Here a little cover of the song lose my mind by @sadtxnshi

Check out the original here : https://soundcloud.com/sadtxnshi/lose-my-mind

Lyrics : 

smoking cig after cig
bitch i wanna die
i am sick of that shit
bitch you're wasting my time
always high i feel alive when the sun dies
its alright im feeling fine when i lose my mind
blunt in my hand
hold the gun to my head
pull the trigger, end it all
i know you want me dead
run from the past
the pain always lasts
fuck forever, i need love
i'll die young cus im sad

fuck i ate like shit for the last few weeks
i need more than a kiss baby make me bleed
cut my wrist let me feel some pain
all the shots i missed made me go insane
its getting hard and it makes me wanna die
im breaking hearts and im fucking up my life
i smoke too much
i dont want to stop
cus im fine on drugs

i fall apart
i see your face in the dark
i fall apart
in the dark

Lose My Mind Sadtxnshi Cover ( Prod. 5Head X Metlast )

lyrics:
I don't wanna hear a word you say don't wanna hear the lies
All the back and forth it breaks me down like every single night
I won't respond to your texts 'cause it'll end in a fight
I'm breaking down I'm a mess can't turn my wrongs into rights
I tried yeah I swear that I tried
My time yeah you wasted my time
I don't plan on staying here and growing old
'Cause in the end you die alone

I don't ever wanna see or feel or hear from you again
I guess this life we built together was nothing more than pretend
I don't want see you in public  I don't want see your friends
It goes to show that everything that's good in life has to end
And I know I got my problems yeah I'm fucked up in the head
But that don't mean you gotta leave me here with everything you said
I'm sick of living with my thoughts I might just fill my brain w lead
And after everything we been through all I'm left with is regret

All these cuts on my wrists and my thighs tell the story
Of the girl that once loved me but left in a heartbeat
Every apology couldn't take back all the words you said
Well what did you expect no I don't wanna be friends
And I know I'm not perfect but I'm on a better path
But I've been tryna be optimistic I'm tired of feeling sad
I don't wanna reminisce about the memories we had
I'm tired of feeling love for you I wanna leave that in the past
I don't think I can
I'm taking shots in my bed
I'm saying fuck my friends
They're never there in the end
I realized I'm the only person I can rely on
But I still capture every moment that I can with this Nikon
I got these Polaroids inside my room they keep me sane
I take this medicine to balance chemicals in my brain
I fall in love with every girl I meet I swear I'm insane
All I want is to be happy but it can't be obtained

I don't ever wanna see or feel or hear from you again
I guess this life we built together was nothing more than pretend
I don't want see you in public  I don't want see your friends
It goes to show that everything that's good in life has to end
And I know I got my problems yeah I'm fucked up in the head
But that don't mean you gotta leave me here with everything you said
I'm sick of living with my thoughts I might just fill my brain with lead
And after everything we been through all I'm left with is regret

My plate keeps stacking up I'm acting up off drugs I swore I kicked
My life keeps switching up confused as fuck I'm stuck inside a ditch
I know I messed it up I act impulsive
Momma I'm still a kid
I'm too broken I can't be fixed
I just need two more then I'm lit
Yeah I'm sad as fuck I mask with drugs I don't know I can't quit
Can't control me you don't own me if you try ima get pissed
I don't even try to hide the paraphernalia in my crib
Never sober on my shift
Get my bag and then I dip

I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna hear you
I don't wanna see you
Ever again

dont wanna see u (prod branwen)

giving my all still wasnt enough,
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. idly blare -+-
(lyrics)
i been lost again
these thoughts theyre freezing my brain
and the mirror is a portal to take me away
are you gone again?
always when i need you the most
can i call a friend?
or will they all be gone now

what did it really mean?
when you left here from my life,
why is this happening?
tearing me from the inside.
can we restart again?
oh how ive messed up this time
was that my final chance?
i guess youre gone for good now.

and now youre gone for good,
always thought that i am the worst
and its been killing me,
when you speak bad to your friends
i am sorry,
i was never the best
i was trying hard,
i really gave you my all.

made 7/7/2022

what did it really mean anyway (idly blare)

prod. @zepelinbeats
feat. @xxryanlv
cover girl @hellok1ttyslvt on insta

lyrics:
Bad bitches suck at me like I'm a Juul
Bad bitches gasp for air like in the pool
Hot goth bitches on the table like the meals
In a restaurant high ground because of their heals
Bad bitches suck at me like I'm a Juul
Bad bitches gasp for air like in the pool
Black boots and matching black dresses
Style is black been not sleeping for some seconds

