Early morning breath
I gave myself over

You're all that's left
My hope faded
Your four-leaf clover
Do not grieve
All my eyes did relieve
Of pain
To decieve
In me

Pieces I carry
To rebuild the thing I needed
Dreaming of rain
Left me weary

Could it be true
This world
Cold and blue

My final words
An oath to you
Hope turned to sorrow
No tomorrow

Pieces I carry
To rebuild the thing I needed
Dreaming of rain
Left me weary
Should it be true
This world
Cold and blue

My final words
An oath to you
Hope turned to sorrow
No tomorrow

As I Left

Tendrils grip tightly, the weight applied
The lie, the injustice, this pressure defined

Drowning in mud, just wished for air
To breathe life in a world, where no one cares

Distant laughter, the boot on the neck
Silently screaming to voice your request
Denying life not your path
Where does hope breathe at last
Echoing statement
No one cares

Drowning in mud, just wished for air
To breathe life in a world, where no one cares


Drowning in mud, just wished for air
To breathe life in a world, where no one cares

Deeper, Deeper(Echoing statement)
Your face dissapears(no one cares)
Drowning, asphyxia(no one cares)
Begging for air

Deeper, Deeper(echoing statement)
Your face dissapears(no one cares)
Drowning, asphyxia(no one cares)
Begging for air

Pressure

Taken down this road, feeling quiet and in peace, complacent and alone.
Withered strength too down, can't find peace in my own mind, as the clouds blind my eyes
Wouldn't need to know, traversing souls in the snow, then into the fire.

Pray for me this time, I know not what I do, for the/my time has come.

9th Of December Alt Version

Sun grazed my eyes
Winds blew by my head
After all this time
Will I have hope
In my stride
Birds are chirping
Grass grew on our land
I held her in my hands
The Summer and Spring
All life it would bring
(I held her in my hands)

O'come great Famine
Shower this land in Ruin
Sow misery and heresy in your wake
Envy, thy name
Covering my bloodsoaked-blade
In these walls
No one can heed to your calls

The Summer and Spring
All life it would bring
In the meadow, She'd sing
I held her in my hands
The Summer and Spring
All life it would bring
In the meadow, She'd sing
I held her in my hands

Your houses burn
Lifestock in Ruin
Your rule overturned
Seared human flesh
Screaming for death
Wound upon wound
Breathe your last breath
(In the meadow, she'd sing Death)

The Summer and Spring
All life it would bring
In the meadow, She'd sing
I held her in my hands
The Summer and Spring
All life it would bring
In the meadow, She'd sing
I held her in my hands

Hope

Clawing my way inside
See the things that you hide
From me
Teeth glissening
Envy

Glory set before my eyes
As I part your flesh
I held my hand over your chest
Admiring what's left

For this my piece
I covet
Anticipation, Acceleration
Violent excavation
To attain perfection
What is it you are
That I am not
Glory in my eyes
As I part your flesh
Glory gone 
Hollow husk 
Nothing left
What is it you are
That I am not
Glory gone
Hollow husk
Nothing left

What is it you have
That I don't have
Could it be, that jealousy has taken over me
What is it you have
That I don't have
Could it be, that envy has taken over me
These things I covet
Covet

Glory set before my eyes
As I parted your flesh
I held my hand over your chest
Admiring what's left
For this my piece
I covet
Glory gone
Hollow husk
Nothing left
Nothing left

What is it you have
That I don't have 
Could it be, that jealousy has taken over me
What is it you have
That I don't have
Could it be, that envy has taken over me
These things I covet

Why destroy
To satisfy one's joy
Let them be
Deny curiousity
Why destroy
To satisfy one's joy
Let them be
Deny curiousity
Why destroy
To satisfy one's joy
Let them be
Deny curiousity


Covet

23.10 v2

Symbols adorned
Clawing at your door
The Creatures they feed
In sickness steeped
Mouth open wide
Rotting inside
O'Great Famine
Washing away all Life
This fetid Tide
Broke their Pride
Spewing forth bile
A stench, so vile

Why am I feeding on my own Kin
To find sustenance within
When all that was gold
Has now turned into Mold
Symbols adorned
Clawing at your door
The Creatures they feed
In sickness steeped
Mouth open wide
Rotting inside
O'Great Famine
Washing away all Life
This fetid Tide
Broke their Pride
Spewing forth bile
A stench, so vile
This fetid Tide
Broke their Pride
Spewing forth bile
A stench, so vile

O' Great Famine

Depressive Doom Metal
Came with the season
Green sprang forth
The wounds
Now healing
A guest at your table
Smiles were had
Laughter
Believing
That what you said
Had reason
To stay in this way
Fatal
Claimed I was unable
To hold on
To stay in this way
Fatal
Claimed I was unable
To hold on
To stay in this way
Fatal

Green turned gray
Sought a way
For these crops to rise
Stable
Green turned gray
Overflow
Where no life can grow

Water, you drink
Gave me time to think
Of how you stayed
Whilst you wandered away
To absorb lies&ruin
Destroying your mind
Deemed unable
No longer stable
I left you to rise

A symbol on your door
Forevermore
Deemed unworthy of life
Green turned gray
Sought a way
For these crops to grow
Overflow
Green turned gray
Their song washed us away
Hollow
Where no life can grow
Green turned gray
Their song washed us away
Hollow
Where no life can grow
Where no life can grow

Green Turned Gray

4th Sept My Dream In Reverse V2

Hope, Now A Broken Land Demo

5th of April

Avid death metal enjoyer
Welcome to my solo project, I play all instruments, vocals, everything (except for 1 solo in Descent)

4th Sept My Dream In Reverse V2

Simon Engelien