halo (lj guami)

Prod @mandemm <3

Thank You @justice4soldroolz (on ig) for reading this 

[as of right now id say im content. but as the days go on and the clock ticks i catch myself falling back into my old habits. nothing to stop me. no one to pull me out, and as i look around i realize how badly i dont want to stop. it brings me comfort knowing that theres at least something that keeps me grounded. even if its not good, its still something. but the worst part about it is that the more i do it, the worse i get mentally. is it worth destroying my mental health just for a euphoric feeling? but then theres always that urge to see how bad i can get before i completely give up. how far i can push myself down the wrong path until im completely lost. i know it sounds bad but it gives me a rush. something.. exciting.]

LYRICS:

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

i think its time that we move on
i'll write you a new song
and you'll find a new one
baby tell me am i wrong?
been going back and forth too long
i just wanna feel like im worth it
everything just feels so hopeless
but i guess that i deserve this
you're acting like a different person

you say you love me, then show that
im not the best yeah i know that
ugh, girl im so high where my phone at?

said she wanted a rockstar, but she fell for a nerd
i dont want you to cry, but i guess im still hurt
im going day-to-day, but it keeps getting worse
always been the second option, wish i was first
its so hard for me to get back up when i fall
i cant help but feel like you, you never care for me at all

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

sedated (prod. mandem)

Prod. methboiswag (I LOVE THIS PRODUCER FR)
https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZHG6eQIRuPSkcbmuHHf0x?si=2444be435e2243fc

lyrics -

get racks, turn a blind eye
push me off to the wayside
u gon tell me that im selfish and
i would never make time

now i think i got a death wish
hide it out in the bassline
its been getting so overwhelming
i find peace in the windchimes

and now i got problems on problems i know
i just cant let it stop my flow
i just cant let it block what i tote
i just cant let it take my soul

i dont wanna waste a- waste away
just count it, every day, a day, a day
waking up, but i just dont feel right
i find peace in the windchimes

leave me in the dark, so i walk wit a flashlight
bishhh swear im on go cuz its my time
and i could stab u right back, but its not right
when i step, know im stepping wit the frontline

i never could stop, i never could stand still
got 2 many problems i cant solve wit a pill
got 1 2 many thoughts that i just cant kill
got 1 2 many reasons that i dont wanna feel now

rlly had to walk out
take a breath, put my head down
lemme think for a second, fore i talk now
i dont wanna disrespect, but ur so loud
every time i got a problem, "what u talkin bout?"

shut up, shut up, ion wanna hear that
shut up, shut up, tryna make me feel bad
shut up, u put the steel in my damn back
shut up, cuz ik ion deserve that

walk out
clock out
"when he gonna drop now?"
idek if it'll ever sound the same, bout
every time i write is keep my head up in the same cloud
every time i die they let me know i was a let down

trying my best, i find peace in the windchimes
the frequency conveniently reminds of the best times
worry free, it hurts 2 c that this is rlly my life
tryna live with no regrets, so u know i never think twice

get racks, turn a blind eye
push me off to the wayside
tell me that im selfish and
i would never make time

now i think i got a death wish
hiding out in the bassline
getting so overwhelming
i find peace in the windchimes

Windchimes (methboiswag)

lyrics🎀

Pick me up like a ragdoll 
I don’t wanna talk
Moving off a adderall 
Rejecting every call 
No this isn’t like me 
You never noticed 
Tilt my head slightly 
I can’t focus 
This nights so bogus 
I just wanna go home
Feeling so lost
With a Glock
Like socom 
Be forreal 
U wanna keep me as a secret still

Tucked away in a locked box 
Everyday outline my heart with chalk
Keep a blade like a pocket watch 
I just want to escape before my pulse stops 
it’s the little things you can’t remember
You would always treat me like a prisoner
I would fall fall down like timber 
You’d rather watch me burn 
all the way down to cinders

