my car)
bite into your neck 
yeah that’s so sweet (yeah)
never understood why
(noo)
never understood why you left for him
is it cause im ugly or im a sin? (damn)
oh i can’t understand why
(no no no)

ima vampire (sped up)

professional musician frfr
listen to my spotify plz thanks