Due to the intensely personal nature of this work, in lieu of a more conventional programme note, the below quotations—taken from the cyberpunk poetry of Kenji Siratori—appear in the score at the start of each section, & may go some way to elaborate the music. The seven sections are preceded by a wild opening declamation (based on an old hymn tune), marked “tough & overbearing; like an aggressively demented church organ”.

	“the picture of the chloroform that respires the malice of the grief of a cell is observed as if i love it”

	“I copy the life that the soft storage of myself receives the quickening of the replicant murder that break down the grief of the end of the world”

	“the locus of the love of the clone that quiesced”

	“the emotional circuit of the ADAM doll short... the horizon of her chromosome toward... the time axis of demolition line”

	“the octave of the grief of the clone that leapt to the remainder of night sky”

	“fuck junk to the angel mechanism crunch ... apoptosis season of the chromosome of yourself the scream”

	“the language line of artificial play human-genome yourself of the sun self-consolation in the world of the disillusionment lost the past!”

After the final barline, this quotation follows, encapsulating the piece:

	“ADAM doll_desire_death_latency x awakening_impossibility = death”

HELP/ME: the soul-machine of the cosmology of grief (2011)

Simon Cummings is a composer, writer and conductor based in the Cotswolds, in south west England. He composes instrumental and electronic music, both of which exist at the meeting point between emotionally potent extra-musical concerns and highly intricate algorithmic processes. These processes are rooted in carefully-defined behaviours and processes, the music emerging from stochastic relationships in which these behaviours are juxtaposed and intermingle. His work has received notable performances; Bromsgrove’s ‘Mixing Music’ Festival has twice featured his music, with acclaimed first performances of lent for solo clarinet and Orbus. (Fragment), the latter premièred by the Smith Quartet and broadcast on BBC Radio 3. His solo cello work, gravest one, won the SPNM/Huddersfield Festival composing competition in 2002, and was performed there by Arne Deforce. In recent years Cummings has composed works for a variety of soloists and ensembles, including Christopher Redgate, the Curious Chamber Players, BCMG, Thallein Ensemble, Icarus vocal ensemble and Thumb, and several of his works were featured in the 2014-15 Diva Contemporary concert series. Cummings’ electronic music draws liberally on noise and pitched material, also incorporating elements of an ambient persuasion. Several CDs of his electronic music have been released, including Dither • Pother • Roil, Simulated Music and Triptych, May/July 2009, in addition to a number of digital downloads.

Cummings’ composition studies began at Coventry Centre for the Performing Arts, with Christopher Best. After this, he studied composition, conducting and organ at the Birmingham Conservatoire, and directed their contemporary music group, Thallein Ensemble. Upon graduation he was awarded the Creative Studies prize. Aided by a substantial grant from The Countess of Munster Musical Trust, Cummings undertook the Sonology and Masters degree programmes at the Royal Conservatory in The Hague, at the same time studying privately with Richard Barrett in Amsterdam. He is currently pursuing a PhD in composition at the Birmingham Conservatoire under the supervision of Howard Skempton. The primary focus of his research is the development of extended algorithmic and stochastic techniques, presently directed towards a group of works for orchestra. He is also engaged in an ongoing series of electronic studies, exploring audible processes and the time/pitch organisation of music from an entirely visual perspective.

Cummings is an accomplished writer about new music; he is the author of the contemporary music blog 5:4, and is a contributor to a number of print and web journals, including Opera, Bachtrack, Pan (journal of the British Flute Society), Mexican arts magazine La Tempestad and Fluid Radio. Most recently, he has written an introduction to Marko Ciciliani's book/audio DVD Pop Wall Alphabet and a major retrospective essay for the ebook Imperfect Forms: the Music of Kenneth Kirschner, published by Tokafi in late 2014. As founder and artistic director of the ensemble Interrobang, Cummings has directed numerous new works; these include the UK premières of Paul Dolden's The Heart Tears Itself Apart with the Power of its own Muscle, Ryoji Ikeda's op. 1 and Chiyoko Szlavnics' (a)long lines; we'll draw our own lines, alongside works by, among others, Kenneth Hesketh, Galina Ustvolskaya, Sorabji and Stockhausen, as well as student compositions.