Pick me up like a ragdoll 
I don’t wanna talk
Moving off a adderall 
Rejecting every call 
No this isn’t like me 
You never noticed 
Tilt my head slightly 
I can’t focus 
This nights so bogus 
I just wanna go home
Feeling so lost
With a Glock
Like socom 
Be forreal 
U wanna keep me as a secret still

ragdoll (AIDYN + JEWEL)

produced by @prodbycord

cannot show no love 
yeah cannot trust im off these drugs
be the same ones who outta luck
yeah know that im never enough 
yeah know that i dont give a fuck
you got luh problems thats beyond us
your man is peon look like a cuck
i might luh hoe but i dont fw the sluts
turn her to a dancer
yeah like luh shawty where your manners?
i cant stand her 
light that boy up like a lantern 
i keep trying but i cant handle 
so blow out your candles 
make a wish
yeah ill never cry about no bitch 
got on sm diamonds 
think im sick
dont be crying in the whip 
yeah dont be mad you didnt get picked
thats 100 signs you didnt get
shawty think im fine
im getting lit
you keep lying bout luh shawty 
now luh shawty give me face
yeah you a broke boy
so give me hope
yeah ill leave without a trace

so go home
bitch im throwin up
hella bands in slow mo
shawty i been on my own
like luh bih jus pick up the phone
huh she cant write these wrongs
she said bae bring me along
bitch im on it
now she singin to my song shi

said hes the 1 but hes always a 2
ur hoe wanna ride in the back of my coupe 
and when i drive it go fast it like zoom
get air heads touchin the mf roof
i got a stick in my other hand
thi-thi-think id be sick if u ever luvd another
hah
glock 4 5 bitch im clutchin it
keep talkin shit then u gonna get touched bih
i got a stick but i dont need to tuck it
she pressin me abt whats in my cup, shit
yeah im in my prime
substance 
hoe why is u cryin?
she said
“i dont wanna die” 
huh huh
i walk in that bitch n i dont give no fucks
no
walk in that bitch n i walk in the cut
huh
i might fuck a slut but i don’t wanna cuff
hoe

so go home
bitch im throwin up
hella bands in slow mo
shawty i been on my own
like luh bih jus pick up the phone
huh she cant write these wrongs
she said bae bring me along
bitch im on it
now she singin to my song shi

dancer. *. ⋆ @cord333

do the worst freestyle [bloodcryY]

feat. @shikaiii - #january / @roman-rom-97 - yuki たルみが 🇷🇺
Prod. @shikaiii - #january 🇷🇺
Mixing. @shikaiii - #january 🇷🇺

Lyrics: ENG
Gave me a bear

And he lay down in the kitchen

I see nothing but his love

Gave me a bunny

And he folded his ears and listened attentively

How I don’t need him

He couldn’t believe I loved him, after all

All my manners give automuts

No matter how hard I try, there are dead ends everywhere

I wanted to help so much, but he called me a fool

And you and I are like children, yes, let’s go up and down

Here and there, break me so I can’t leave you

I haven’t been friends with my head for a long time, but why every time

Your game hurts me more and more

Stomping quarrels screams white noise only in my thoughts

Stop killing me like this, I definitely don’t want love

But I can’t escape from this site

And forget about you and me forever

Because my heart has been on a chain for a long time

But you know that I will leave forever

You won’t get me, you won’t get me

I will only appear in ur dreams

spring sound 🇷🇺 #vvs - w/ #january + yuki たルみが (prod. #january)

green fuck prod fabs

payday [insufferable]

Produced by my real life Brother @looknsee

Walk into the Spot, Undercover Jeans
Im fly like Superhero all these Pieces up on me 
I feel like Kiryano Cus' im posted w my Team
Spending money Frequently n its all i VrNeed

For ur love I Bleed
I bleed Internally 
N my mouth is Sewn Shut
I cant even Speak
Rest my head against the Razor 
I used to make Me bleed

N this a cry 4 help baby 
Can you hear me Scream

Tell me can you see?
Tell me can you see?

Whn it all falls apart
Will u be there for me ? 
Ur the only 1 iNeed
Taking flights overseas
Hit japan for a week
N my lifes looking Bleak 
Take my life in My dream

dancer. *. ⋆ @cord333

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