New bitch at my place
Glock on my waist
She put it in her mouth
Got a smile on her face
Every bitch wanna taste
Till I put em in their place
I watch her fall in love I can see it on her face
She gon fall in love with the way I speak
I don't even gotta try lil baby on her knees
She a thot
She a freak
But this love don't come for free
But I don't wanna talk
I just wanna watch you bleed
I just want you to feed on me slowly
Rip my heart out
I can't breathe anymore

Bad bitches suck at me like I'm a Juul
Bad bitches gasp for air like in the pool
Hot goth bitches on the table like the meals
In a restaurant high ground because of their heals
Bad bitches suck at me like I'm a Juul
Bad bitches gasp for air like in the pool
Black boots and matching black dresses
Style is black been not sleeping for some seconds

Satan's symbol on my chest
Carved texts on my back
Razorblades upon my wrist
Love you Satan call me back
Fine dining - freaky filth
Fine dining - getting chills
Missing verses - use a fill
Like a dentist - it fulfills
I love you Satan please would u call me back
Sending u sad letters sick like the black pest
Razorblades are on my open wrist
On my way to the last abyss

Bad bitches suck at me like I'm a Juul
Bad bitches gasp for air like in the pool
Hot goth bitches on the table like the meals
In a restaurant high ground because of their heals
Bad bitches suck at me like I'm a Juul
Bad bitches gasp for air like in the pool
Black boots and matching black dresses
Style is black been not sleeping for some seconds

HOT GOTH BITCHES (feat. fiftyfive)

check out @luwonderland <3

i felt i never found my home 
lost in my way got the wrong goal
she was a keeper i was a foul
lostful words on the last call

i felt i never found my home 
lost in my way got the wrong goal
she was a keeper i was a foul
lostful words on the last call

why do i lie when i tell you how i feel?
i dont know
girl would you cry if i never really heal?
i dont know
tell me who the fuck you are
tell me what the fuck you want from me
bitch im doing all these drugs
better take them away from me

love me again
please love me again
my words
love me again
please love me again
it hurts

my nose like snow white
my phone it died
my nose like snow white
the overdose i tried

my nose white like the texts i write for you
i might be the one for life for you

why do i lie when i tell you how i feel?
i dont know
girl would you cry if i never really heal?
i dont know
tell me who the fuck you are
tell me what the fuck you want from me
bitch im doing all these drugs
better take them away from me

why do i lie when i tell you how i feel?
i dont know
girl would you cry if i never really heal?
i dont know
tell me who the fuck you are
tell me what the fuck you want from me
bitch im doing all these drugs
better take them away from me

music video

sadtxnshi x lu wonderland - 'luv me again' (kenda)

i got hella shit i need to cop
i never cared bout no diamonds on my watch
i wouldnt mind it if she gave me top
this music shit really gotta pop

i bet she want some xanny
you can bet i want some fendi
all my problems are ascending
i wont talk im too intoxicated

lifes a fucked up song i wont run it back
i hate all of it but please dont crash the car
my demons are strong but i wont let them control me
i know its not conscious but please dont play me

tutta nel prive
vivo con fame
non parla parla
non taglia la zlata zlata

donne aucune confiance c'est que des problemes
dans ma vie j'ai rarement vu des gens honnetes
au debut tous ces gens sont pleins de promesses
tous ces tminiks ici ca les connait

j'zone pas trop dans mon quartier
c'est miné ca fout la poisse
j'monte pas sur les affaires gantees
et jsuis bien plus crista que badoit+

pas dgros zoula que dla potion
jvois qula banal est passee
tous les jours jrevois les notions
sur moi la kich et le schlagass sont places

jvois tellement dchoses graves j'peux pas dire que jsuis en chien
beaucoup dgens mdegoutent j'les vois ils s'plaignent pour un rien
si tu veux reussir vas y mets y du tien
si tu veux etre le premier dla course tu peux pas douter

