BOOGIEAHOESOIDROPPEDTHISFORHIM (Prod. By panik)

Overdosed on cheeba chews met the devil and signed a truce.

Consequest ft. Creme Brulee

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My Religion

second quarantine track

i’ve got a new thing now
you’d never know it from just talking to me
but in the mornings on the new york streets
i do whatever feels good to me
new to me

i’ve gotta do things now
now that my i’m done with all the popular things
i’ve always loved the brand new feeling
learning a skill and letting it turn me
into a person who is 

well rounded
i’ll swim the ocean baby climb a mountain 
i’ll hold the world just like i spellbound it
if i had moments when i felt grounded
it’s cause i liked that shit

whether its something that I’ve seen before
or never ever thought of caring for
all i want is that brand new thing
you got me fiending for the new feeling
the new feeling

so i won’t stay right here
don’t want to work another 45 years
i don’t wanna stay bundled up
but i don’t wanna be another fuck up

so for now i’ll just take my things
i’ll wrap em all up just below my wings
and stepping to the edge of everything
i’ll tell myself i found my one true thing

and hopping off i start to plummet on down
and every moment till i hit the ground
i start to feel my body sway and swing
my soul is on its own new journey

so whether its something that i’ve seen before
or never ever thought of caring for
all i want is that time to be
another rush from the brand new thing
the new feeling

(brave) new thing

third quarantine track

folding my hands on top my head
folding my shirts sitting on my bed
talking to you but singing in my head
seems it’s getting dark out soon

praying even though i got nothing to say
thinking bout starting a new screenplay
but all my ideas work better as plays
i’ll just sit and wait for you

(i wanna speed down the road
i wanna rail weird drugs
i wanna beat somebody up
i wanna cry about someone i love
i wanna feel something crazy
i wanna kill my step dad
i wanna quit my job
i wanna travel
i wanna dine with millionaires
i wanna beat my personal record 
i wanna cook a luxurious meal
i wanna spend too much money on friends
i wanna celebrate the good things more)

feeling real clean cause i vacuumed up
read my book till my eyes went shut
went outside just to test my luck
i hope that i am doing it right

i’m making my bed every morning
my email chains are getting longer every moment
my FaceTime sessions feel important
my body feels cool when its dormant
but maybe i need some sun

i wanna carry someones bag for them
i wanna run in a big park
i wanna learn to surf
i wanna join the marines
i wanna buzz my head but i’m scared it’ll look weird
i wanna move to omaha nebraska because of that john prine song
i wanna be nice to the elderly
i wanna get into high fashion
i wanna have a better sneaker collection
i wanna get a dog but feel like i’m not responsible enough yet
i wanna be a rapper
i wanna dismantle the patriarchy 
i wanna go on a shopping spree with my old roommates credit card
i wanna learn to fly small planes
i wanna get into finance for the access to cocaine
i wanna impress people by remembering their name
i wanna jump higher
i wanna learn to be more open emotionally
i wanna be the person my mom envisions i am
i wanna get married by 32
i wanna have kids in the suburbs of a major metropolitan area
i wanna stop code switching and just comfortable with who i really am in all social situations

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SILVERHEAD