I wanna be ur life i wanna be ur doll
Your eyes are glossing over me u never cared at all
Hiding in the walls, analyzing ever flaw
I rlly wanna try but its difficult

I wake up and im covered in cuts
You told me that theyre pretty i shld never give it up
My heart is weak, shldve never opened up
My head is spinning think ive lost too much blood

I think im addicted to the blade
And i feel so ashamed and these scars dont wanna fade
I know im a discrace but you cant seem to look away
I get so afraid when you thru my charade
Im infected, i cant escape depression
Stuck inside a cycle of violence and misdirection
Looking in the mirror god i wish that i was feminine
Taking all these drugs, all i rlly want is estrogen

I got a job but im still fucking useless
You broke my heart and i still cant undo it
Im at the club i have poison in my guts
Am i still your girlfriend if i dont have a pulse
Cut me into pieces, in the name of love
You use me like a toy, now ur filling with disgust
Does it make you happy to know im feeling crushed
I wanna disappear now, i think ive had enough
I think ive had enough

i've had enough [augury]

prod me :p 
also if u fw the song FOLLOW ME

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

@neohnq
cover me in flowers and cairns
put my mind at ease
i dont wanna see the day
where my mask is shattered
and i cant do better
and i gotta show myself
i wont get no help
what can i give to you
count up until my fingers blue
walk in the shop i self destruct
from all this shit i blew
go check the receipts
and dont get back to me
happily ill wait for you
u can get mad at me... i always do

cover me
with what u please
what u want
i cant go on like this
but i still write ur name in diamond
ya its such a shame
that it blew up in my face

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

to the touch (hartfxlt)

Yeah Man!!!!
@tochno-ne-sassi @takuoriswagga

Talktough They dnt wanna Talk tough
im havin Paranoia theyall tellin me to shut Up!
BlahBlah they all laughin at me like HaHa!
Mama they all cryinfor their fuckin Mama
#GunupTomyHeadimsoTiredofdisShit
they All laughin so Hard til i Fuck On Their Bitch!
Ta Ta Talk all That shit til I Pull Up with a Stick
pull Up to the #Function wearin all The Mfin Rick!

I dnt Wann hear nothin CoverinMahEars
PullupTo the Function with my Eyes Filled up with tears
#120intheHighway Police on my Rear
Told U idont wanna See u Thought i made it Clear Ohhhh
Stop it.. They All tellin me to #StopIt
Function.. Need my Body To Function
Running.. Ibeen plannin on Runnin
Nothin... My Soul #FeelsLikeNothin

Talktough They dnt wanna Talk tough
im havin Paranoia theyall tellin me to shut Up!
BlahBlah they all laughin at me like HaHa!
Mama they all cryinfor their fuckin Mama
#GunupTomyHeadimsoTiredofdisShit
they All laughin so Hard til i Fuck On Their Bitch!
Ta Ta Talk all That shit til I Pull Up with a Stick
pull Up to the #Function wearin all The Mfin Rick!

function (letmedisappear + takouri)

parasocial

produced by @prodbycord

cannot show no love 
yeah cannot trust im off these drugs
be the same ones who outta luck
yeah know that im never enough 
yeah know that i dont give a fuck
you got luh problems thats beyond us
your man is peon look like a cuck
i might luh hoe but i dont fw the sluts
turn her to a dancer
yeah like luh shawty where your manners?
i cant stand her 
light that boy up like a lantern 
i keep trying but i cant handle 
so blow out your candles 
make a wish
yeah ill never cry about no bitch 
got on sm diamonds 
think im sick
dont be crying in the whip 
yeah dont be mad you didnt get picked
thats 100 signs you didnt get
shawty think im fine
im getting lit
you keep lying bout luh shawty 
now luh shawty give me face
yeah you a broke boy
so give me hope
yeah ill leave without a trace

so go home
bitch im throwin up
hella bands in slow mo
shawty i been on my own
like luh bih jus pick up the phone
huh she cant write these wrongs
she said bae bring me along
bitch im on it
now she singin to my song shi

said hes the 1 but hes always a 2
ur hoe wanna ride in the back of my coupe 
and when i drive it go fast it like zoom
get air heads touchin the mf roof
i got a stick in my other hand
thi-thi-think id be sick if u ever luvd another
hah
glock 4 5 bitch im clutchin it
keep talkin shit then u gonna get touched bih
i got a stick but i dont need to tuck it
she pressin me abt whats in my cup, shit
yeah im in my prime
substance 
hoe why is u cryin?
she said
“i dont wanna die” 
huh huh
i walk in that bitch n i dont give no fucks
no
walk in that bitch n i walk in the cut
huh
i might fuck a slut but i don’t wanna cuff
hoe

so go home
bitch im throwin up
hella bands in slow mo
shawty i been on my own
like luh bih jus pick up the phone
huh she cant write these wrongs
she said bae bring me along
bitch im on it
now she singin to my song shi

dancer. *. ⋆ @cord333

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