INTOXICATED (PROD. GREY)

coverart by wetbirthdaycard <3


blood on my desk like oh my god
you call back but i dont pick up
lungs are black, yea my body fucked
i should see a doc but i call my plug
pain in my chest put it in a song
rain turnin red i should quit the drugs
fake my death so i know who loves me to the bones and who does not

i see faces in the rain
i think i'll go insane
i kinda like the pain
blood is drippin of my blade
dont care about the fame
just wanna be okay
im waiting on the rails while im screaming out your name

suicide - i almost did it
but i didn't fucking drown
mama wanna see me winning
and im tryna make her proud
i dont wanna keep on living
i just do it for her now
only see me fucking grinning
when my head is in the clouds


@epitomeoffailure
it easy to forget my name when i’m with you
completely driven insane even though i was being used
addicted to the pain but what am i supposed to do
when the pictures not in frame you have so much to lose

just look at the clues
i’ve already tied the noose
i’m escaping this horrid abuse
and i don’t even know how it makes me feel
knowing that this all wasn’t real

it easy to forget my name when i’m with you
completely driven insane even though i was being used
addicted to the pain but what am i supposed to do
when the pictures not in frame you have so much to lose

amv <3

faces in the rain w/epitomeoffailure (puhf)

first single off of BUNNYBOYCULT!!!
huge shoutout to my amazing SHAWTY for designing the cover art!!
hit up 4ddy for amazing dope art. 
video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFc55D6FfV8&ab_channel=bunnyboy%F0%9F%92%96%E2%AD%90%EF%B8%8Fproduced by @okthxbb
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you have reached a safe zone (okthxbb) *video in description*

You, 
You don't need a friend. 
You don't need a helping hand. 
You, 
You don't need anyone at all. 
So why am I so cold in the Fall?

Shelter me, 
From any little thing you could think of. 
Cause I don't have a friend, 
And I need one. 
I'm lucky if I even think to be one. 
And I'm sorry but I haven't been myself. 
And I'm sorry but I know it doesn't to help. 
I could worry for my presence in your life. 
Or I could try to go and make it right. 

I don't know how to help you, 
But I want to. 
Cause everything I need, 
Everything I need, 
Lives inside you. 
And I treat you like you're nothing, 
But you're everything. 
I hope that I afford you a wedding ring. 
I'm broke, 
And dumb, 
And messing up. 
Catching up, 
I can tell, 
That you really don't need me. 

Here's a necklace to make up. 
Here's another year face up. 
But I'm laying face down on the ground. 
Wonder why you let me take up. 
Half of your time, 
Half of your life. 
Half of the things that I say, 
They ain't right. 
Half of the things, 
That I take, 
They ain't mine. 
But every single day, 
You rewind. 
I'm really not perfect, 
And you know it. 
Give me one shot, 
Imma blow it. 
When you crashed your car, 
I couldn't tow it. 
I'm really not great, 
If you noticed. 
Shelter me, 
From any little thing you could think of. 
Cause I don't have a friend, 
And I need one. 
I'm lucky if I even think to be one. 

I don't know how to help you, 
But I want to. 
Cause everything I need, 
Everything I need, 
Lives inside you. 
And I treat you like you're nothing, 
But you're everything. 
I hope that I afford you a wedding ring. 
I'm broke, 
And dumb, 
And messing up. 
Catching up, 
I can tell, 
That you really don't need me. 

You, 
You don't need a friend. 
You don't need a helping hand. 
You, 
You don't need anyone at all. 
So why am I so cold in the Fall?

i need you, you don't need me

Nightmare

IBleedIcare -Nightmare Ft MontyPWNZ ( Prod. IBleedIcare )

it’s the lord of the pines, Im a freak in disguise 
life going fast, life flash brfore my eyes
devil on the mind other foes by my side 
damaged so hard I can’t even feel right 
fog on the fields when I wake up in the morning 
I can’t stand a normal life nah that shit so boring 
Gotta glow up, blow up before I rage quit 
every single day I have to shapeshift
I blow a bag, in the trap then I rap
I know you do the same but you wack
moitivation low, y’all can’t accept 
y’all are just allergic to the facts 
you shoot yourself now you gotta face that
We don’t compare and I know you hate that 
I know what I can, so where my cash at 
I’m yung nick drake of the sad rap

smoke a cig, pop a bottle, fill the hole in my chest 
they stressing bout things that I couldn’t care less
Bitch I'm sick till the end, I wonder what comes next 
I don’t care no more who once just left

HOT GOTH BITCHES (feat. fiftyfive)

Simon Maximilian